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Alana does not deal with loss very well. Specifically, if we’re discussing the loss of Abigail Hobbs, where Will creates her as a construct of a positive nature who almost acts as his companion (don’t start me on this go fucking die honestly as though Will Graham has any right to think of her fondly like he’s not at direct fault), Alana creates her mentally as a construct that runs a negative. She suffers choking night terrors, visions of Abigail weeping thick, sticky red from a wide open smile tearing her throat open accusing her of what she feels was ultimately her failure to look after Abigail in life. In addition to the fact that she’s just never been friendly with death, this one is worse than all others. She keeps a stone in her yard and buries a scarf she was going to give Abigail as well as the Flannery O’Connor Anthology she read to her during her coma. Alana does not manage it, not even a little. For her, loss is very hard, an especially precise blow to a woman who already feels too much.

      ok so.  we have only been mutuals for a little while now, but can i just say. i never even expected you to follow back because the main reason i followed your blog was for inspiration?? mainly your and @antlerbrain ‘s threads  ( and their autoplay, rip ) i love to read because holy shit, that’s some grade a + writing. it’s wonderfully intricate but at the same time it’s well put together and it even has Hannibal’s biblical themes, how the fuck do you even manage that !! you execute a character like hannibal lecter beautifully, perfectly, and you make it look easy. congrats . 

I would kill you. ✧ I would physically hurt you. ✧ I would attack you unprovoked. ✧ I would manipulate you. ✧ I dislike you. ✧ You annoy me. ✧ You scare me. ✧ You intimidate me. ✧ I hope I intimidate you. ✧ I pity you. ✧ You disgust me. ✧ I hate you. ✧ I’m indifferent toward you. ✧ I’d like to get to know you better. ✧   I’d like to spend more time with you. ✧ I’d like to be friends with you. ✧  I’m unsure what to think of you. ✧ I’m unsure how I feel about you. ✧ You are my friend. ✧ You are my best friend. ✧ You are my mentor. ✧ I look up to you. ✧ I respect you. ✧ You are my hero. ✧ You inspire me. ✧ You are my enemy. ✧ You make me happy. ✧ I want to protect you. ✧ I would fight by your side. ✧ I consider you an equal. ✧ I think you are beneath me. ✧ I think you are above me. ✧ I would lie for you. ✧ I would lie to you. ✧ I would sleep with you. ✧ I would sleep by your side. ✧ I would hug you. ✧ I would kiss you. ✧ You are family to me. ✧ I would die for you. ✧ I would kill for you. ✧ I would trust you with my life. ✧ I would trust you with my most precious belonging. ✧ I would trust you with a secret. ✧ I would trust you with my biggest / darkest secret. ✧ I love you (platonically). ✧ I love you (romantically).

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