#avoiding commitment

Avoiding Commitment by K.A. Linde Review

[book-info] I was fortunate enough to read this book before its release; I fell in love with this book then, and I’m still in love with it now!  This book actually made me question my judgment of character – real life has made me do that, but never a book.  I found myself really loving … would you believe, Jack of all people??!!  What is wrong with me?  He is so not right, for Pete’s sake!  When…

Avoiding Commitment by K.A. Linde

My review I was fortunate enough to read this book before its release; I fell in love with this book then, and I’m still in love with it now!  This book actually made me question my judgment of character – real life has made me do that, but never a book.  I found myself really loving … would you believe, Jack of all people??!!  What is wrong with me?  He is so not right, for Pete’s sake!  When an…

7 Things people can do to avoid relationships

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Relationships can look wonderful from the outside, once you enter into the realm of the relationship world you realize that the people turn into the incarnation of Satan. That is why I put together this handy little list to help prevent you from allowing things to escalate past the safe zone.

1. Insult – Create a mental list of your insults; light, moderate and downright…

Avoiding Commitment by K. A. Linde AudioBook

Jack and Lexi never had a typical relationship. After 2 years without speaking, she receives a phone call that changes everything. He unexpectedly asks her to convince the new girl, Bekah, that he’s ready to commit. Jack is calling now after everything they had been through because there is another woman. She can’t believe it. Follow Lexi in this heart wrenching drama as she relives her past…

Convincing myself was the main motive. I want so badly to believe the truth in those words but truthfully? I see none.

I want this to end. This shallow, unidentified “affinity” because it hurts to think that this is all there is, this is all this can be. No matter how hard I try it can never be more and I choose to believe that.

For some reason, I choose to believe that whatever this is can never be more. Am I so afraid of what this will become that I’d rather give up now than see what this is all meant to be? That I’d rather cut it now than hold on, to avoid the ever flourishing sentiment to grow further therefore making it harder to let go in the future?

I guess I really am afraid. Afraid of getting hurt, afraid of that soul-crushing pain that is inevitable in love. Afraid because all this makes me vulnerable and that is one thing I can’t stand.