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Anon said:  Hobi from bts forgets your birthday, bevaus he spends a day with the boys. Angst please

Genre: angst Members: J-Hope x You Word count: 1737

Is it something about the “big” events that make your body just not want to sleep? When you have a big test coming up, you can’t sleep. Day before school, something just either excites you or makes you nervous so you don’t sleep. Your birthday is tomorrow. A special day.

“It’s not big of a deal” you spoke as you place the plates on the table

“Not a big deal?! You were born baby. My everything.” Your mother walked around the table and walked towards you smiling. “You’re so beautiful.” You notice her eyes tearing up “Ah mom, don’t cry. I love you.” You hug her “I love you too honey.” She hugged you back and two of you continue to set up the table for dinner.

After dinner with your mom and 2 siblings, your phone buzzes and it’s J-Hope. Instantly your smile grew on your face and you open the message.

“Y/N-ah I love you so freaking much. You’re my hope, my sunshine! Ahh… I can’t wait to see my beautiful girlfriend!” – Hobi

You replied with your heart skipping a beat. He never fails to make you happy and melt. J-Hope and you knew each other since you were kids, but he went to pursue his dream of becoming a rapper. You supported him in every and each way.  Him becoming successful make you happy, after time two of you weren’t in contact anymore, having a busy schedule was doing it thing to your guys relationship. There were moments when you were so sad for not talking to him, being with him. Life goes on doesn’t it? You continued going to school, eventually finding a job and working.

Around “Fire” era that BTS had, you brought all the merch and was ready to go their concert. In front of the stadium, you took a selca with a big smile and sent it to J-Hope, even thought you knew he won’t probably see that message, but you felt happy either way.

After a while seeing J-Hope on stage and looking around the whole stadium, seeing so many fans screaming, singing, making them cry and emotional. Soon as you tears of any member of BTS you cry like a baby, because you just love them so much.

Concert was over and you right away took your phone in hands to see if Hobi replied. He didn’t. Smile fades from your face, but you take a breath and nod you head “Well, at least It was so nice to see you” you mumble to yourself and go home.

Laying on your bed, you held your eyes closed, but nothing. “Ahh really!” you shout in frustration and throw a pillow over your face. That’s when your phone buzzed. Facetime call. Jumping off your bed, you didn’t knew what to do. “Oh shit” you kept looking at your phone in your hands. You slide to answer.

“Hey butterfly!” big smile flashes across his face. “Hobi-“ you said being in slight of a shock “Y/N-ah I missed you so fucking much!” he spoke as he laid on his pillow “I-I- I’m sorry…I just am shook” you laugh a bit and Hobi laughs with you and two of you stare at each other for a moment. From there it all started.

J-Hope is your angel, as he says when he introduces himself in them interviews. He really was your everything.

  “Happy birthday to you!” your family sang to you and you smiled and took the cake that mom made for you “Make a wish Y/N” your mom smiled

As you made your wish, you blow out the candles and everyone starts clapping. Through the day you kept looking at your phone, but there’s no word from J-Hope. Maybe there’s a surprise prepared for you or something. “Hobi where are you?” you finally text him and bite your lip waiting for a respond. J-Hope right away opens the message “With the guys. We’re hanging out today around the city, doing fun things! Y/N I can’t be on the phone, so I’ll talk to you later, bye baby!” he quickly responded and your heart dropped.

Whole happy mood went downhill. How could he forget your birthday? How? No you don’t expect the fancy gifts from him, just a flower a kiss and a wish for your birthday.

With no other message for rest of the day, you turned off your phone and went to sleep. You were mad, sad, it was just a mix of all the feelings. Your mother walked in slowly into the room and sat next to you. “Honey, where is J-Hope? Isn’t he coming?” her hand touch yours and you close your eyes and start to cry “He forgot about… My birthday.” You look up at your mom and hug her. She hugged you back kissing top of your head.

  “Y/N” you slowly open your eyes and see J-Hope standing next to your bed.  It took few moments to process that he’s there, next to you. “Y/N, why didn’t you answer my texts or calls. I was worried so fucking much” he spoke and sat next to you “What happened-“ he extends his hand to put it on yours but you move it away and sit up. With confusion in his eyes “Y/N?” he spoke and you look at him.

“You know...-Did you have fun?” you wanted to talk about yesterday “Yeah we had so much fun!” he smiled and kissed your cheek and you gave a fake smile back at him. J-Hope knows all of your face mimics, he knows you to the core. “Something is up and you’re not telling me” he spoke as he looked at you “Everything is fine baby!” you smiled and gave him a hug, but felt with all his energy that he knew something was up, but he lets it go.

  Walking into the dorm, there was Jimin, Jin and Suga sitting down talking. Their smiles get wider as they see you. They greet you and you sit down with them. Every little thing J-Hope wanted to do, hold your hand, kiss you on the lips, throw his hands around your shoulders, you didn’t let him do it. There was such a tense energy in the dorm and everyone could feel it. J-Hope was getting annoyed with your acting and stood up looking at you. Giving you “Let’s go to my room” look. But you just looked away and continued to talk with Jin and others.

“Hyung what’s wrong?” Jungkook looked at him “It’s nothing” he smiled

Taehyung walked in with a serious expression on his face, he looked at you straight in eyes. He knew. He knew why is the energy so tense. You smiled at him and looked down. “J-Hope… You didn’t… You forgot about Y/N’s birthday yesterday” he spoke looking at J-Hope.

His face went from normal to shook real fast. Everyone was staring at J-Hope. “Y/N I-“ “No no it’s fine. You were busy yesterday” you spoke “Guys let’s leave them alone.” Suga spoke and everyone nodded their head standing up and walking outside of the room.

J-Hope sat next to you. Sadness overflows his body, he felt guilty, it was eating him up. “Y/N. Baby. I am sorry” he spoke taking your hands in his. You looked up and nodded. “I know.” You simply said “Just that?” “Just a “Baby I’m sorry” ?” you repeat after him and raise a brow “What do you want me to do huh?” he spoke moving his hands away from you and standing up being annoyed “Not always a “sorry” doesn’t work. I’m not sayin-“

“What, you want me to buy I don’t a car, a fucking mansion?!” his voice raises a little, it leaves you surprised “You didn’t let me finish. I was about to say I don’t expect your fancy gifts. I just wanted a hug, kiss anything.” “I remember every little fucking thing about you, and dates and shit, but you can’t remember my birthday?” you added laughing

J-Hope was pissed.

“Fuck you.” He said “I do a little mistake and It’s like I did something MAJOR” he added

You laugh and run your hand through your hair “Rude.” You said “You’re the child here” he said looking straight into your eyes “Fuck you J-Hope. Fuck everything I did for you. Forget it all. Since I am “drama queen” right?” you push him back by his shoulders

“I can’t believe I didn’t see it earlier. I can’t believe you stress and is mad over something so small.” J-Hope looked away taking a breath “You’re such an fucking asshole!” you shout and push him again, second try to push him he grabs your hands and looks straight at you “Get out of my house. This wouldn’t even work anyway. Since we don’t see each other at all. Find someone else” he drops your hands and your mouth falls “Just like that?! Over a FUCKING birthday!?” you shout at him “WHAT do you want me to do HUH!?” he brings his face into yours “I said it’s fine-“ “No like just a second ago you said “I remember everything” bla bla. Don’t lie” he cuts you off and you feel his breathing getting heavier “Just go. It’s better for you, and for me.” “I can’t believe one fight. One fight breaks something beautiful we had-“ “Smile because it happened. You don’t get to date idols very often. Since-Since you’re a fan.” That last sentence was heartbreaking for you. Eyes travel to meet his, why didn’t you think that way before. You saw he regrets this, you knew him, but there’s no turning back now. “I hope you will be happy. Good luck with everything.” You finally manage to speak as you slowly walk out the door, turning one more time you see his shoulders move a bit, he is crying. Your eyes travel to other side of the hallway where boys were standing looking at you. You smiled and waved. “I’ll support you guys on upcoming concerts and comebacks. Fighting everyone!” you spoke and they smiled at you. Jungkook and Taehyung walk faster to catch up with you and gave you a tight hug. “We will see each other soon” Jungkook smiled “I’m sorry for telling-“ “Tae, don’t worry. He would figured that on his own if you didn’t tell.” You smiled and tapped his shoulder hugging him