The combination of being Aromantic with ADHD is so unbelievably hard to explain when it comes to hyperfixations
Yk how allo ppl out there describes having a crush or falling in love with someone, it being so gut wrenching making u kick ur feet in the air,
With ADHD its the same for hyperfixations, everytime you get reminded of it, its also so gut wrenching making you want to kick anything and punch shit and scream, and especially when youre in public ofc you gotta hide it but a smile is as subtle as it gets, so automatically people would think youre texting someone of smth, when in reality i just looked at my Loki profile picture
The difference is between these two is that ig having a crush happens with one person right, but this same exact feeling ive experienced with a group of people OR teased ship, like youre crushing on a ship???? like???
The problem with it is that it could be easily mistaken as having a crush, which hqppened to me when i was younger, but turns out NOPE, I'd rather die ty
YES i do find that person attractive, YES i would like to be in the same apartment as them, ABSOLUTELY NOT would i date them, end of discussion.
Like yes i am feeling the same exact feeling towards this guy and this franchise,
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