#arf

alright, looks like the medication has really kicked in, so i'm going to insert another finger now, okay? see how easy that was? this is why we have you take that medication beforehand. just remember to stay relaxed okay, you're doing so well. you're going to feel a little more stretching now, just take deep breaths. good. good. you're doing so well. shh i know, i know it hurts, just take some deeep breaths for me, i need you to relax. i'll get you a tissue for those tears when we're all done here. come on, can you do a few deep breaths for me? that's it. you're being so good. that's it, see how quickly this is going? i've been able to get my entire hand in you already. i'll have to curl my fingers now, so it'll start feeling a little different, okay? shh, it's alright. i'm going to have to move around in there a little bit now. we have to stretch this hole nicely. this won't take much longer, don't worry. you're okay. that's it, you're taking it so well now. it's starting to feel better isn't it? you're being so good for me. i can feel you clenching around my hand with those heavy breaths of yours. i can feel your heartbeat quickening. don't be ashamed, it's okay. that's it, let it out. good, good. you've done so well.