#avengergasm

show us a picture of your handwriting? Behold! Once at work while I was filling out a permit a man said, "You have nice handwriting. Very mechanical. Not feminine at all." and I am still trying to figure that one out.

any pet peeves? Oh gosh, there's a lot. I am often peeved. A major one for me is when people like...jiggle their leg when they're talking, or sitting in a meeting, or whatever. Something about that restlessness makes my anxiety spike, and it always makes me feel like the person is itching to get away from the conversation. I know it's a stim for some people so I try not to say nothing but. My dude. My guy. Calm down, friend. Your energy is Too Much.

any recurring dreams? When I was a kid, I had a recurring nightmare of animals like cougars or alligators or bears surrounding my house and trapping my family inside. To this day I have no idea what that was about, but elements of that dream still crop up when I'm particularly stressed or anxious. I also have a weird burning building dream and a running-through-a-city dream that change up somewhat but the basic elements are always there. Stress dreams are, uh...fun.

OH! WELL YOU GOT ME THERE

favorite book? oh gosh it’s a toss-up between sorcerer’s stone and goblet of fire. because of course sorcerer’s stone is where it all started and it’s special to me because i was only 4 or 5 years old when that book came out so my mom read it to me when i was a kid and to this day it’s the only harry potter book she’s ever read because i just devoured them from there. but goblet of fire just sucked me in it’s when shit got real and i read that when i was maybe 8? and i was started to get really into more intense stories at that time so goblet of fire was right up my alley and i loved it so much. 

favorite movie? goblet of fire. i know a lot of people have issues with this one but it’s so, so close to my heart because of what was happening in my life around the time it came out. my brother passed in january and goblet of fire came out in november and it was probably the first normal thing that happened that year. a harry potter movie came out and i got to go back to that world and lose myself in it. plus i was getting super into behind-the-scenes movie stuff near the dvd release like i was into horror movies and i want to not be scared so i looked at bts stuff and then i thought but wait every movie has bts stuff and my mom got me the deluxe dvd with all the special features bc she saw i was getting really interested in all of this and i spent hours watching it all over and over and over again. so yeah goblet of fire is like deeply ingrained in my soul lmao. 

character you most identify with? ohhhh this is a tough one. growing up i think it was hermione because she was bookish and a little nerdy and she had her little set group of friends that she was fiercely loyal to and she was able to think her way through any situation and she genuinely enjoyed learning and she was very strong in her beliefs and all of that was very much me (probably bc i wanted to be her as a kid lmao). but now i would probably say harry or ginny.

its not what we need but what we deserve

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