#askdoti

“I do appreciate watching streams and glancing at flowers.

“Though, I was given the opportunity to work alongside Peridot on the farm. I could repay by helping her grow new plants with her.. Instead of “eating them”. I worked tirelessly for her at that farm.”

“Peridot commented on how my unique form, more specifically my claws, served an excellent ability to dig than “rusty flimsy tools that wear off.”

“I wasn't too caught up about who they are..”

“But luckily, this human or “Steven”, informed me. He was the one who found me and cured me. Steven when he brought me to their base when I saw The Garnet and Pearl. They appeared really interested in me but wary at the same time, I don't blame them really.”

“Im very fearful of the Bismuth, which was irrational but I can't seem to control what I feel or react. The Lapis was the most bearable one, sure she doesn't talk to me or rarely, but sometimes that's nice at least, I enjoy our silence.”

“The loudest was Amethyst. I'm sure she didn't mean it but I feel tense around her. She once said something about ‘Quietest Peri’, whatever that means.

“I don't want to think about lonelyness, it makes me feel.. Lost and small.

I attempt to do everything that doesn't remind me I'm sole. I continue to work in the greenhouse and outside of it, I learn more about Earth, I try to learn to manage my behavior and my impulses.

another fellow peridot i see... well, hope you will accept my greetings *take a bow in front of the gem*

i'm an era 1, and i had the, ugh, "privilege" to fight that stupid war, i hope you didn't have to deal with any unnecessary drama

“War? I didn't hear much of a war. Same with ‘drama’. It's been almost peaceful here which I appreciate.

“I have, lots of times. Its not a need for gems but it feels nice.. Sometimes. I feel rested, other times I feel like I'll wake up with dampness stuck to my skin and a buzzing feeling inside my chest..”