u are offline for so long and i just wanted to aks

reminder: you are enough! i am proud of you!

Keep going <3

Heyyy, I am good. Thanks for asking and also for the sweet reminder^^

How are u?

Things were quiet difficulty the last two months but I somehow managed to go through it. I am so thankful for my friends and my therapist lol.

I actually was so many things i totally forgot to update u guys. I hope it is okay but as I said things were really stressful lately.

I am trying to make tumblr to my upper priorities but I can’t promise it.

Anyway, I wish you all a beautiful day and only positive energy<333

Love all of u!!!

who do you think will sit at your grave the longest?

Tbh I don’t really know. I don’t want people to think about how I left them yk. I don’t want people to cry about me. My life is not that important. So I actually don’t want anyone to sit at my grave and think about me lol

(I know this is probably not the answer you thought I would be but I am just telling the truth)

soooo do u have „your Nick“ with vans?

love your blog even though i‘m new <3

Hiii:))))

I do have ✨my Nick✨with vans🤭.

Thanks for the question and sorry for the late response:/

I have a very private question for you and you don't have to answer it: Have you a crush of anyone?

“i love you

but i don’t want to

anymore.

not like this.

-i don’t want to feel this way anymore”

5 things ufff… okay here we go:

1. HEARTSTOPPER 💜💜 (books, show)

2. my pets (I have a dog and two rabbits)

3. music (fav songs) 🎧

4. cleaning

5. plants 🌱

CONGRATULATIONS FOR YOUR GF!!!

TELL SOMETHING ABOUT HER!!!!

MUCH LOVE FOR BOTH OF YOU!!! <3

THANK YOUUUU SOOOO MUCHH!!!

Let’s see… she has the prettiest blue eyes I have ever seen on this entire planet. Omg you guys can’t even imagine.. so fucking pretty.

And my question: What was it like to come out in front of your friends? Because I'm also considering to come out in front of my friends. But somehow I don't dare... How did you do it and what were the reactions?

You are really like a role model for me!

Thank uuu and love uuu!!!

Thank you so much for the question<333

Actually, I told them before about my sexuality. So it wasn’t really like coming out yk. Just telling that my gf is my gf (AHAHAHAH OMGGG i love her so much).

And I wasn’t the one who told them , because I was too nervous so my gf did. I think it was so brave because I know she struggled too but she did it and I was sooo proud of her.

Anyway, I think it is important to just say it yk. I mean if they are your friends they will accept you the way you are. But before you tell them don’t stress yourself. Sometimes you want them to react in different way or something and they don’t react like you thought they would. It is life and you can’t change life. I am just saying sometimes this could be a thing. In my story it wasn’t but it is kind of a wisdom I want to give you. And one more important thing-do it in your way! You can do this!!!

and what is your favorite plant?

🪴

Hiiii thanks for the question!!!:))))

I love tulips so much-there are so cute and small and just perfect.

Finally the question I waited years for! I didn’t lol. My fav plant is a Fiddle-Leaf Fig (lat:Ficus Lyrata). I love this plant soooo much. I have two big fiddle-leaf figs in my room and one little. There are sooo pretty and just seeing them makes me happy. I love plants so much.