of all the possible scenarios regarding his personal life, the least one expected was to break his own rules and yet ... it was out of his grasp and long gone now, it wasn't possible to discard or toss it aside. BECAUSE WHAT YOU FEEL IS OUT OF CONTROL, and that's the deal of being a goner. respect was a must. she was above him, a civillian but a superior of sorts. an instructor, though not his instructor ( which made the things considerably less worse ) , and while other fools thought less of her capability for being a woman in a male predominant area, he knew far much better than to press buttons. that wasn't him and never would be ⸺ she was there for a reason, just like each of them.
[ THE FILE COMPARTMENT // : LOADING ... ❛ we can’t be seen together. UNDER THE ID OF , ... CONNECTING ... ] @balaproof.
the thrilling feeling of getting involved behind the curtains. making a silent prayer to not be seen through, to not deal with the consequences that might result from the inevitable. BUT WHAT ARE YOU SUPPOSED TO DO WHEN DRAWN TO EACH OTHER ?! ⸺ a beautiful and breathtaking love affair. its been going for weeks now, ... once began like a friendly teasing, later turning to a star-gazing evening at the beach and an affair among kisses, between the sheets. azure hues gazing at the female, his sunglesses hidding what could be seen. ❛❛ i'm aware, ... that's why i came to your house and didn't approach at the base. ❜❜ his voice was somewhat softer, his head still processing the last couple of days and the funeral no one expected to attend days prior. ❛❛ i can leave if you'd like, julie ... a lot has happened. ❜❜
