I know what you think of me, mostly, so I'll just throw some things out there. I would like to work on my RP, but I am either intimidated or no RPs are available. It's like, you and Carrot match, a bunch of others have RP partners that fit them, and it's hard to find a good active partner. Sometimes it seems rude to inject into another RP. As a person? Wish we got along a bit better, but I didn't exactly start off well. You can fill in any missing details or advice.
I'm just gonna stop mentioning the fact that I can't reference the appearances of canon characters because that's getting really repetitive.
The personality of Tracy is- ..weird. Before we ever interacted whatsoever I'd heard that you were bad and I had no real idea why, so when Tracy approached Ditzy in a dejected depressed attitude, I interacted with her. That dejected attitude lead way to a fairly obsessive attitude, that lasted much longer than their relationship did. To the point where it became annoying, actually.
From what I recall, Tracy actually did have a backstory, although the extensiveness of it was never fully explored, so that's something that could have been used as reasoning for some of the personality traits, but still.
RP Wise, it was.. Idunno. Um. I remember a lot of the actions you did were made to provoke a certain response. Sometimes to the point where you attempted to manipulate the other RPer, either through guilt or immediate emergency to your character, forcing action.
As you've said, we didn't exactly start off on the right foot when we started talking OoC. Or. At any feet. It's more like you jumped off a bridge, actually. It went incredibly poorly. Since then I guess it's gotten better. Actually, compared to then, it's gotten significantly better, but still. I still just kind of sometimes stop responding to whatever it is you're saying for seemingly no reason because my brain just. Bleck.
