#avugagn

[ spartacus music starts ]

[ dies a hundred deaths ]

[ van helsing music starts ]

They waited until the dead of the night to move me in, but word still spread almost instantly. Everyone knew I was here. And everyone knew I was hurt. The list of my injuries grew in length with each telling, and the mood of the place changed quickly from unease to something else... Excitement. Eagerness. Blood lust. 

From the biggest swinging dick on every tier to the lowest bottom feeder, they all suddenly had dreams of being the one. The one to finally put me down. They'll come. It may take a while to work up the courage and find a way out of their cells, but they will.

There are too many sharks and too much blood in the water. My blood. They can't help but come. Guards won't be any help, not to me. They know the longer I'm here, the more likely the whole place is to explode. Guards want me dead, same as the prisoners. Just don't have the balls to do it themselves.

They'll come and the guards will let them. They'll come looking to gut me and rape me and carve off chunks of me to show to their grandkids. They'll rant and rave about their friends I killed. Their fathers and brothers. They'll torture me. They'll laugh as I die.They'll come, no doubt about it. The only question is... What'll I do when they get here?

What can I do?

Only parts of me that don't ache are the ones that are numb and don't move. Everything feels broken. Can barely stay awake, let alone get up and fight back.

Still, there's always that same old voice in my head, telling me to be ready. To smash these casts across their faces. To bite their eyes out and crack their skulls. To do whatever it takes to survive.

But now, there's another voice in here too. And it's been telling me something different.

Just lie here.

Just lie here and let them come, you bastard piece of shit.

charlie dragonnip

charlie dog whistle

[ ears perk up ]

ctrl and then select where to write, if we think of the same thing.

a day when he returns may come, when i start feeling comfortable enough to reboot him. but that day is not today. :|