i want to be thought of as wild, feral, absolutely uncontrolled, i want people to see me as barely restrained, i want my hair to be an total mess and my smile to be a little unnerving, i want my hands to be as soft as the sweetest moss but my fists as rough as the stones beneath, i want to look like ive just climbed a tree or im about to dive into the ocean, i wish to be perceived as thunderstorm, a maelstrom, i am lost but not looking for a way home












