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10. I kinda wish I'd been born in a different time, either because I romanticize the idea of living in a simpler time, or because I want to fucking explore space. Or because I have a deep-seated yearning to become a master thief a la Arsene Lupin (or Kasumi - see also Ocean's Eleven, etc).
9. When I play games for the first time, if there's any amount of class customization or choice involved, I will always choose the stealthy/rogue/thief/assassin route. There's just something about remaining entirely unnoticed and eliminating your target as silently/brutally as possible. The same holds true for playing multiplayer in FPS games or similar - I'm all about running up behind people and murdering them without them ever knowing I was there - ESPECIALLY TRUE WHEN I PLAY HALO I LIVE FOR ASSASSINATIONS (disclaimer: I am not and do not ever intend to be a murderer irl)
8. I love writing. I love to create, to make people feel, to make MYSELF feel. I love to read, naturally - I'm a voracious reader and desperately in need of more shelf space - but there's just something about being the one who created something that gives people those feels.
7. When I was a teenager, I worked in this restaurant and the guys in the kitched (who were all Hispanic) nicknamed me 'oso' - bear. This may or may not be due to my towering temper after being woken up. Bears are some of my favorite animals (possibly as a result), but over time it's shifted a bit more and I'm more of a lion person now (due in part to GRYFFINDORRRRRRRRRR but also some really fucking awesome shirts I picked up, one of which is a lion wearing glasses and it's my favorite shirt and it just has this expression on its face that's SO ME).
6. I don't really give a damn about all this gender/race/orientation/religion/etc bullshit. Yeah, it's all bullshit to me. Live and let live, guys. Do whatever the fuck you want, so long as it's not hurting other people or infringing on their right to be happy. And no, telling a homosexual person that they are an abomination against God is NOT covered under your right to be happy, dickface. You can certainly tell them that, and I respect your right to say it, but I also respect their right to get fucking pissed about it (and I wouldn't blame them for punching you in the face because I'd probably do it, too). I don't care if you're a man, woman, banana, robot, or alien - if you wanna play games, fucking play games ffs.
5. I love romance. Yeah, I said it. Fucking romcoms are irresistible to me. I mean, I love comedy. I love romance. How am I not gonna like the combination? With that in mind, good writing is still important. That's why I get this defiant look in my eye when I tell people I watch New Girl and Gilmore Girls along with House and TWD and Game of Thrones and stuff - fuck you they're well-written, witty, and they genuinely make me happy. Shit I should BE so lucky as to find a Lorelei Gilmore of my own. AND I STILL AM TORN ABOUT WHO I WANT SCHMIDT TO PICK WHEN NEW GIRL COMES BACK
4. If I had a superpower, I would want to be able to either fly, or have super speed. I dunno which one I'd gravitate towards, though - it kinda changes based on my mood. They both really suit my fervent, burning need to get out and see things and travel and explore, though. Like, I seriously NEED it.
3. Relevant to number 5, yeah I like cute shit too. If you can seriously look me in the eye and tell me that Hanako, Tali, and Merrill aren't fucking adorable then I'm probably gonna tell you you're a soulless monster because SERIOUSLY THEY ARE HOW ARE YOU DOING THIS IS THIS BLOOD MAGIC. I could go on for a long time about why I love Tali so fucking much - and before anyone mentions her butt, let me just say that that has nothing to do with it - but I don't really talk about Merrill that much (and I think Aki is the only person I know that's played Katawa Shoujo so nobody probably knows who Hanako even is). The point, though, is that there are characters, and there are characters you just wanna hug really tight and tell that everything is gonna be okay and those are three of them. This cuteness also applies to a character in GoT whose name I still don't know because I've only seen her twice - Stannis' daughter. She's got some crazy dragonscale disease that I don't know shit about but *I* think it makes her look pretty fucking cool and she teaches Davos how to read and he asks her why there's a 'g' in 'night' and she's just like IDK THERE JUST IS SHRUG and I'm like whoa how are you this great at such a young age
2. I love Mass Effect, okay? I really do. And it's more than just flying around having space adventures and watching Tali blush and be fucking adorable at every goddamn moment - it's the scenery, the conversations...but most especially the people. It wasn't until recently that I realized part of what it is that draws me so much to Tali - she's a quarian (PLOT TWIST?). And what fucks me up is that I realized yeah, quarians are my favorite race (sorry turians and drell, but you came pretty dang close because you're GREAT, too), but the reason WHY is...well. Quarians are all about community, togetherness, family...those close-knit bonds. The Migrant Fleet really is just one big giant family. Everybody looking out for each other. Doing what's best for the fleet as a whole. And what kills me is that I realized the quarians are everything that I wished I had had in my life but never did. I never had a real family. I've had precious few people in my life that I really knew cared for me. No father. Mother always too busy for me (single parenting is hard). Sister who's a total bitch. A lonely, lonely existence, my formative years. And that's why I love the quarians - they're everything I ever wanted but could never, ever have. And that's why I fucking love Mass Effect so much, because no other game has really cut me so deeply to my core like that.
1. I'm not perfect. I've done a fair number of bad things in my life. I've had (still have, technically) an eating disorder. I've cut. I've self-harmed. I've contemplated suicide. But what I am is some idiot who does what he can to make it through each day without making other people's days worse. I try to brighten up the days of the few people I can; I do my best to do the right thing as often as possible, even when it's hard. I try my best to be honest with people. I can't say whether I'm a good person or bad, but what I can say is that I don't intend to be cruel or hurt feelings or make people feel the things that I have in my past that have led to me doing some of the things I've done to myself. I'd like people to get along, but I realize that doesn't always work. It doesn't mean we have to be assholes to each other, though, does it? I guess what I'm getting at here is...I try. I've lived so much of my life trying to make other people happy that I don't think I've felt true, genuine happiness in a long time, because making other people happy is impossible. But you know what? I'm getting better. I'm trying to move on. I'm trying to find my own happiness. Will I manage it? Who knows. Only one way to find out, though...isn't there?