#askthelightningthief

Torture...? How was she supposed to torture anyone, the one thing that took away from her being like her father and someone wanted her to give into that too. She was scared, but she knew after all this time with Luke the one way to get to him most, would be by taking herself away. She held the blade to her neck and sliced a large gash across the flesh. Staring at him as she did it. She'd told him right before they got capture, she'd rather die than do anything to hurt him. 

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Clary was working trying reach one of the higher up picture frames without a ladder. Damnit all. She was too damn short to reach and it was severely pissing her off. She jumped as if she could get up under it and knock it off. Instead it ended up falling and hitting her head. 

Luke....She was supposed to be the one that died when they attacked, not him. But in the mess of the apartment there she found him. Left for dead in the bedroom. Where she was suppose to die. She felt herself falling, and arms catching her, hands running over her hair in a comforting manner, and a calming shoosh. He'd done this, and now he was trying to comfort her. 

"Get off of me. You killed him!"Clary fought herself free from her father's grip and rushed over to Luke's body, pulling him into her arms. "I'm so sorry. This wasn't supposed to happen like this."

It wasn't like he could hear her, but she had to say it. She repeated it, like a thousand times over, how sorry she was. But nothing, no amount of words would change that this was her fault. 

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