#barcapix

I need your opinion on it I beg!

YESS I DID I DID. (#laughed)

i mean like im also stunned & i’ll probs get spam hated for my unfiltered/actual ops but i have no idea what to think of it ngl? seems a bit planned esp after the time when it was posted to when the clocks turned 12.

lowk it was interesting to say the least, and she’ll show us more soon i’m sure—welcome back to the circus..

so here are the fics im working on rn! 🤍

♫ Published to Private Eyes - Lando Norris

♬ Dorothea - João Felix

♫ Ámame, te amo - Pau Cubarsí

♫ Tú y Mamá - Hector Fort

♫ Belleza - Pedri González

♫ Secret Feelings - Pau Cubarsí

♫ Vulnerable Temptations - Lando Norris

♬ Foreign & Forgotten - Pablo Gavi

♪ Era - Carlos Sainz

♫ Miles 2 get 2 You - João Felix

♫ Father of the Match - Pablo Torre

as most of you will know, my private life is getting increasingly busier with each day, and huddled up with events and fixtures i cannot simply ignore. i have expressed this on my front page, but i’ve made it clear that im not able to publish consecutively because of such limited time i have available. therefore, this leads me to say for the fourth time: i do sincerely feel guilty for not writing requests immediately and it can take me weeks to publish. as a result of this, i do unfortunately receive a heavy load of backlash from anon’s whom i haven’t written their request.

firstly, i can understand and sympathise with you that it may feel slightly frustrating if you are in such position, although i don’t tolerate any hate on my page, whether it’s directed at me or at anybody else. the way they conduct themselves is unnecessary, and i find it hard to believe that what they communicate is vital. usually, i wouldn’t address this publicly, yet these comments have frequently worsened within the past few days and have included threatening and upsetting content.

to be clear: checking up, or asking about a fic that you have requested is absolutely fine, which i do actually encourage because it gives me motivation, but the borderline hatred that sometimes follows, is not.

therefore, this leads me to close my requests for short period of time, which is a shame and nothing i ever planned to do. additionally, i do wanna thank the countless people on here who have shown me support endlessly and the amount of love i dedicate to you guys is unimaginable & i truly do appreciate it.

without getting into too much of a ramble, things are getting a bit hectic for me, and i think i need to step away to focus on things that need my attention. to add, i feel like my work never really reaches the standard i want, as when i have any free time, i tend to force myself to write rather than doing it because i want to—so i lose all motivation to continue as i don’t think they are good enough.

this does not mean i will abandon the requests in my inbox, but my posting schedule may be once every 1 1/2 weeks, for a while, until i can get my health back on track.

i also understand, if those whom have requested, want to send their ideas to other authors because it may take me some time to publish them, there is no harm done! i fully appreciate i haven’t been consistent.

i did promise it was gonna come out soon that’s my fault🙂‍↕️

sooo… im thinking it’s either gonna be posted tonight or tomorrow, put it’ll be split into three/four parts? basically im a huge procrastinator and bcus its so long (only halfway done) my tumblr keeps crashing at the word limits lmao

so i’ll just leave this here: