#bbl surgery

I've never been in so much pain in my life. I'm very much regretting doing my boobs and bbl at the same time lol. Oh and my surgery was 4 days ago and I still can't pee so I'm walking around with a catheter and pee bag lmao. I'm not allowed to take the pain meds or Valium (for muscle spasms) because they make it harder to pee so that great. Let me just tell you feeling like you have to pee so bad you're gonna piss yourself but nothing will come out is literally torture! Oh and I was supposed to get prescribed oxy's for the pain (that's what every other girl gets) but my methadone clinic told them to give me the lowest dose of Vicodin instead, so that's great. I still have to get this picc line out of my arm too since my flight home is tomorrow. My boobs look HUGE and my butt looks really weird and is hard as a rock. I'm praying it's just from swelling lol.

Man it's not just the surgery that's expensive. I just ordered $1000 worth of "supplies" for after surgery, also a BBL mattress and bean bag. My flights for my mom and I were $4k since we're flying home first class so I'm comfortable. Hotel for 10 days was $2,800. I also have to rent a car and schedule my remaining lymphatic drainage massages for when I get home. My surgery place does 3 but you need at least 10. I'm sure there will be some other stuff I need to pay for I haven't thought of yet lol. Oh yeah and I paid $17k for my surgery. Fuck my life 😩😂😂😂