#azalea is typing...

Saw this azaleas in a flower shop and thought about you <3

nope, I'm not dead. I'm just extremely busy with my finals, moving, work, appointments et cetera. It's been a while and I know I haven't been posting in 2 years but I'm currently playing AFOP and I'm kinda back with the hyperfixation.

now to the elephant in the room: Yes, I've deleted all my stories permanently with no backup and here's the full explanation:

I'm very insecure about my rl friends reading my fanfics. when I was still active here, I had a very close, longtime friend that knew exactly that I wrote fics and that I was very active in this specific fandom. Knowing yet ignoring my insecurities she ofc went on and tried to find my account for months, trying to figure out which acc could be mine, depending on the favorite character, used emojis, time of posts, etc. After telling her again to please stop me she still continued and ended up finding this acc and due to many other differences we've parted ways after half a lifetime of kinship.

That's it.

That's the reason.

Think of it whatever you want but I will not tolerate anyone making fun of my insecurities. I was very uncomfortable coming back here but it's in the past now.

Hope y'all are doing great, i hope you've enjoyed the last movie, i wish i could've been there with you, yapping about it.

Love, always