#aves888

I never believed in second chances. I gave it a try once- and that experience justified my belief. So when I read this from my friend's twitter account I thought it was absolutely worth sharing. Don't waste your time.

girl, i know why you're crying i know there's no way to ease the pain inside you feel yourself dying outside, you're just trying to keep it sane i've lost a lot of love before i've also let it go sometimes it feels like a knife stabbing through your heart sometimes its a tide that wipes away your soul don't be afraid when times get rough or when you step on shifting sand. you're not going to lose your friend he held your hand before he held mine, remember?  and that's just something i have to learn to understand... but remember this for one: i won't stop him from walking by your side that's not for me to decide. i won't stop him from giving you the strength you think need from him till you to feel your fears subside.  i'm not going to do it i'm not going to try just don't disrespect the love you've got right now be it from a different guy.  we're all floating in a pedestal of insecurities here nobody's winning the game we've all gotta find that strength from within time has already changed us, it'll never be the same.

05.16.05

if he only knew, how my world revolves around him if he only knew, how my hands reach out to find him if he only knew, how i think about him each day and how i pray for him and me, each time before i lay if he only knew, that these words were meant for him oh God, if he only knew...  if only he knew...

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