#asknarcissa

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Relationship Status: Officially, Narcissa and Lucius are unofficially engaged. They both know that they are betrothed to one another, and that sometime soon, this is going to become a very public thing. 

Feelings toward them: Narcissa has a lot of mixed feelings towards Lucius, and the more time that they spend in each others company, the more complicated those feelings get. She has a hard time letting anyone in, but the more she can see him going out of his way to visit her, especially now where things in her life are not so great, the more she is opening up to him and the idea that they can have something more than just an arranged marriage that suits their families. 

Fantasies about them: Any that she has had, she would never tell a soul about. For years she has watched girls throw themselves at him and whisper about all the things they would like to do with him, and that is simply not her. Narcissa could never be like that with anyone. (Mr Darcy. Breeches. In a lake. Shes gone there, let’s be hones)

Trait they like: Generally speaking, there are very few things that Narcissa can say that she dislikes about Lucius. But one thing that she does like is his confidence in knowing what he wants. She likes how even when he is wrong, he will still confidently stand his ground. She see’s him as someone who isn’t willing to admit defeat, and that’s the kind of person she wants to be with. Someone who will go out and get what they want. She only hopes that one day, together they can go out and take what their hearts desire. 

Trait they dislike: She doesn’t dislike it as such (because she is very guilt of it herself) but Narcissa is very wary of how secretive Lucius can be. Everyone in her eyes is entitled to their secrets, she herself has many, but she fears that he may keep things from her that could impact her life. She wants to hope that he wouldn’t do such a thing, but the concern is always in the back of her mind.

Favorite thing to do to bug them: Call him out on his bullshit. She has known him long enough to see that he often expects everything to go his way, that he can get most girls to do whatever he wishes, that anyone would trip after him if he asked them too. Narcissa on the other hand takes great enjoyment in not being like everyone else and likes to make him work if he wants her to agree to anything. She can see through his crap and she isn’t afraid to tell him when it’s called for. 

Favorite thing to do to cheer them up: Narcissa has never really had to be in a position where she has had to cheer Lucius up in any way. But if she was, she would go out of her way to give him her time and attention, and would more than likely ask what she could do to cheer him up. 

Nightmare they had involving them: In the future, she has many nightmares involving Lucius, but so far she has only had one and it relates to their eventual marriage. She doesn’t want their marriage to be loveless and purely out of duty like most Pureblood arrangements, and that was exactly what she dreamed it to be. 

Dream they had involving them: Quite often Lucius tends to flit in and out of Narcissa’s dreams, whether he is the main focus or if he is just in the background to whatever else she is dreaming about. He is one of the few people that she sees regularly and they say that people people’s dreams often reflect what they see and experience in their day to day. 

1- What was your first kiss like?

Brief. Awkward. Childish. Hardly something I’d recall fondly to an audience of my peers. 

4- Tell your worst unrequited love story?

I’ve never been in a position where I personally have been the victim of unrequited love, (falling in love is reckless, stupid and another ridiculous emotion that we do not need to allow ourselves to feel) however, I have had to be in the position where I’ve had to let someone down. I can’t remember their name now, but it was when we were at school. The poor boy pined over me for months, following me around, offering to carry my books, but in the end I had to be the one to tell him that nothing would ever happen between us and that I did not feel even the slightest bit the same way for him as he did me. It was terrible really, but it had to be done. 

6- What is your ideal partner?

2: Think of the last person who hurt you; do you forgive them?

No. And right now I cannot see me ever forgiving them. A Black never forgives who has wronged us, and they certainly do not forget. 

7: Have you ever slept on a couch with someone else?

Does my sister count? I used to fall asleep when she would read to me when I was younger. If that doesn’t count, then no, I don’t make a habit of falling asleep on couches.

11: Honestly, are things going the way you planned?

(Future Headcanon) If there was anyone that Narcissa could have turned to during the war, if she was certain that it wouldn’t get herself and her son killed, she would have gone to Alastor. 

At first, it was so easy to lie to him, and to feign complete innocence. Even when he led raids on her home, it took no effort for her to smile as he was once again forced to leave Malfoy Manor empty handed. 

As time went on though, her smile faded, her expression void of any emotion, and she said very little. The more that she knew, that she had overheard, the harder it became to lie to his face. In fact, often was the case that she had to make herself believe what she was saying first before she could say it out loud. On several occasions, just before he left, she had called him back when she knew no one was around to hear here. Wanting desperately to give him even a sliver of information that could help him, even just a single word, but for the sake of her son, she never did. Instead, making some snide remark to cover the fact that she had even considered telling him anything. 

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Honesty Hour - Ask my character anything and they must answer it truthfully

Honesty Hour - Ask my character anything and they must answer it truthfully