#bapchicago2016

It’s been so long since I was last on.  Actually, it will be a year this fall.  LOL I’m so lazy to edit and post pics/vids these days.  I fail.  XD  Anyways, went to BAP’s concert last weekend in Chicago so I’ll try to post some pics and vids.  i don’t have many cause I still don’t know how to use my camera or maybe it just suck.  Oh well…  Hahaha

Something interesting did happened on Friday the 22nd though and here’s my experience.  I posted this on my Instagram first and had to shorten it so this is more descriptive.  Excuse my crappy phone cam. I tried my best to focus and sharpen the pic.

“ My friend and I arrived at our hotel on Friday the 22nd. I forgot my belt and notice Chicago Fashion Outlet outside our hotel room so I suggested we go there later. We both took a nap. When we woke up later I didn’t really want to go anymore, even though it was across the street. My friend mocked my laziness and indecisiveness which led to me wanting to go again. I also saw a Japanese place in the food court when I googled it earlier. It was some time after 6:30 pm when we left. We shopped at HotTopic for a bit and started to walk towards the food court. We walked by a guy which we both thought was cute. Then did a double take and realized it was Dae Hyun. We both freaked out away from their view.  No need to embarrass ourselves.  LOL OMG My knees almost gave way. I was so shocked. We went across the other side of the hall and tried to snap some pics, but then staff noticed us(we thought so anyways). We then decided to get food and I was checking out Little Tokyo when Him Chan walked in front of me. He looked at the menu and talk to a staff member. I was shocked and couldn’t stop staring.

 I waved hi and shyly said hi to him. 

He said hi back, but looked right through me and continued to look around before walking right pass me…

 It seemed he had food on the mind. Haha I swear it was like a scene from an Anime. ***A shy girl worked up the courage to go up to her crush just to be barely noticed by him and get brushed off to the side like nothing. As he walked away you’ll see her all white out with dark lines in the scene. Then a mysterious wind blows her way like a pile of ashes as her soul flys off to heaven.*** I can joke about it now, but I was slightly heart broken. 

My heart literally sank to the bottom of my feet.  Notice me Sempai! Maybe I should had called him by his name so he would had known I was a fan.  Hmmm…  I don’t know.  Well, that was that.  After that I ordered food and then we spotted Dae Hyun at the food court. He sat down by himself and after debating about it internally I worked up the courage to give him a note I quickly wrote on a napkin. 

 I gave it to him, but he was confused. I wonder what went through his mind. I must had looked crazy. I opened it up (both my hands and vioce was shaking horribly) to reveal the note written inside. He said thanks and I walked away. I hope he read it. I was so nervous I wasn’t thinking right. I should had ask for a pic, but I didn’t want to bother them on their free time, especially Him Chan.  He was a man on a mission to get food.  Hahaha  Although, we didn’t see them leave with any food.  Maybe there was nothing good.  They might had gotten chocolate from Godiva though. You know now that I replay everything in my head I really wish I had asked for a pic.  At least ask Dae Hyun for one.  He didn’t look busy.  Oh god why?! Over all though, it was a great experience.  A tad heart broken that my bias brushed me off, but I understand the situation so I’ll get over it.  Well, for the most part.  After the amazing concert I realized how much I missed BAP.  A two year gap is too long guys!  Babyz missed you!  I emo-ed and cried afterwards as to be expected. I hope they come back soon,  Love you BAP!!! "