#aspnss

[text]: Or is this a cry for some food? Or dick? Lemme know.

      ❛ the nightmares are back, aren't they ?? ❜

    "I'm not trying to scare you, I'm trying to get you to     understand that I am much more complex than you think;     that I'm not this college boy party animal. There is two     sides to me, and I only show you one."

“ i’m only a dj, sweetheart. i can’t help you out with whatever’s going on you, right now.”

“I don’t even know why I’m here anymore,” Kaden said with a sigh, looking dow at his hands, he was leaning against the tree, at his mother’s wedding. The divorced woman who was formally married to an alcoholic was finally married and for some reason it had made him sick. He didn’t know why -- he knew that his father was abusive, but still, it felt like something was being taken away. “I’m gonna get something to drink.”

‘ -- and you know that was just super lame because he just kept asking me-- not not even asking, convincing me that we are actually together and all and i was like: hello, she’s my best how is that complicated to you? ’

        it's been twenty minutes since the call and there's still a voice echoing in his head. at first he hoped more than anything that it was a confusion, that it wasn't his girlfriend, but near the end it became obvious. if not by the little changes in her behavior that just now became clear to his paranoid mind then by the name confirmation that nearly made him throw the phone across the room. she couldn’t be pregnant, or was she? no. they were carefulm always. but if she was, and if it was his, then why would she lie? mateo was drowning into a sea of unanswered questions, too far away to realise he was furiously holding into the arm of the chair, and yet able to break out of his thoughts when the front door opened. he was too stressed for a simple greeting, jumping straight into the subject. hands crossed against his chest, taking a deep long breath before speaking up. "so, this woman called earlier today, asking if you wanted to confirm your appointment...AND THEN she asked if you knew the musts before doing an abortion. i said yes, i hope that was the right answer, babe."