#atebymyself

No cake or cupcake

No hanging out invites

No happy birthday singing

No thought it out gifts

No lets eat together

I shouldve been grateful someone greeted me.

But am i too selfish to ask

Too hope someone has done more for my birthday?

I guess its too selfish to do so.

I should be thinkin that someone mightve been celebrating their birthday in a hospital, no food, no greeting, no more other birthdays to expect and not be too selfish.

But i want to be selfish today, its my day yknow?

Maybe it was already expected of me, i shouldve paid for my celebration, the food, balloons, or the restaurant thing.

But maybe id hope that someone couldve done this for me.

No one did.

So i ate last night

By myself.

Just a simple ramen and soda

Then went straight back to bed.

Its just a birthday