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I'm so sorry to everyone I hurt. I don't know why I did it but I did it. I fucked up a lot and I can never even begin to make up for it. I don't care if you forgive me but as long as you know how truly sorry I am or will be, then that's all I can ask for. I'm sorry to Savannah babyhtml for making them uncomfortable and doing something without even asking. I didn't really pay attention to what I was doing and I didn't even know it was a bad thing at the time. I'm sorry to that 15 yr old girl that I did send nudes to. I was drunk that night and didn't even consider her age but that doesn't excuse or forgive it. And I'm especially sorry to Melissa povvs for betraying her trust in me and being the biggest piece of shit she's ever had in her life. I'm sorry to everyone that I used and everyone that I hurt. I won't use my mental illness as an excuse because in the end it was all me. But I promise all of you (for whatever my promises are worth) that I am going to get help. I'm going to figure out why I did what I did, and I'm going to fix it. I'm going to change so nothing like this happens again. If you don't believe me then I understand. I would have no way of really proving to you that I've changed. But I will do it. I won't let this happen again. I've left all my facebook tumblr related groups and I'm giving my blog to a friend for a few weeks. I'm not coming back until I'm better.