Then you sadly have not been surrounded by good men, chin up honey, he'll probably pop up when you're least expecting him.

I was tempted to delete this as an anon being ornery, but that would only validate your claim. While obviously I know nothing about your life I can honestly say that somebody probably cares more than you think.

That probably sounds like superficial bullshit, but let's be honest it's akin to saying the sky's blue and grass grows up. Maybe you're feeling alone, but generally your existance has an impact on those around you even if you don't notice.

On that note, you're always welcome to rant, rave, complain, curse, cry, whatever at me and I promise I'll read it. (Won't necessarily respond if you're anon since I'd hate to spread your problems around for everyone to see.)