#audreysstuff

yess!!!!!! i love this! 

imagine them recommending podcasts + songs to each other that gradually get more and more personal /romantic or like, at the concert!

i feel like engel would be the type to be like ‘I brought snacks and wore comfy shoes’ and noor is like ‘i brought a flask and wore my gayest outfit’ 

maybe there’s like a mosh pit/rowdy group that almost bumps into engel and noor grabs her to move her out of the way but doesn’t let go and engel just kind of sinks into it

25. things you said in front of other people

engel stepped into the mall, a feeling of both nostalgia and nausea running through her. a few store names popped out and the memories that came with them, that time she helped liv with her bra, that time they looked at wedding dresses, a lot of those memories seemed to be about liv. 

but she gave a sigh of relief, she wasn’t there to think about her former crush, or about all the pretty things inside she either couldn’t afford or couldn’t fit into as she would have liked. today, she had a girlfriend, a real one. who liked her. it was all so surreal.

it was this blissful thought that was interrupted by the sound of her name. “engel! what’s up, love?” of course it was liv, and it still stung to hear the pet names, but it was getting better. “engel, hey” of course she brought noah, who always seemed so hesitant with engel now, even though he and liv had been together awhile and engel was so far over him that she had trouble remembering why she thought they would be good together.

“oh, hey! what’re you guys up to?” engel asked, her eyes fixated on the clock behind. shit, i’ll be late. and i wandered for fifteen minutes trying not to seem too early for nothing. “well, i am getting some makeup, I’m filming this cover and I think red lipstick will really pop! and noah needed some new paints and pants.”

engel nodded half listening, “yeah cool, paint your pants.” the couple laughed and engel gave an awkward smile. “what’s in the basket?“ liv asked as she was already reaching in, engel couldn’t answer before liv picked up the cookie. “my gf, and aww there’s a heart on it, cute, what’s this for?”

the blonde saw behind her friends, the beautiful girl that filled her stomach with butterflies, her girl. “i made them for noor, my girlfriend.” the word felt like a bomb being dropped, but you wouldn’t know it just walking by.

noor seemed to beam as she joined the circle. “hey, im noor. her girlfriend. oooh are those cookies for me?” noor aimed to kiss engel’s cheek, knowing how hesitant engel had been, and was surprised by engel turning her head, and their lips meeting. “that almost makes up for us having less time to hang out until my shift resumes.”

when the girls looked to liv and noah, they were met with some surprised smiles, and encouraging nods. “well, noah and i won’t take up anymore of your time then” liv said, giving engel a wink. “but I see you made a dozen cookies so, we are going to split this one.” and with that, liv and noah locked hands and stepped away.