Like I miss Voidstrike terribly. I don't think I've loved a rare pair ship as much as them before. There were no bad vibes with it, no toxicity, no ship drama, just two women on the opposite sides of the same coin who could have had so much chemistry (even platonically) if Apex even cared about giving them more screen time together.

I miss how much I wanted to write them and showcase how they could have worked together. I miss the longfic idea I had for them. I miss all the ideas that floated around my head for them.

I quit writing for (and playing) Apex mostly because the direction the lore was taking just felt terrible and the game wasn't fun for me anymore. I still think about writing it sometimes tho.

These ladies really need more love, so of course!!

Who's the one to initiate the relationship?

Honestly it just kind of... happens. Things calm down between them, they realize that they both have a lot more in common than was first realized, both in terms of likes, dislikes, and trauma, even if the causes may differ. They move very slowly from indifference to a tentative friendship to a very awkward something more and then very firmly set as girlfriends. It takes them a while to get there, but now neither of them are going anywhere.

What are their love-languages?

Both greatly enjoy simply spending time together and physical touch, though not out of the blue. At least not at first anyhow. Anita comes to learn the quiet, barely there footsteps that precede a chin resting on her shoulder as she drinks her morning coffee and scrolls through the news. The Void comes to recognize Anita’s presence as one of comfort and safety and Renee gets a preemptive and comfortable warmth almost just before a strong arm wraps around her waist.

How open about it are they?

Not at all, but they aren’t jumping over hurdles to hide it. There’s no public affection whatsoever (the sole exception being extremely bad days where one with brush the back of their hand against the other’s in their own little language just to say ‘I’m here’), and they certainly don’t tell anyone about it. Both like their privacy, and Renee does admittedly worry about Anita being used against her in a worst case sort of scenario. However, if someone does figure it out and denying it doesn’t work, they more or less let it be with just the request that whoever doesn’t spread the news.

Who's the better chef?

Anita is by miles. She grew up with it honestly. It's nothing gourmet or really even anything exceptional, and she doesn't know how to make a ton, but she's learning and what she does make always comes out tasting good. Renee on the other hand has more or less been living off of takeout and frozen dinners.

Who likes to be little spoon?

Depends on the day, but they both like to be held and it usually changes through the night. Renee will press up against her back when Anita's anxieties have been really strong that day only for them to switch places when Renee wakes up from a nightmare and vice versa.

Who flirts more?

Believe it or not, Renee does. Anita makes pretty little comments here or there out of earshot of the others or in the relative comfort of one of their apartments, but Renee is the one who gets a little more raunchy with it all. Once she's comfortable around someone, she can really be a teasing little brat and especially loves to get reactions out of Anita. She'll occasionally even do it during the games or events outside of matches when it's just the two of them to rile Anita up a little, who always manages to collect when they're home again.

Who's more protective?

I saw that Apex Legends shipping chart going around on twitter. 

OH THIS IS MY BOP THIS IS MY JAM LETS GO I AM SO READY TO TALK ABOUT THE GIRLS!!!!! But also 'The S*x' made me lose it.

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• How do they sleep together? How does it (or not) change from the very beginning of their relationship to down the line? In the beginning, both of them had realized individually how touch starved they were but didn't actually discuss that to each other. This made for very funny 'trying not to be clingy' moments between them. At first, they'd kinda sleep together side by side in a stiff way. Slowly ending up with Wraith being brave and resting her head on Anita's chest and an arm around her and Anita holding her close, and slowly developing day by day cautiously.

Now? Comfortable in their relationship? They switch spoons. Though, Anita more times than not ends up being the little spoon with her shorter partner clinging to her from behind with Wraith's legs thrown over her koala style. Anita likes the pressure a LOT and to feel like she's being swaddled, and Wraith sleeps with a pillow to hold every night Anita ISN'T there. And even when it's Wraith's turn to get spooned, she holds her pillow so she still has something to hold.

Anita, with utmost precision, is ALWAYS up at 6am sharp. Which makes it hard when Wraith sleeps until 12pm most days since Anita has to be VERY cautious not to disturb her from her sleep. Since most nights Wraith goes with insomnia kicking her ass and sometimes is STILL awake when Anita wakes up.

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