#arts rambles

hey remember when i said i was done with forsaken

remember when i was a fucking liar

anyway yeah have my take on survivor!noli for a swapsaken + the roblox avatar i made based on them LMAO

lore gist (based on the old lore because i can) - When c00lkidd showed up on 7n7s doorstep for the first time, Noli was against it all but begrudgingly accepted the kids presence and helped 7 out the best they could . They ended up getting attatched to the kid and committed to coparenting full time - meanwhile 7n7 struggled really badly with forgoing hacking . In a final , last hurrah , 7n7 proposed they take the Voidstar , something Noli turned down despite their obsession in the past . 7n7 didnt take to kindly to this and left to blow off some steam , but the c00lgui went haywire and ended up corrupting his body entirely and going on a griefing rampage . In a panic to protect c00lkidd , with even the admins struggling to contain 007n7 , Noli snagged the voidstar and used it to seal 007n7 in banlands , leaving them to raise c00lkidd alone up until he disappeared on them .

the voidstar was never able to fully corrode and corrupt Noli because of their attatchment to c00lkidd plus the admins took it back when 007n7 was sealed, though damn did it try LMAO . its kinda like an Ice King-Simon Petrikov situation , and once Noli was in contact with it once, a piece of its power stayed , and it preys on their grief for having to seal their best friend/situationship/doomed yaoi companion and saying that their not safe for c00lkidd , that they werent able to protect him . Now forsakened, Noli plays the roll of a support or survivalist , creating mirages to distract the killer and divert their attention with false information .

since i hc noli as a glitch i think especially in the earlier days they had a lot more insecurities about their body because of how blatently obvious it was that they werent a normal robloxian - well, less insecurity , more fear of being patched out . since no organs ? they are a stick . Even though they are a being made of solidified shadow void substance , still a stick . they kinda have slowly modelled themself after just other people along the way , hence why they have more human features - kinda just slowly blending into the world around them . kinda easy because of how customizable avatars are and with the safeguard n7 coded peoples eyes kinda just glaze over Noli and dont really feel the like - uncannyness that glitches usually have to be around .

Still it lingers in their mind a lot and that residual anxiety of being patched out is part of the reason why they cling to trying to obtain the voidstar , so they can have that security and safety - and have their core .

speaking from experience eunoia?

we yes WE are stealing n7s spou-

...ok maybe not