I sometimes wonder about what life would be like if he was just always here. Like if he had the same kind of easy job as my ex boyfriends so he could be around more often and we would have a steady income.
But then I remember that the love of your life isn’t based on your preferences and what you want, but about creating a life with someone you love, selflessly. You love them first, then life falls into place. When you love someone with your whole heart and soul, you don’t see struggles...you see adventure. And adventures with your best friend and soul mate are the best kinds.













