#ateez request

"That time of the month again," you groan as you clench your heat pack and Seonghwa makes a little 'ah' of realization.

"I'm sorry," Seonghwa sits down next to you, thinking for a moment. "Anything I can do to help?" He offers and you think for a moment. If you were being honest...you wanted him to fuck you so deep and hard but would you confess that to him?

"Maybe...sex?" You ask softly and Seonghwa startles.

"Really? Are you sure that won't hurt?" He looks at you worriedly and you nod.

"No, in fact sex helps period cramps through many different benefits," you smile and Seonghwa takes a deep breath.

"Alright then..." he thinks for a moment, biting his lip in deep thought. "How...do you want me to help? Should we do it in the shower or something?" He glances out the window as he talks, the window is coated in a dust of snow.

"Shower might be best," you nod and cautiously stand up. Seonghwa watches attentively and carefully follows you to the bathroom. He puts a hand to your lower back, cautiously holding you just in case something happens. You get into the bathroom and Seonghwa sets you on the covered toilet seat.

He gently lifts your legs, holding your foot in his hand, before peeling your sock off and repeating for the other leg. He was very gentle and his fingertips always graze over your skin so softly. He always treats you with such tenderness and it means a lot. He finishes helping you undress before inviting you to hop in the shower. As you turn on the water and prepare the shower head etc Seonghwa undresses. He follows in after you with a soft smile.

"I missed you so much darling," he comes closer to you before grabbing the shower head and helping you wash off, specifically the blood between your thighs. He could only imagine how irritating it would feel to have blood rubbing up between your thighs. "What do you want to do now my love?" He tilts his head after putting the shower head back. You shrug.

"I'm not really sure," you sway on your feet nervously and Seonghwa chuckles.

"Lighten babe," he kisses your neck softly. "You're always bursting at the seams with sexy ideas, I know you're holding back," he tucks your soaked hair back behind your ear before kissing that tender spot just beneath your ear. You whimper softly and he smiles. "C'mon, I know you want to," he trails his hands down and around to your clit, gently massaging it with his index finger. You moan softly and Seonghwa smiles.

As he rubs his fingers through your folds you wear the wind whistling outside, a whispering reminder of the world outside from the two of yours.

"I...I just want penetration," you admit, and Seonghwa tilts his head, his curiosity peaked.

"Really now?" He smirks softly. "You sure baby?" He rubs your stomach with one hand while the other teases around your slit. You assure him that you're positive about your decision. Once you give him the green flag he agrees to help you out.

He gently pushes you against the wall, not wanting to be too harsh because he knows you're a little more fragile right now than usual. He holds your hips and gently pulls them out from the wall, closer to him. He brings his hardened cock up to your slit, rubbing his cock up your wetness a few times. "Are you ready for me babygirl?" He whispers into your ear as you hear the wind pounding against the window. You nod with a little whine. "Was that a yes baby? I can't hear you," he kisses the back of your neck and you moan.

"Yes seonghwa, please," you cry out and as soon as the final word escapes your lips Seonghwa plunges inside you.

"Do you want me to be gentle?" He asks as you adjust to his size. He gently holds your lower abdomen, where your uterus would be located, to provide some kind of comfort. He knew he couldn't make it all go away but he hoped to distract you a little by giving you some pleasure.

"Not too gentle, but yes," you smile softly and Seonghwa nods, understanding the assignment.

"Ready for me to move?" He asks softly and you nod again. He begins to slowly move his hips back and forth, his cock gliding in and out so smoothly. You can feel every inch of his cock filling you up and gliding back out, leaving you craving more momentarily. You moan loudly but your voice is somehow soft, innocent, and desperate. He holds your abdomen as he thrusts deeper. "Oh that feels good doesn't it?" He smirks before kissing your back, leaving a dark mark. "Oh I love hearing you like this. So innocent and desperate for me," he grins and you nod with a whine.

He moves his hips faster, and the sound of your wet bodies colliding echoes in the small bathroom, your cries bouncing right off the walls.

"Oh baby," you throw your head back and Seonghwa grins. He moves his hips a little faster and harder.

"Is this good? Need me to be more gentle?" He wants to make sure this is perfect for you and he wants you to get the best relief from this orgasm. If he plays his cards right he'll give you the biggest high ever that will help with the cramps, due to the rush of hormones.

"A little slower please," you whimper and Seonghwa complies. He sets that torturous pace where you feel every grain of his cock being gripped by your pussy. As he hits that sweet spot inside you with every thrust you feel yourself falling to pleasure. Your eyes roll back as your mouth hangs open, moans relentlessly pouring from it, and you feel yourself going dumb.

"Are you getting close?" Seonghwa whispers into your ear, a chill running down your spine.

"Y-Yeah," your head falls as your wet hair clings to your face, water dripping down your jawline and chin. "Please don't stop," you moan as your cheeks flush but not from the warm water.

"Don't worry baby, I'm just getting started," he kisses your neck as his hips rut up into you so delectably. Your eyes roll even further back as you grip the slippering wall.

"I-I'm gonna cum baby," you groan and Seonghwa speeds up just a little bit, not wanting to push boundaries, but also wanting to push you through your high. "Shit!" You cry out as you feel everything come spilling out. Your knees buckle from the intensity of the orgasm but Seonghwa is quick to hold you up.

"Good girl, oh yeah look at that pretty face," he kisses your neck as you cum. Your walls grip his cock, milking out his high. "Good girl," he groans before throwing his head back, his wet hair throwing back some water from the movement. He pants heavily as the shower sprays water onto his face; the water drizzles down his face and body. "Mmm you did so good," he brings his head back down as he rubs your hip softly, his fingers grazing over your skin for longer than needed.

He gently pulls out and quickly washes away the blood as it flows down the drain. "How are you feeling darling?" He asks as he uses the shower head to wash down your body again and a little bit of his own.

"Tired," you sigh and Seonghwa nods.

"Then let's get you to bed," he nods before turning off the shower.

"We have to be quick," you say as you jump out of the shower and seonghwa looks confused.

"Uhm what?" He chuckles softly as you quickly dry yourself off. "It's okay, just relax," he tries to comfort you as he steps out, his body towering over yours.

"If I don't hurry I'll bleed all over the towels," you explain and seonghwa chuckles.

"It's okay, that's happened many times before and..." he looks at you waiting for you to finish his sentence but you just look him up and down, your face flushing as you look at his cock again as if you haven't seen it a million times. "And our laundry detergent completely washes away any reminisce of the blood," Seonghwa nods before taking the towel out of your hands. "Now let me treat you like a lady," he kisses you softly before drying you down.

The towel is nice and warm, thanks to the heater located below the towel hanger, so it provides an extra layer of comfort. He dries down your hair as well before letting you go, the towel wrapped around your body. "You probably want some alone time to change and stuff so I'll just stay in here and dry off. And don't worry about any blood, just wipe it up with the towel," Seonghwa nods confidently before you leave the bathroom, closing the door over as you leave.

In your bedroom, you change and put on a new pad/tampon before curling up into bed. Your hair was still wet but you didn't really care. Seonghwa comes in shortly after, his towel draped around his body. He didn't care that in hardly covered his body at all because, after all, you've seen his body millions of times. He dries his hair and changes as well, only throwing some night shorts on. "Feeling better babygirl?" He asks as he crawls into bed, tucking you into his body.

"Much better," you smile and he reflexively smiles back.

Seonghwa, Yeosang, Mingi, Yunho, Jongho

He had noticed that you didn’t seem to have a lot of time to hang out with him recently as you constantly had to study or work. At first, he didn’t think much of it, thinking it was just because of exam season that you were so stressed. But once this kept happening for over a month, he could barely reach you, you never answered his calls, or barely any of his texts, only answering “Sorry, busy studying, talk to you later”. He understood that something must be going on, his first thought would be if he had done anything wrong so one night, he went over to your apartment, knocked on the door but no one opened it, he assumed that you were at the restaurant/bar where you work so he went over there. Once at the door to the restaurant, he saw you running around inside, immediately noticing that you looked sick and feverish, you didn’t even notice him as he stood in front of you. One of your colleagues noticed him, quickly ushering him over. 

“You should really convince them to go home, they’ve been working double shifts for two weeks, and even trying to pick up more shifts every now and then,” He was shocked to find out just how much you had been working. He walked over to you, gently putting a hand on your shoulder, “Hey, love, can we talk?” You were surprised to see him but said yes and went to the back of the building, where he technically wasn’t allowed to be as a non-employee but you were with him so it was fine. 

“What’s wrong?” You asked as you finally sat down for the first time in probably 12 or 15 hours. “That´s what I want to ask you, your colleague just told me you’ve been working double shifts for 2 weeks straight, you look sick, you definitely have a fever, you’ve been distant for over a month, I just want to understand what’s going on,” He saw tears beginning to form in your eyes. “It’s nothing, don’t worry about it,” “It’s obviously something, please, (Y/n), tell me what’s going on, I’m your boyfriend, you should be able to rely on me,” You sighed and then proceeded to tell him everything. 

“My landlord raised my rent a lot about a month ago and with my old schedule, I couldn’t afford the rent or the cost of uni and everything so I had to start working more to earn enough not to be evicted, but having to work for 20 hours each day doesn’t leave a lot of time to study or sleep so I’m falling behind on classes and I don’t know what to do because no matter what I think of, there’s no solution that actually works,” He just looked at you in shock. “Why haven’t you told me about this? I could help you, I have asked before to move in together, that would help a lot with the cost of living for you,” “I can’t just rely on you for this, it’s my problem,” “Hey, we’re in this together, besides, I earn enough to support us both for a while so that you can focus on studying. I love you, (Y/n), it pains me to see you so overworked, I want to help, so please rely on me,” You couldn’t say no anymore, fatigue, fever, and finally feeling like you could have some rest catching up with you so you just nodded, whispering, ‘yes please’, before falling asleep with your head on his shoulder. 

Hongjoong, Wooyoung, San

They would never let it come to the point of you being financially broken or exhausted mentally, nope, these two are just very attentive or their partner and would notice the second something seemed to be off with you. The first clue was when you canceled last minute on a date he had planned for over a week, to celebrate the anniversary of your first kiss together, he would take you to a fancy restaurant, something you usually enjoyed but this day you canceled on him the morning of the date just saying “I’m not feeling like doing something fancy”. He was shocked but nonetheless, he canceled the booking at the restaurant and asked if you should just order takeout and a movie night at his place, but you shot that down too with the excuse of exams coming up. 

The second, and final clue to something being wrong, was when he walked by the office where you work part-time, in the middle of the day, when you definitely had classes, but he found you at the office, looking more stressed than ever before. 

“Hey, love, what are you doing here? Don’t you have classes today?” “Oh Joong/Woo/Sannie, um, no, I, um, don’t” It was obvious that you were lying to him, and he wondered why, as it never happened before. “I know you’re lying, (Y/n), what’s actually going on?” You just sighed, looking down at the ground. “I’m too embarrassed to tell you,” “I won’t judge you, honey,” “I’m going to be evicted from my apartment, I took a pay cut about a week ago and with it, I can’t afford to pay rent, and my landlord isn’t one to be understanding of me being a student so they’ll kick you out the second even a penny is missing from the rent. So I’ve been taking on more shifts here, even trying to find another part-time job at a café or something, but with that, I can’t go to classes, so I’m falling behind, and I just want to die, because I’m failing everything, even our relationship,” You were crying and almost hyperventilating at this point. He pulled you into a tight hug, to try and comfort you. His heart was hurting, how hadn’t he noticed earlier that it was this bad? “Jagi, no, you’re not failing our relationship, come live with me? You wouldn’t have to pay rent that way,” “I can’t just let you pay for everything,” 

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You stir on his chest and the war in his mind settles for a moment. Nuzzling your cheek further into him before your breathing settles once again reminds him of why he fell in love with you in the first place. The little things.

He holds you just a little tighter, planting soft kisses to the top of your head.

He’s going to come clean.

He’s going to introduce you to the boys.

Somehow this feels worse than introducing you to his parents.

By a lot.

“Afternoon.” he says once you finally open your eyes. 

You give him a sleepy smile that makes your eyes shut once again and he’s telling himself that it’ll be okay. 

“I wanna do something tonight.”

You hum at his request, shifting so you can get a better view of him.

“I’ll run to the store to grab us some wine then.”

“No, no. I was thinking of going out-”

“Oh! I thought we weren’t supposed to.”

“It’s a private event, no cameras I promise.”

He watches your eyes light up at the thought and it hurts his heart that he’s had to keep you hidden for so long.

He’ll have to apologize for that too. 

“Help me pick out my outfit then?”

“Of course baby.”

~~~

“Didn’t I tell you it was casual?” Jongho chuckles as he watches you squat in front of the stove. 

Your eyes don’t leave the pastries baking away as you hum in response.

“So what are you doing?”

“Well, I figure since I’m meeting the guys I should bring something-” you blush when you turn and see Jongho smiling at you. “If they don’t like me, they’ll at least like my cooking.”

Jongho can’t help the scoff that comes out as he eases you back up. 

“They’re going to love you, I swear.”

You let out a content sigh as you settle against his chest, a single question has been buzzing in your mind since he brought up meeting the guys in the first place. 

“Are you sure you want to do this?”

Jongho raises a brow at your concern so you continue. 

“I mean, it’s just- I know I’ve been a secret for so long that-”

He cuts you off with a kiss, confident in knowing that if you finished that sentence his heart would shatter.

“I’m so sure, it’s something I should have done a long time ago and I’ll apologize for that later because I think your pastries are about to burn.”

“The croissants!”

~~

His stomach churns as he leads you to the dorms, you’re giddy, babbling on about how excited you are to finally chat with Seonghwa. Jongho only hums as he punches in the code. He didn’t exactly tell the guys he was bringing you over, he just said he needed to have a group meeting. But as excited chatter comes from the living room Jongho can’t help the sinking feeling that this was a terrible idea. He tells you to stay put in the entryway, hands trembling when he catches Seonghwa’s eyes. 

“Is everything okay?” 

“Yeah, things are fine. I just… I have something I need to tell, well rather show you guys.” 

He calls out to you in the smallest voice he can muster, watching as your smile grows when you peek around the corner.

“Hi! I’m Y/n! Jongho’s told me a lot about you guys.” you turn to Jongho with a warm smile, lacing your hand with his.

“Jongho…” he can tell by Hongjoong’s tone that he needs to explain himself.

“We’re dating, we’ve been together for almost a year and I love Y/n too much to keep them hidden any longer. So please welcome them warmly and forgive me for not being truthful.”

The two of you hear a few small hums of what you can only hope to be approval and you shift your attention to the basket in your hand.

“I brought homemade croissants!” 

Yunho and Wooyoung latch onto you almost immediately, they’re thrilled. Jongho has a partner that bakes?! Immediate seal of approval. But Jongho doesn’t worry about San or Mingi as the two offer proper introductions, nor does he bat an eye when Yeosang shifts to small talk. He grimaces slightly when he overhears Seonghwa explain how worried he was over Jongho’s behavior recently but he’s so relieved to know it was you. 

But Hongjoong is less than thrilled as he stands next to Jongho, watching you blend in seamlessly with the rest of the group. 

“Anything else you have to say?”

Jongho lets out a sigh, “No, this was it. Give them a chance, please.”

“I’m not worried about y/n. I’m worried about you feeling the need to keep a secret like this for so long.”

“I was afraid of the company telling me no and honestly, I still don’t know what I’d do if they did.”

“We’ll cross that bridge when we come to it, just for now, no more secrets okay?”

“Deal.”

~~

The night ends in a similar spot, curled up in Jongho’s lap while the other members slowly fall asleep to the movie playing in the background. 

“Well?” you whisper, placing a quick peck to his temple before continuing. “Was it worth it?”

“Mmm, I’d think so.” 

He can sense the sleepy smile on your lips as you curl in further, leaning into the crook of his neck.

“No regrets?”

“The only regret is not introducing you sooner, “I’m sorry.”

“All is forgiven bear, love you.”

You stared at Hongjoong. He was in charge of finding excuses when members were being suspicious. Strangely, this time he remained quiet. Yeosang raised a brow, ignoring why he was suddenly avoiding any conflict. “Actually… Y/N and I are together.” You felt your heart rumble in your chest. He finally did it. He revealed to them that you were not only friends. You almost convulsed when he grabbed your hand gently and tightened his grip. You could guess that he was anxious as well by their reactions. You stared at each members’ face. Even if they were staring at your intertwined fingers, you couldn’t see a glimpse of surprise in their eyes. “We knew it already.” Finally said Jongho, sitting on the couch. “W-What? Since when?” Stuttered the leader, his cheeks blushing at a fast pace. “Even if it’s the first time you show a mark of affection. We are not blind.” Wooyoung rolled his eyes. “You could at least tell me! I wouldn’t hide it for so long.” Hongjoong was now angry. He was scared of their reactions this entire time. “Hey,” pouted Seonghwa. “In the story, you should have been the one who tells us first.” Even if they started to argue like they usually do. You couldn’t help but to stare at your hands. Even if you did it a ton of time secretly or in private. Right now it felt special. “You okay Y/N?” Asked Yeosang. “More than okay…” you whispered, your heart fluttering.

SEONGHWA

You went to the restaurant with the group. They just ended “The Real” promotions and Seonghwa suggested celebrating it. The dinner was chill, great atmosphere and of course you were the noisiest table in the entire restaurant. The waitress even came 2 times just to warn that it was annoying a few clients. At first, members listened to her, with your boyfriend measuring every high decibel. But at the end the noise was coming back. And louder. At the end, you suggested ending this party at the dorm so they could scream and laugh as much as they want. So here you are now, walking in the crowded street. People were enthusiastic about these few snowflakes falling on their heads. “Romantic right?” Whispered Seonghwa. You nodded. Without noticing it, you were envious of these couples walking hand in hand and appreciating the snow. You know that right now, it is impossible for you to share these kinds of moments with your boyfriend, or at least in public. Maybe you could do it on the dorm balcony, where no one could see you. Less romantic right? Seonghwa raised a brow when he saw this sad expression on your face. Even if he was talking with Yeosang and Jongho to his right, he couldn’t stop staring at you. He was aware that hiding your relationship was hard for you. Even if you never complained. You were simply waiting, enjoying every moment you had. In an excitable surge, he slid his hand on your forearm to reach your palm. Now you realized what he was doing, a wide smile appeared on your face. “Eeeeew Hyung!” Almost threw up Wooyoung. He was pointing at both of you from behind, making the entire group look at the situation. “Ooouuh!” Sang Yunho and San childishly. “Disgusting.” Simply replied Jongho. “Take a room.” Seonghwa and you never showed any form of affection in public or in front of the members, so you couldn’t help but to feel a bit shy and awkward in this situation. “Shut up guys,” smirked Seonghwa. “I hope that someday you will do this as well because it feels so good!” He rubbed your hand with his thumb, a bit awkwardly, but it was a soft motion. “Ew.” Repeated Wooyoung. “You do it with San all the time.” You raised a brow. “It’s not the same.” Wooyoung puts his arm around San’s shoulder. “I don’t see him naked.” “Wooyoung!” Seonghwa turned around, completely flustered by what his friend was assuming. “Please erase this image of my head.” Begged Jongho, looking at the sky. Wooyoung laughed the entire way back home, trying to mock Seonghwa and you the entire way. They tried to pull you apart, but Seonghwa kept his strong grip on you. Even if you think you will end up in the CEO’s office tomorrow early, you appreciate every second of Seonghwa’s hand in yours.

YUNHO

“Y/N you take all the space with your popcorn.” Sighed Jongho. “Then hold the bowl.” You repeated for the third time, knowing that he wouldn’t. “No.” “Then shhh! I can’t focus on the movie with your complaints.” You rolled your eyes. “Were you siblings in another life?” Asked Yunho. “Never.” You replied at the same time. Jongho and you had the habit of arguing and even fighting sometimes as siblings do. You know he has nothing against you, it’s just an “ego” battle. For the first time tonight, the living-room was quiet. No one was asking stupid questions because they were too busy chatting then watching. But suddenly, Mingi asked. “Hey,” he turned around to look at both of you sitting on the couch. You immediately handed him the popcorn bucket, but he shook his head. “Why do we never see you holding hands like this?” He pointed at the main characters on the screen. The popcorn you just slid in your mouth made one turn in your throat. “Yeah.” Nodded San. “You never show anything. Are you really together?” “We do it when we are alone.” Shrugged Yunho. “You can do it in front of us too. We don’t mind.” Added Seonghwa, pausing the movie. For a second, you hated Mingi for asking such questions. You were now the attention of every member here. “Why is this so interesting for you anyway?” You asked. Before anyone could answer, Yunho grabbed your hand which was resting in the bucket. You were ashamed for a few seconds when you realized that your hand was probably greasy, and a few crumbs were spread on it. “See.” He held your hand higher, so they could all see it. They all tilted their head on the side, staring at this sign of affection. “Okay.” Simply said Mingi, focusing back on the screen. Seonghwa, sitting in front of the couch, played back the movie. You were still intrigued by this situation. And you were still hungry. But you couldn’t tell him to free your hand just to eat. Yunho felt your hand tensing, he glanced at you. “It feels awkward right?” He whispered to your ear, making you shiver at the same time. You shook your head. “It’s fine.” “You can tell me the truth Y/N. I can feel and see how tense you are.” You shook your head one more time, like a kid would do.  “I like it.” “Then why does your hand feel like a stone?” He giggled, not giving up. Jongho, on the other side of the couch, decided to interfere. He pulled your hands apart and put yours in the bucket. “She’s hungry and doesn't dare to say it to you.” He sat back. “You’re welcome, Y/N.” For a moment, you wanted to disappear. This fresh new relationship with Yunho was something you never experienced before and for a few moments like this you ignored how to act. Yunho smiled to you, “I will let my hand here then,” he rested it between your leg and his. “Then when you are done just hold it.” You nodded, gulping with embarrassment. “But my hands are dirty.” You replied. Without any hesitation, he grabbed a handful of popcorn, even if he hadn't touched it since the beginning of the movie. “Mine too, now.” “So clingy.” Shivered Jongho, a disgusted expression on his face.

YEOSANG

You sighed one more time. It’s been almost 4 hours that your butt was resting on the van’s seat. The group had a schedule in another city that you had never gone to yet. So, when Yeosang suggest you come, you didn’t hesitate. But you would probably change your mind if you knew how long it takes to go there. Since they are used to these long roads, they prepare games, but it always ends badly since they’re all bad losers. Yeosang, who was sitting just next to you. His adorable face was resting on the headrest. By the way you were moving and sighing, he felt that you were annoyed and bored. “You okay?” He cracked an eye to look at you. “Is the city still far away? It’s been 3 hours and…” you took your phone. “43 minutes.” “I don’t know babe.” He whispered. “Maybe you should try to sleep.” “But I’m not tired.” “Watch a movie?” He suggested. “No more battery.” You showed him your phone screen, indicating 7% left. “Then use mine.” He looked for his phone, in his pocket. “No no it’s fine. I will just wait.” You concluded, pouting a bit. “I’m pretty sure it shouldn’t be far away anymore.” Yeosang tried to reassure you. You didn’t say anything and just let your boyfriend rest. You couldn’t complain when you know he probably slept 2 hours last night because of the trip preparation and his schedule. Yunho and Wooyoung, who were probably hearing the entire conversation, turned around on their seats, kneeling on them. They looked like two little demons. “What?” You whispered, not trying to ruin your boyfriend’s peace. “If you are bored, we can play.” Started Yunho. “So, you can bite and punch each other again?” You raised a brow, already disagreeing with this idea. “Come on.” Said Wooyoung, pointing at Jongho. “He punched me first.” “And I can do it again.” Threatened Jongho, opening one eye. “Don’t start.” Ordered Seonghwa, who could hear anything even with his earphones. “Does he have this mom instinct or what?” Whispered Wooyoung. “Stop bothering Y/N.” Sighed Yeosang. As he was trying to save you from playing with these two and at the same time, trying to keep a silence in the van, he grabbed your hand. Your saliva made one straight turn in your throat. It was the first time he was holding your hand, and in front of 4 other eyes. You started quickly at Yunho and Wooyoung’s reaction. They were both trying to not scream or laugh at the situation. But Yeosang’s closest friend couldn’t help but to let out a chuckle when his friend intertwined his fingers with yours. You stared at your boyfriend. You couldn’t figure out if it was planned or not. “Aaaw, that’s so cute.” Said Wooyoung, taking his voice and using it for his aegyo. “Right Yunho-Hyung?" “Shut up.” You mumbled. “Y/N.” Called Seonghwa. The other members were not the only ones being scolded by the eldest member. “Hyung! Look.” Said Yunho, excited to see Seonghwa’s reaction. Lucky for you all the other members were sleeping, because you couldn’t handle all these stares on your hand. “I hate couples.” He sighed, his head falling back on the window dramatically. “Aye… this one is so jealous.” You couldn’t focus on the little argument between these three that Yeosang rubbed his thumb on your hand. As he’s doing when you are at your house and trying to fall asleep. “I didn’t know he was so romantic.” Laughed Wooyoung. This remark probably woke something up in Yeosang’s head, because his eyes were now wide open. Yunho and Wooyoung were smiling at him. As if your hand was now a burning fireball, he pushed it back on your lap. “Eh-” you stuttered. “Too late buddy.” Smirked Wooyoung. Yeosang knew they wouldn’t let him live after this.

SAN

“I’m so bored.” Yawned San, laying on the grass. “Just enjoy your free time.” You replied, picking a candy. San proposed to do a pic-nic at the park. All the members agreed with that. It would change for them. Usually, they do their own activities individually. But more and more these packs of snacks, candies and cans of soda were emptying, San repeated how bored he was. “That was your idea, San.” Said Hongjoong, laying on the grass as well, his hat hiding his face from the sun. “But I thought we would play or talk!” He pouted. “We are tired.” Sighed Yeosang, in the same position. “That’s what a day off is for. To rest.” Concluded Seonghwa. “Boring…” he whispered. “Argh I’m done hearing him complaining!” Say back to Mingi, visibly frustrated. “Can we go on a walk or whatever there is here? Before I throw him in the River.” You chuckled at the thought of Mingi pushing your boyfriend in the water. “That’s a good idea! Let’s go for a walk.” San immediately stood up. Finally with all the arguments possible, they all managed to get up and clean the mess. As always, you watched them doing the tasks. Seonghwa will scold you if you do a simple move to help them. When they all come back around you to pick their stuff, San tends his hand to you. You grabbed it, thinking that it was to help you to stand up. But now, you were right on your two legs, his grip didn’t lose. “Let’s go!” He smiled at you. You stared at the members, discreetly, one by one. You could see that few of them were surprised that San was doing such a love demonstration. You avoided making eye contact with each of them. Seonghwa and Yunho had the same expression that grandparents had when their grandchildren gave them a cute drawing. Yeosang and Jongho were faking throws up while Mingi and Wooyoung were clearly trying to hold back all their jokes. A part of you wanted to let San’s hand goes. It was a little bit awkward for you. But you couldn’t lie in the fact that it feels good. “Should we rent bikes? It been so long since we did this.” Suggested Hongjoong. “No, I’m too tired to ride a bicycle.” Declined San. “Too tired or you don’t want to leave Y/N’s hand?” Smirked Jongho. Wooyoung finally let out his high laugh explode, while Mingi was arboring the widest smile he ever had. San just stuck his tongue to them. “You are jealous.” “Yeah sure.” Replied Jongho, ironically. “Guys stop.” Said Hongjoong, with a serious tone. “Leave San alone.” “Thank you Hyung.” He smiled, holding your hand stronger. “He needs all his energy and concentration to hold Y/N’s hand.” San’s smile completely wiped off when he understood that his leader was teasing him the whole time. To exit this situation, you simply decided to take the lead. “Let’s go this way!” You took an awkward big step, still pulling his hand. “Let’s hold each other's hand before guys!” Ordered Seonghwa. “Oh gosh…” you whispered.

MINGI

“Are you sure this dress is comfortable enough?” Asked Mingi once again, getting out of the van. “I’m pretty sure you have a problem with this dress and not really about if it’s comfortable or not.” You raised a brow. “No no. This dress is nice.” “Cool, so can we go in now?” It’s been 15 minutes since you were parked just next to the home party. Mingi had nonstop things to tell you. And it was all around how you dressed up tonight. “Yeah…” he sighed. As always, you both put a distance between each other. Fans and paparazzi truly believed that you were his best friend. But of course, they were wrong. Only the members knew the real status of your relationship. When you entered, the music was so loud that you covered your ears for a second. People were already dancing, flirting, drinking and playing the several games available. “Y/N! Mingi!” Called Yunho, jumping at the corner of the room so you could notice him. You smiled at him and almost ran to them. Mingi noticed that and couldn’t help feeling a bit jealous. He would need to share you, in this dress, for the entire night. “Hello Ateez.” You sat next to Jongho. “Ateez?” Repeated Wooyoung and San at the same time. “That’s still weird when you call us like that.” Added Seonghwa. “I know that you don’t like it.” “That’s why she does it.” Sighed Mingi, sitting right next to you. “I will forgive you tonight because your dress looks fantastic!” Declared Seonghwa, clapping at your entire look. “I know right!” You smiled, completely excited. Mingi couldn’t help but to think that it would be a long night. A long night. It was now 3AM and it looked like the party really started. Everyone was in this nice euphoria. You danced with every member, even dumbly with San but no one cared. When you are finally all chiling, back on the couch, you are the attention center. Mingi tried to relativise. It’s been almost a month that they had no news about you, so they were catching up. “Not long enough though...” He finally repeated out loud. “What did you say Mingi?” Asked Yunho, almost leaning on his friend. “Nothing.” He mouthed, smirking awkwardly. At the end, your boyfriend realized that he wanted to be the center of attention like you. He ponders for a few seconds to find how he can get their attention. Out of nowhere, he slid his hand on your lap, to reach your palm which was resting on your knee. By instinct, you tried to remove your hand, but he tightened his embrace on your hand. “Mingi-” The other members were surprised by his behavior. There were a ton of people here and your relationship could appear tomorrow on social media. “What?” Asked Mingi, a proud smile on his face. He finally had what he wanted. All the members’ attention was on both of you. “Since when are you so lovely dovely in front of other people?” Asked Hongjoong, sipping his cocktail. “Just because I wanted to.” “I have never seen you holding hands during these 2 years.” Noticed Seonghwa. “Then get used to it.” Replied Mingi cockily. Even if you were surprised by his assurance, you couldn’t help but be happy that he was finally holding your hand or just showing affection in public. “A new era has started.” Whispered Seonghwa to Hongjoong’s ear.

WOOYOUNG

Wooyoung is the teasing type. Everything he does is to annoy you. For what? Just to make you blush or flustered. For example, when you are in the shopping mall and just because of an inattentive moment, you lost each other. Instead of just giving you a call or a text message, he runs to the information center and asks them to make a vocal request in the entire mall. He describes you as a little girl, but the description is so accurate, that one time someone brought you right at the information center, thinking that you were crazy. This day, you really thought about killing him. The next episode was when you invited him to meet your friends for the first time. Everything was going well, and he was so nice to everyone. But you ignored why and how, but the “Annoying Wooyoung” woke up and he decided to call you by a ton of pet names. Ridiculous one, such as “my favorite flower in a cow place,” “my favorite sunshine light in the morning,” or worse like “my crazy and cute frog when she dances”. You can’t remember the amount of kicks you gave him under the table. Even if this side of him annoys you sometimes, you know it doesn’t mean it or trying to be mean. But today, the wheel turned.

The entire group and you were gathered in the kitchen. It was Wooyoung’s birthday, so they made a little surprise party for him. They bought every meal he likes and gave him warm hoodies, that you know you will steal when you have the occasion to. “Wooyoung,” started Hongjoong. “Oh oh, problems arrived.” Giggled Yunho when he heard the leader’s tone of voice. “No, I want him to do a toast at least.” He grabbed his drink filled with coke. “We worked hard to make this little party.” “What do you mean by ‘we’?” Asked Seonghwa. “You were hiding in your studio the whole time.” Nothing too surprising for you. Hongjoong doesn’t like to prepare parties for things like that. “I’m the one who brought all this food here.” He said, not agreeing to be blamed. “Mingi was the one who ordered. The delivery guy was the one who brought it here. You just grabbed the bags and tossed them on the table.” San gave a light elbow kick to Wooyoung's waist. “Do something or one of them is going to bring the party down.” Wooyoung sighed and stood up. The two eldest members stopped to fight instantly. “Thank you for everything you did for me today. I appreciate it a lot!” He started, rushing to change the conversation. “And especially, I want to thank my little Y/N for coming here even though I know you have a big exam tomorrow.” Here we go again. It was cute and nice from him, but now you were the attention center. “You know I have a ton of things to say to you.” He smirked. “No, you don’t need to. But it’s your birthday so we can talk about you.” You tried to convince him to change the subject. “Nah nah nah.” He grabbed your hand to make you stand up. Just when you were sure that the situation would be terrible for you, Yeosang stood up, almost making his chair fall. “He’s holding her hand!” He shouted. “Shit.” Replied Wooyoung. A chaos started. Yeosang and San were laughing at his face, Seonghwa and Jongho were clapping at the situation. While Hongjoong, Yunho and Mingi were just assisting at this scene. “Who would believe that?” Said Yunho, his cute smile on his face. “Sooo, Jung Wooyoung?” Started Yeosang. “Since when are we grown enough to hold a girl’s hand?” Added San. “Shut up.” He simply replied, his cheeks taking a pinkish tint at every question. “Look at him being so flustered!” Laughed Mingi. You ignored why they were making a big deal of him, but even if you were the one, he was holding hands with, you were invisible to them. “Look at the vein on his hand!” Stated San. “You really don’t want her to go huh?” “I will kill you in your sleep.” Threatened Wooyoung. “Would you still hold her hand or not?” Asked Yeosang seriously. This question caused the whole group to laugh even louder. Wooyoung bent his head, ashamed of the situation. You couldn’t help but to think, “that’s what karma looks like?”.

JONGHO

Seonghwa:

You couldn’t help the way your eyes drift away from the ice cream parlor Seonghwa was taking you to. You couldn’t help but stare at the mannequins that lined the window fronts of the neighboring store. Some of them dressed in panty hoes and garters, others wearing velvet or satin pieces, the third that your eyes crossed over was tied in a leather harness, but the last one is the one that had you really intrigued. The fourth mannequin was tied in ribbon. You gently tug Seonghwa’s hand, gaining his attention.

His brows furrowed slightly as his eyes follow the direction your finger is pointing in. A look of understanding replaces his original confusion. A smirk and hum slips past his lips as he pushes the door open to the risqué store.

"Alright baby, show me what you were looking at," he whispers into your ear.

Heat consumes your face as you pull him to the ribbon covered mannequin. You glance at the ribbon before looking at Seonghwa who was already staring at you.

His hand smoothes over yours as he gives you a reassuring smile.

As soon as you return his smile his smile shifts into a smirk.

"I can't wait to see you in this when we get back."

Leaning into his ear you whisper, "who said it was for me?"

Hongjoong:

You had been Hongjoong sit idly at his for the longest time after bringing him some lunch. However, he was too wrapped up in his thoughts to eat very much. So you, being you, sprawled out on the couch behind him and pulled out your laptop. You could hear him hum occasionally which was usually followed by a few clicks from his keyboard.

You've mindlessly scrolled through various social media, YouTube, but have grown bored of it all before you get an idea.

Smirking to yourself, you open a new window on your laptop and steal a glance at Hongjoong who hasn't moved a muscle in the last 10 minutes.

Directing your attention back to the screen in front of you you scan over the various toys. The range of options made your eyes grow round at the amount of pages you could click through, but you decide to randomly click a page somewhere in the middle. Your eyes darted back to the man in front of you before glancing back to see the window had finally loaded and it presented you with various vibrating toys.

Rolling your shoulders back you carry your laptop with you as you cross the short distance of the studio to where Hongjoong sits, before scooching your laptop into his view.

It takes a moment for Hongjoong to realize what exactly he's looking at before his eyes focus on your face.

"Is this your way of telling me I'm working too much?" He asks, before scrolling through the web page you have pulled up.

You couldn't keep a straight face anymore as you watch him click on a few items, adding them to the cart before pulling out his wallet.

Mouth dropping you watch as he even pays for overnight shipping.

Closing your laptop he hands it back to you. "Give me just a bit more and then I can call it the day."

All you can do is nod dumbly, because you know you're going to be in for a treat tomorrow.

Yunho:

I don't know why, but Yunho’s is actually the hardest for me to write. Like he could go both ways and be totally for whatever you end up doing, or just confused, but then still going along with it.

What I can see happening is maybe buying an outfit for some foreplay the two of you had discussed on a when, but then never actually getting around to it.

Maybe his birthday or your anniversary was coming up and this is what you decided to go with.

Picking the skin at your thumb, you scrolled through Amazon trying to find the right gift to celebrate with Yunho. Unfortunately, none of them really spoke to you.

Checking the shared wishlist you had with Yunho, you happened to see a particular outfit that brought you to a long forgotten conversation the two of you had.

A devilish smirk adorned your face as you added it to your shopping cart, and lucky for you, it'd arrive the day before you needed it.

Your day started with you running to the front door, when you got the notification that your package arrived. Yunho was still out with the boys, but would be coming home to eat dinner with you. But maybe, just maybe dessert would come before dinner.

"Babe! I'm home!" Yunho called, toeing off his shoes and removing his jacket.

"I'm in the bedroom!" You called, adjusting the last piece of your outfit before waiting for Yunho to waltz in.

"Whatever you're making smells good," Yunho says, looking over his shoulder back at the kitchen.

"It's not the only thing that's good," you tell him with a smile.

At this point, he finally looks at you and his jaw goes slack.

"You, when?" Is all he can get out as he looks at you, mouth still opening and closing with excitement.

You give him a small twirl with arms extended.

As you complete your turn you are swooped up in his arms and met with his lips on yours.

You were a little stunned, but to be fair, this was the result you wanted.

Yeosang:

You really couldn't help it. Something in you told you to be a little pest to your boyfriend and try to poke all of his buttons while out in public.

Your most recent stunt at the mall is how you ended up in this position to begin with. Blindfolded and tied to your shared bed.

"Please, Yeo. I promise, just one more store and then we can go home," you pleaded, tugging your tired boyfriend's hand along with you. You could tell that his social battery was getting low but it was just too much fun making him flustered in the last store you went into by trying on various clothes.

You could hear him grumble something, but ultimately relent as you felt the pull of his hand give way and now he was walking beside you. You felt a little bad, but one more store wouldn't hurt right?

Glancing at his face that was tucked inside his hood you could tell that this stunt might push him over his limit for the day, but it was worth the risk.

Checking for the store sign, you were quick to yank him into the dimly lit store. Eyes watching his expression closely. There was almost no reaction, until you passed the slightly more "tame" section of the store and finally entered the part that was more "bold" about the products that were proudly displayed before Yeosang’s eyes.

His eyes would squint at the oversized genitals before making direct eye contact with you.

You couldn't help the sheepish smile that touched your face as you met his gaze.

"Fine, go find something you want," Yeosang said simply, releasing your hand to cross his arms over his chest.

You were gobsmacked. This isn't the reaction you thought you'd get out of him.

"You have two minutes to find something before I pick something out for you," was all he said before checking the time on his phone.

Gulping quickly, your eyes scanned the selection before you. Some things you steered away from and you made your way back to the more tame section of the store before settling for a blind fold and regular toy.

When you turned around you saw Yeosang lazily swinging a pair of leather cuffs around his finger.

It finally clicked that Yeosang was now playing your own game against you.

Yeosang looks at the items you have before nodding and taking them out of your hand without another word, and paying for them at the checkout.

As you leave the store, Yeosang whispers into your ear, "if you behave, we will see how long you stay in the cuffs."

San:

I personally believe that it wouldn't matter what stunt you'll try to pull on him, he'd go with it no matter what.

It wouldn’t matter if it was pulling him into a store like "Spencer's" or "Adam and Eve", it wouldn't matter the array of toys you show him, he'd be willing to go with it without ever considering you were pranking him.

"San?" You ask, plopping down onto the couch next to him.

"Hm?" He'd hum scrolling through social media on his phone.

"I want to go to a store.."

"Yeah, okay. Let me grab my keys and we can go," he answered, getting up from the couch. "Where is it we're going?"

"Oh, you know.. a place where we can find some toys for the bedroom?" You answer, even though it came out more of a question.

San just nods his head slowly before going into your shared room.

"Yeah, we can definitely use a couple of new things," he answers as he walks back into the room.

Your jaw just drops as you realize he went to check the things you both already owned.

"Well, c'mon. I want to try them out on you when we get back," he says it so casually, but the look in his eyes is anything but nice.

You swallow thickly as you let your imagination run rampant at what he is currently thinking about buying. Although, you wouldn't mind picking up a couple of things yourself.

You quickly grab your things and head to the front door, and San pats your butt as you walk past him.

Mingi:

On a normal day Mingi would probably always take the lead in the bedroom. However, this time you really wanted to try something out on him.

"Hey, you're checking your phone a lot. Do you have a package coming in today?"

You had indeed been keeping a close eye on the delivery truck, especially after getting a text saying it was only ten stops away.

"Yeah, I got us something," you answer, closing the app on your phone and giving your boyfriend your full attention.

"Us? What'd you get?" He asked, coming up behind you and wrapping you in his arms.

With a content sigh you rest your head on his shoulder and look up at him.

"A satin scarf and ties," you smile.

A look of bewilderment is on his face as he looks down at you, wondering if he actually heard you correctly.

You continue, "I want to play with you, if you'll let me."

Mingi raises an eyebrow at you, but smiles nonetheless.

"We'll see about that when your package gets here," he gives you a cocky grin, before giving your forehead a quick kiss.

Wooyoung:

You didn't realize it at first, but the grin that stretched across your cheeks as you found a certain gem in the candy store was too much to contain.

"Woo, come here for a minute. I found something!" You call from the other side of the small store. You could see him eyeing various candies that were in the bulk section, before turning back around and grabbing the item off the hanger.

"What is it?" Wooyoung asks, eyes still scanning the various things in front of him before making his way to you.

Holding the candy bra and matching panties up to yourself, you turn and ask, "what do you think? Too much?"

You caught him mid step and can't help the giggle that slips out as you caught him looking like a deer in the headlights.

He's quick to grab your wrist before pulling you to the register and quick to pay for the item before hauling you out of the store.

Safe to say that little outfit won't have much left to it after you get home.

Jongho:

I think that Jongho on the outside would be the least reactive, but inside he is just sweating.

You just wanted to tease him just a little bit. Taking him into a store to see the lingerie. Male or female, you wanted to tease the man with some see through lace. Essentially nothing left to the imagination if you were to wear it for him.

You can't help but smirk at the cute pout that would adorn his face as you drag him to the apparel section. Before pulling out the thinnest of materials and holding in front of you.

"Jongho, what do you think of this one?" You'd ask, holding the piece(s) up to you and pretending you were 100% interested in whatever your hands grabbed first. Your smile widening as you watch the flush spread from his cheeks down to his neck.

"Uh, yeah. It- it uh, looks great. We should definitely get it," he'd cough, looking over his shoulder, a little embarrassed.

If you tried hard enough you could almost imagine the gears turning as he pictured you dressed in the scanty outfit.