Write something, anything!
This begins yet another effort to keeping some semblance of a journal or notebook. Even if I barely write anything, the goal is to write at least once a day. More than likely, this outlet will be honed into a log of daily venting and nightly preparations for the next day. I’m absolutely exhausted right now, trudging through the tail end of a nasty head cold that my poor darling is still staring straight in the horns. The plan was to meditate and sleep all day, but I finally got the call that the kitchen needs me tonight! I’m exhausted, and the boss-man kindly understands that I’m plague ridden. The doors are closed for another week or so, so tonight should be a few easy hours of group training and reorganization. I’m excited, though always nervous about how seasoned of foot to put forwards. Finding the balance between taking charge and going the extra mile, without pushing myself to an unrealistic normal.
Sometimes I need to take a massive step back and remember that it’s just food, dude. You love pizza. You’ve made great pizza for years. You can literally cook anything that you’re shown. Nail your routine, be humbly confident, and connect with new people. It’s time to be happy, and simplicity is the new key. Stop letting the past or the future consume you, and just enjoy making good food for others.
Stack up some money, get my long-awaited shit COMPLETELY together, and take another step towards true freedom. Is that... is that fresh air?! ARE THOSE THE SONGS OF BIRDS I HEAR?!? ....ah no, still only the sounds of the ticket printers ticking away.
It’s a crazy ride, ain’t it?
