Jun 13
holy fucking shit i really will talk anyone up but the moment they show any interest and make a move i jump out of my skin and disappear huh 😐
#im so annoyinggggg#what was this called again#avoidant something#i suck so fucking bad#i will literally act so charismatic like big dick whatever but the moment they reciprocate i ghost their asses#literally what is wrong with me#and this isnt even limited to my romantic escapades#obviously my old friends are fine (though somewhat affected at times)#but whenever i meet someone new and i want to try being friends and actually put in sm effort#when they show that same initiative or even make a grander gesture i just slink away#im tired. wwhen can i stop being like this
