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Day 5 of preparing for the 2026 Bar Exams

June 5, 2026

My preparation for the bar exams started last Monday, and I have accumulated a total of 21 hours and 31 minutes of study time this week so far. It's less than what I planned based on my weekly study plan, but I'm avoiding that feeling of frustration and chose to be gentle to myself since I'm still getting back on track from the past idle month when our mock bar exams ended up until graduation.

I woke up at around 8:30am, and went right to studying.

I went on a run at 5pm. I was able to run for 5 kilometers under 33 minutes. My left knee hurts right now, and it's my fault for trying to run a sub-30 without training.

I went back to studying at around 6pm. I was able to study for a total of 8 hours and 31 minutes today, and covered half of the syllabus for Civil Procedure.

I also finished the revisions for the digital guidebook I'm assigned for work.

🌳: 8 hours and 31 minutes

👟: 7,951 steps

bar prep week 8 ;

exhausted this week took a simulated exam that my school hosted -- it went better than i thought (but definitely not well lol) burn out continues ditched the learning videos and just began to focus on memorizing and practice

7/11/2025 | Friday

Not to be dramatic but … I’m doomed :)

If I Can Memorize a Verse, I Can Memorize the Law

February 22, 2026

When I was in law school, I didn’t just study cases. I studied bars.

And I don’t think people realize how much that saved me.

I’ve been writing raps since I was a kid. Before the law license. Before the suits. Before the “esq.” at the end of my name. I was writing verses in notebooks, memorizing them, performing them out loud, refining flows until every syllable landed exactly where I wanted it.

WROTE RAPS IN SCHOOL MY TEACHER USED TO CONFISCATE, STEAL MY WORDS LIKE I AIN’T HAVE MORE TO SAY !

VOICE OF THE SKREET

Law school didn’t change that.

It sharpened it.

Repetition Is a Superpower

When you write a verse, you don’t just write it once.

You read it. You tweak it. You say it out loud. You change the cadence. You rehearse it walking. You rehearse it driving. You rehearse it in the mirror.

Over and over again.

You’re not just memorizing words. You’re memorizing patterns.

That’s exactly how I studied.

I would read a case brief like I was studying a hook.

Facts. Issue. Rule.Analysis.Conclusion.

I’d say it out loud.

I’d break it into rhythm.

I’d chunk it into patterns.

The same way you break a 16 into 4-bar segments.

The law started sticking the same way a verse sticks.

Flow Helped Me Think

A lot of people treat memorization like a chore.

But memorization through flow is different.

When you pattern something rhythmically, your brain stops fighting it.

If I could memorize a 16-bar verse with internal rhymes and double meanings, why couldn’t I memorize the elements of negligence?

If I could understand layered metaphors in a Nas record, why couldn’t I break down a Supreme Court opinion?

That was my philosophy:

If I can memorize a verse, I can memorize the law. If I can break down lyrics, I can break down legal doctrine.

The same muscle. Different content.

Breaking Down Bars = Breaking Down Cases

When you analyze a rap lyric, you ask:

What does that mean? Why did he choose that word? What’s the double entendre? What’s the underlying message?

That’s legal analysis.

When you read a case, you ask:

Why did the court choose this reasoning? What principle are they protecting? What precedent are they leaning on? What are they really saying beneath the surface?

Law school rewards pattern recognition.

Rap trains pattern recognition.

Law school rewards clarity.

Rap punishes confusion immediately.

If your verse doesn’t land, you know instantly.

Same pressure. Different stage.

The Bible Verse Challenge

And this didn’t start in law school. It started in my grandma’s living room.

She used to get on us all the time.

“If y’all can memorize all them raps, you can memorize a Bible verse.”

And she was right. So we did.

Me and my brother didn’t just memorize a couple verses. We memorized books. Chapters. Stories.

We ended up winning Bible trivia competitions across Michigan.

Same principle.

Repetition. Pattern. Recitation. Understanding.

You don’t just memorize to repeat. You memorize to internalize.

Discipline Is Transferable

People think creativity and discipline are opposites.

They’re not.

Writing raps taught me:

• How to sit with something until it’s sharp • How to revise without ego • How to rehearse until it’s automatic • How to perform under pressure

Law school demanded:

• Precision • Endurance • Analytical clarity • Confidence under questioning

The bridge between both?

Repetition with intention.

The Real Lesson

The biggest lie is that your passions distract you from your purpose.

For me, rap didn’t distract me from law school.

It trained me for it.

When I was outlining for finals, I was structuring arguments like verses.

When I was cold-called in class, I was performing like it was open mic.

When I was preparing for exams, I was rehearsing like a studio session.

Different arena.

Same engine.

And to this day, that mindset hasn’t left me.

If I can understand a verse, I can understand a statute. If I can memorize 16 bars, I can memorize doctrine. If I can break down a beat, I can break down a brief.

You don’t have to separate your worlds. Sometimes the thing people think is a hobby is actually your training ground.

Mine just happened to rhyme.