#aureate rambles

hi, at what part of puberty do i get my divine glowing light? what's that you say? never? fascinating, thanks! *starts mauling people*

to me burnder (enderburn ?? have the people decided on a name yet) is a slowburn spanning from childhood to post-revolution where they both are slowly drawn to each other but don't do anything about it because their duties and responsibilities to the crown and later the revolution are too important to risk distraction but the entire time they are just yearning like crazy and going "sigh..... if only our circumstances were different........." and enddrew is. the complete opposite of that. really funny duo of ships to consider happening at the same time

thinking about angelkin4angelkin where they play with each other's hair because they don't have feathers, where they play instrumental music that reminds them of the heavens or home or where they used to roam, where they meditate together and imagine that they're flying together, maybe they pray together and make altars together, maybe they don't. but they're angels and they're happy

sometimes it feels like the things i want most have been torn away from me. i miss my wings

an angel dies and its body is a giant decaying structure. its a whole ass building. a cathedral even. like a whale fall.

thinking about a bottle of stars. taking something from up there, way up in the sky, and trapping it on earth where it doesn't belong. tethering it. trapping the sky itself. thats what being angelkin feels like

it's okay to become your own god. it's okay to worship yourself. if you have an altar for yourself or give yourself offerings or pray to yourself i think you're incredible, actually