Well, I talked to the other dressage trainer at the barn and she said she'd be more than happy to teach me. She's good, but she's still not my trainer. I'm scared Hessel and I are just going to plateau in our ability. Or worse, I'm going to ruin him. I just notice such a huge difference in him and me during my lessons with my trainer and even a few days later. He can be such a shit sometimes and I really really hope this new trainer can unlock his and my potential like my current trainer.













