#as without

A ray of sunshine and a slice of lightning. There'll be times when you are calm and composed, gradually evolving and growing, smooth and flowing. But there must also be times when all the latent and dormant light must come out in an instance, suddenly, out of nowhere and so quick that it would almost blinden those around you. One thing is controlled while the other is purely out of your own jurisdiction. Such outbursts are often though a little scary, blessings in disguise. I wait eagerly to receive my next shot of lightning bolts - energy overloaded!