I don't have a healthy sense of competition; it's just petty and scarring

im sleepy deepy i dont wanna get up and do guinea pigs. ugh. i should at least feed them tho if im not gonna do the rest until late. and if i go down there ill probably end up doing the whole thing!

fdont wanna get up

ack. i hate to be one of those people but people kept following my porn blog while i wasnt posting anything, but i guess they weren't following for my actual art?? how do i get so many followers but so few notes. do people actually see my art??? how do i make the art that *I* want to make and at the same time get it to an audience that wants to see it? scratch that, how do i make *any* art???

btw i finished guinea pigs and took drugs so thats the important stuff i guess!!

ack sorry for reblogging that to my main blog lmao

i need to talk about people in the third person more so i can remember/practice their pronouns. lets start a gossip circle. a gossip circle where we just talk about how awesome our friends are because lets face it, awesome