Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ever since that UNEXPECTED CALL Richie yearned to spend practically every waking ( shit, sometimes even sleeping ) moment with the other. FEARS ā Richie had a lot of it, more than he wanted to admit, butĀ t i m eĀ had never been one of them. Now however, it was almost his number one fear : the world was a practical jokester it seemed. How much TIME had the two of them WASTEDĀ ?? Years had gone by, && Richie for damn certain wasnāt going to let that happen again.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā He couldnāt bare it.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā So today was like many others : the two of them trying to findĀ s o m e t h i n gĀ to do in the town they were forced to remain in. Well, at the very least until they graduated. What however prompted such a proclamation ?? Perhaps his fear of time, of not getting enough of it. Perhaps it was because he was tired of holding it in ; the whole world knew Richie could hardly keep much a secret. There were a lot of possibilities as toĀ w h yĀ ā && even Richie himself couldnāt tell you. It just felt right. Like there was something deep within him that just had to let Eddie know, like if he didnāt the boy would no longer be able to go on.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā DRAMATIC yes, but oh so Richie.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā The Tozier boy didnāt expect anything in return, after all he was ANNOYING, a nuisance to most ; he could admit this. Even when he went on && on && on, doing some voice or other, there actually was a small part of his brain that said yeah, maybe you should stop. He just never listened. Which is why Rich was happy just to be tolerated.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Richie would have been content to just sit there in silence ( well, for a few seconds anyways ), && stare out into the canal below them. However Eddieās words made him oh so aware of every nerve fiber, SHIVER running down his spine as Eddie leaned against his side. Breath caught in his throat, muscles stiff for a lingering moment before he slowly relaxed against the touch. A small grin curled up on his lips, lanky arm swinging around, resting around Eddieās shoulders.Ā
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Nerves flopped around in his stomach, knowing fully well what this feeling meant. After all, Richie did have crushes before. Shame however, for none compared to this, none could be as damning as this. One wrong move && Richie was well aware this could all be fucked up, && that was the last thing he wanted.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā Again, something he couldnāt bare.
Ā Ā Ā Ā Ā āSpagheds, I thought you were raised not to lie ??ā he attempted to quip, bravery always fleeting. However, he made no move to pull away, chin instead restingĀ āpon the top of Eddieās head, his scentĀ s o o t h i n gĀ despite the inner turmoil. However, Richie for once was not in a joking mood, his usual zestful tone falls a little FLAT.Ā āBut uh ā Iāll remember that Eddie, for later when you try to pretend not to care. Iāll know that really, youāre happy. REALLY HAPPY.āĀ Ā Ā @batteryacidfcknutsĀ Ā /Ā Ā conāt.