#bberry talks

i NEED to be added to the taglist if there's one, please <333

helloooo and ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh i'm so happy you do love it :D there isn't a tag list and i never tag anyone in my work BUT i've already seen two people ask if they can be added to it plus this is my first big series so i'm thinking that there will be one after all :D i will definitely be adding you dw <3

welcome ! you can call me berry or max, i have no preference between the two :) i use she / her pronouns so please use those when referring to me <3

this blog is mainly for smut, but i will also write fluff, angst, and anything else you ask me for ! my asks and requests are always open, and i love talking to you guys, so please feel free to send in anything <3 i also have hard & soft hours open always so send stuff there too ! disclaimer : it may take me longer to write stuff that aren’t for idols or groups i’m not as connected with. those groups and idols are as seen below...

i will mainly write for my ults ( the boyz & tomorrow x together ), but i will also write for any other group or idol you ask me to, even if i’m not too familiar with them. i will write for certain members more often, either because i bias them or they are my bias wreckers. i just feel more comfortable writing for those that are higher on my list. hope you can understand <3

now, onto a bit more about me and my (non-existent) posting schedule ! 

as i said previously, call me berry or max <3 i am a student so school obviously takes up a lot of my life and i do most of my writing at school (i am a sinner) since that’s when i’m on my computer. if there are times where i go ia, it’s most likely because i have been too busy with my classes, or because i haven’t found enough free time to sit down and put words out. i also tend to feel unmotivated at times.

i consider myself very friendly so you can always talk to me about anything :) i’m totally fine with someone coming into my messages and starting a random conversation, so if you’d like to, then do so ! also if you just need someone to talk to, then i’m here as well <3

like i said, i write when i can, so please never rush me to post, thanks ! if you rush me, i will probably write faster and end up ruining the fic & i don’t want that. it is my goal to write the best i possibly can for you all <3

here are some more little things about me :)

- my birthday is june 22, making me a cancer - i have seen the boyz, stray kids, and seventeen live in concert  - my favorite colors are pink and black - i have four cats (if you want to see just ask for pics) - i am always open to talk about my non-kpop interests, which consist of many different shows and movies

so firstly, i’ve just been so drained recently. school, relationships, mental health. it’s all just stressing me out and it sucks because i can’t even find joy in one of my passions: writing. i feel like i’m in a constant melancholy state, sad for no reason.

secondly, as stated before, relationship drama. friends keeping shit from me, ruined trust, anxiety, worrying situations. a week ago everything was going great and now it’s all gone downhill. i don’t know if i’ll ever recover fully or trust fully again but oh well. everythin has gone to shit.

an finally, i just don’t have time. between my personal life and classwork, i’m swamped. i’m trying to balance taking time with myself and working on what i need to work but i’m so overwhelmed i end up having no time for myself after all. i haven’t been sleeping more than four hours every night and i know that i’m gonna crash soon. 

so yeah that’s basically it. i hope you all understand this is why i haven’t been writing but i promise i’ll come back to writing soon. maybe when classes end i’ll have more time to update on here and i hope things are better by then.

i am...i'm okay :) i've definitely been better but i am hanging in there,, just pulling through so i can see tbz in 22 days :,) i'm really gonna see my sweetie pie honey cake loml juyeon in real life SCReaming i can't process

but yeah i guess i'm doing alright :) mr crushy crush said hi to me today so that was great :D although classes have been stressing me out (what's new) so i have trouble balancing school/social life/me time but it's working :))

i am working on stuff for you guys ofc i just need some time to recollect myself on here :) i will back to writing for you all soon