#atlphyroblems

Does anyone know/ want to help me learn how to hand quilt? Pretty Please?

Got called a tall glass of chocolate milk at the bar. Wtf

When you get added by a huge trekkie but their first post has the hashtag #MakeAmericaGreatAgain

Falling in love is scary yes. Having someone fall in love with you. Is so much scarier. Having both those things happen and saying it out loud. Is the most terrifying thing I've ever experience. But like I'm so happy and shit now.

My anxiety is so bad right now I can hardly breathe. I've never had so much I am so close to losing. I wish I were able to turn it off just for one night. That would be enough.

When bae doesn’t want to celebrate International Women’s Day Deadpool style. . .

I don't like to brag but I'm actually pretty intelligent. I always had straight A's in every subject (except PE because let's shame the awkward chubby girl). Now I decided to do an Art History degree because it's what I LIKE. I got into engineering programs, math and science at different universities. I wrote my MCAT on my own and did well. Now people assume cuz I picked art that 1) I'm not that smart with other things. 2) that math and science bore me or go over my head. I really hate this. I have a wide array of interests. I can sit through academic lectures from politics to astrophysics and find them engaging. But I get patronized every day for my choice in degree. Recently I was with my boyfriend who is in engineering for a design project presentation and multiple times people asked me if I was bored or "even understood what was going on". Enter new big pet peeve for me. It hurts so much that people automatically assume I'm bored or uninterested. I love to learn. Ask me if I have questions or want to know more. Don't dismiss my interest for me. Rant over. (Edit: had a super awesome Star Trek nerd out later that night with an engineer that turned into a discussion on the importance of aesthetics and different methods of reconstruction of historical buildings (something I study in art :O, it totally made up for my feeling of my degree not being smart enough lately. )

The happier I am getting the more terrified and anxious I am of it all disappearing in a puff of smoke.