#augustine-rosea

I’ve made a post here about love vs. infatuation. However, I can’t 100% say that you’re in love or not. I can’t even do that for myself, sometimes. So you kind of have to see for yourself.

okay first of all, thank you for the song rec - i don’t usually listen to Lorde (and i’m going through a hardcore Broadway phase rn) but i liked this song! i feel like it’s a very mood-oriented song. by that i mean i have to be in a certain mood and emotional state to listen to it. but it’s a p good song regardless. 

How do I change that??

Turn back time and ask God, the what about my lives

The meaning behind the pain and isolation

The reason why I am 2nd best to everyone

Why no own utters my name solely in the light and in the dark

Why I am to deal with things alone

Why I was born alone, be alone and die alone

From start to finish, conception to death

I am your daughter, even in pain, I will say your name

Even if the ones around me don’t love me, the way I do them

Even if I’m not treated the same

Even if I’m an after thought in the wind

A second choice

38- what do your friends call you?   they call me tony usually

1- is there a boy/girl in your life?   not really lmao, i have a crush on this one idiot and we’ve been kinda messing around for a few months but nothin real lmao

18- if you had to delete one year of your life completely, which would it be?   2014 uuuh YIKES. it was bad

39- has anyone upset you in the last week?   i get upset pretty easily so yea