#askparkersanders

Silent Anxiety [Anxietypills!au CLOSED]

Peace [CLOSED]

@aps, Human AU: Parker had been home when someone broke in. He’d been there when the valuables were taken. He’d been there when the burglar found him and fired the gun. Parker had been there when the burglar had fled as Parker began to bleed out onto the carpet, unable to move, unable to reach a phone. He stared up at the ceiling, gasping, feeling hot sticky red slip down his chest. Would anyone come home? Would he die alone? He was staining the carpet...Everyone would be so angry with him.

@ask-parker-sanders: When Virgil dies, Parker tries to find all of the music that they listened together. MCR, FOB, Panic!; he tries to find all of them. He then realizes that there was one song they listened to on their first date, and he remembers the feelings it invokes, but he can't remember the artist or the melody. He searches everywhere for it but can't find it, and so he then feels as though he permanently loses a part of Virgil because he can't find it...

@ask-parker-sanders: When Virgil dies, Parker doesn't believe it at first. He thinks it's a dream and he'll wake up. He doesn't, of course, and when he finally accepts that he won't, the days become longer. He talks less and less until he doesn't at all. He listens to music all the time now, hoping that maybe he'll feel Virgil with him, if he just closes his eyes and focuses on the music. He holds Virgil's jacket close every night when he sleeps until it loses Virgil's smell, and even after that