mild vent under the cut, if anyone ik irl sees this please dni:
A friend of mine recently said that if I weren’t texting and calling first, the friendship wouldn’t be what it is today. I wonder how true it is for other friendships I have. And then I just get sad and tired and angry. Because like, idk, I really want to be more than a background ig? Like I have friends sure, but if I were to go radio silent for days, would they text? Would they be worried? Would they check in with me? I feel like knowing the answer would just make me feel worse, though.

















