#batchmox

I'm sorry things feel like this for you right now. I know exactly what you mean, and it's an awful and consuming feeling. Praying things look up for you very soon. *hugs*

Thank you :* I’m really hoping that the pill thing will change some things. I also have lots of doctor’s appointments scheduled this month, so I’m hoping that getting my physical health in order will help my mental state.

batchmox replied to your post “I feel so lonely and unwanted and desperate and most importantly stuck...”

i kind of have the same problem now... but i'm also scared.

* delicious meals

* riding my bike

* finishing a run without coughing up blood

* talking with my friends

eliasand replied to your post“Do y’all read smh as ‘shaking my head’ or ‘so much hate’?? I need to...”

shaking my head obvsly

einbuergeraufirrwegen replied to your post “Do y’all read smh as ‘shaking my head’ or ‘so much hate’?? I need to...”

so much hate, but sometimes i'm like... it doesn't make any sense?!?!?

batchmox replied to your post “Do y’all read smh as ‘shaking my head’ or ‘so much hate’?? I need to...”

Now it's shaking my head but I used to think it was so much hate...

youholdthewater replied to your post “Do y’all read smh as ‘shaking my head’ or ‘so much hate’?? I need to...”

Like i KNOW it's "shaking my head" but my brain keeps reading it as "so much hate" and a lot of times it makes sense in the context of the sentence anyway so i just leave it

kronleuchter replied to your post “Do y’all read smh as ‘shaking my head’ or ‘so much hate’?? I need to...”

shaking my head...always

silverlinan replied to your post “Do y’all read smh as ‘shaking my head’ or ‘so much hate’?? I need to...”

I used to read it as so much hate but now I read it as shaking my head

Alright.

There are 2 people who 'always' and 'obviously' read smh as 'shaking my head'.

Another 2 people used to read it as 'so much hate' but now read 'shaking my head'.

And 2 people still read it as 'so much hate' even though they know that it's supposed to be 'shaking my head'

I myself am with the last group.

So it's 2 - 2 - 3.

My interpretation of this result is, that there's a 'shaking my head' supremecy going on that forces us to believe that it is the only way to go. It is oppressive in nature and its goal is to turn everyone away from hating.

Rules: In a text post, list ten books that have stayed with you in some way. Don’t take but a few minutes, and don’t think too hard — they don’t have to be the “right” or “great” works, just the ones that have touched you. Tag ten friends, including me, so I’ll see your list. Make sure you let your friends know you’ve tagged them.

1. Max Frisch - Stiller

2. Jostein Gaarder - Der Geschichtenverkäufer

3. Max Frisch - Mein Name sei Gantenbein

4. (?) - Goldlöckchen und die drei Bären 

5. Isabel Allende - Das Geisterhaus

6. Peter Weiss - Abschied von den Eltern

7. Gustave Flaubert - Bouvard und Pécuchet

8. Thomas Mann - Der Zauberberg

9. David Lynch - Lynch über Lynch