#arcana.navigation

𝐓𝐀𝐆 𝐃𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘.

arcanacore. — general posts that i highly relate to; my personal aesthetic as the system core/host/singletsona & aesthetics that remind me of my own life.

constellation. — system aesthetic posts relating to the imaginarians galaxy & the imaginarians within it.

innerworld visuals. — posts that resonates with our& innerworld / headspace, where our& system members reside; what many locations in our innerworld looks like.

fictives. — posts about our introjects from a fictional source, whether that's animanga, books, videogames, shows, movies, etc.; we're& very fictive heavy and will add their names next to the tag.

factives. — posts about our introjects from other people, whether that's celebrities, historical figures, friends, abusers, or anyone else, though so far in our& case it's likely just going to be historical figures.

faitives. — posts about our introjects that are a mix between fictives and factives or at the very least the lines are blurred.

octives. — posts about our introjects that are our original characters or, with the permission of others, other's oc's. keep in mind that we cannot control who forms in our system.

entives. — posts about our non-introjects, essentially, our brainmade system members.

written in blood. — our ask tag.

arcana.txt — the tag i use for my personal posts.

[emoji]/[name].txt — the tags our system members use for their personal posts. will always crosstag with imaginarians.txt.

arcana.soundtrack — my life as a playlist.

lgbtqia2s+/mogai/liom. — posts relating to LGBTQIA2S+ / MOGAI / LIOM terms, flags, discussions of the topics therein, our hoard, and a catchall tag for the community as a whole.

r. — posts relating to one of my main abusers, my former best friend in highschool. we were around the same age in school, with her being slightly younger than me. we are no longer in contact.

my mother's love is choking me. — posts relating to my mother; a mommy issues tag. we're close, yet also strained.

my father's love was always strong. — posts relating to my father; a daddy issues & father/daddy tag. we had a falling out around my highschool years, we were reconnecting & on speaking terms & were reconciled & very close until he tragically passed. he was clean in his last years, but block this tag if you're triggered by substance abuse & addiction. tag title comes from lana del rey's old money.

sisters. — posts relating to my two older sisters; we're both relatively close but they aren't exactly accepting of my transness.

j. — posts relating to my ex best friend and enbyfriend; we are no longer in contact, but i still have very deep conflicting complex feelings of both yearning and unconditional love for them and deep betrayal and hurt.

k. — posts relating to my ex boyfriend; we are no longer in contact and seemingly on amicable terms but i still have fond, sweet and affectionate memories of him; quite literally a living angel.

usurper. — posts relating to the man, my uncle, who sexually abused & possibly trafficked & recorded me as a child and adolescent for ten years, for as long as i can remember; he still lives in the same neighborhood as me, but we are not in contact. block this tag if you are triggered by p*do shit, incest, child abuse, csa, csem & trafficking.

www. — posts relating to the worldwide web, webcore, online trauma, etc.

psychosis. — posts relating to my occasional experiences with psychosis due to stpd. may tag with unreality for my schizospec viewers.

hurt. — posts relating to intrusive thoughts, csa/cocsa, r.amcoa, processing trauma, feelings of others' betrayal, cult abuse, t.rafficking & c.sem, processing intergenerational trauma, specifically indigenous historical trauma (IHT), religious trauma, depression, confidence/self esteem issues, trust/abandonment issues, fears, jealousy, self destructive behaviors, suicidal ideation and other harmful things; basically, a traumacore tag to vent & cope. block this tag if you are triggered by those topics. will always do my best to tag with the appropriate tws. you've been warned; view at your own risk.

agere. — posts about sfw age regression.

love blooms inside my chest. — general posts for/relating to my loved ones & just about love in general.

i've polished this anger and now it's a knife. — posts regarding anger, especially violent anger, considering for most of my life my anger was discouraged and frowned upon; this is my way of coping with it.

sick. — posts relating to chronic illness & chronic fatigue, specifically cfs & pots & my infancy in the hospital; block this tag if you're triggered by ci, hospitals and anything menhera/medcore.

saved. — posts that i want to hold onto.

crack. — things that make me laugh.

occultism. — anything related to the occult; my grimoire.

native.txt — anything related to my indigeneity / nativeness and my experiences with being a reconnecting native. may also crosstag with ndn tumblr.

jewish.txt — anything related to my jewishness / jewry and my experiences with being a reconnecting jew, may also crosstag with jumblr.

𝐓𝐀𝐆 𝐃𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘.

arcana's memory palace. — general posts about the memories of my life as a whole, moreso my adolescent & adult years than anything else; includes personal aesthetics on specific memories.

arcana's childhood memories. — memories from my childhood.

home. — posts relating to the places i grew up. this can mean the town in general, the schools i attended, or the houses i grew up in.

youth. — general posts about both the good, the bad and the ugly about my childhood/adolescence/childhood trauma/my youth or at least, what i can remember of it.

this holy ground burns my feet. — religious aesthetics, religious horror, angels, demons & holy abominations like ourselves, & religious trauma, specifically from christianity. crosstags with religion. block this tag if religious mentions/objects trigger you.

she was born with a foot in the grave. — posts relating to how i survived death & have known death since the day i was born; a natural borne fighter, when i died & was resurrected; my premature infancy in the children's hospital; i am someone who did not die when i should have died; this is the price of resurrection. who's tougher than this bitch?

in the attic. — memories of living up in my grandmother's house, notably, her attic, as a child at approximately 4-6 years old, which was a great source of comfort for me; the house burned to ashes on halloween night when i was sixteen with all my memories with it.

infp. — INFP shit.

enneagram type four ; the individualist. — type 4 shit.

activism. — anything related to activism.

pets4pets.txt — anything related to my pets.

alterhumanity. — posts relating to our alterhuman types, otherkinity, kintypes, and alterhumanity as a whole — a catchall tag for alterhumanity.

plurality. — posts relating to our system and plurality as a whole — a catchall tag for plurality.

the idealized self. — everything i've& ever wanted.

hell is a teenage girl. — posts relating to my& teenage years, girlhood & trying to cope with trauma in highschool; the inner prom queen i was concealing.

could be kissing my fruit punch lips in the bright sunshine. — diners, summer hotels, swimming pools, soft ice cream, flavors of chocolate, strawberry, cherry & fruit punch, the soft beach & smell of the ocean, the flirtations of men far older than me, the blooming hypersexuality due to years of abuse, all things i& remember vividly in pre & mid adolescence; i was in my coquette era way before all these newbie lana bitches thought it was cool. tag title comes from lana del rey's 'lolita'.

our own jubiliciously lovely corpse bride. — the broken promise; a forsaken bride at the altar, daggers in the chest, this is a haunting.

talk to your lover; tell em they've got bad news comin'. — the desire for vengeance against all those who wronged me. when rue bennett said "if anyone crossed her, she'd bury them" i Felt That. hell hath no fury to an angel's scorn.

she gives them butterflies; bats her cartoon eyes. — the "sacred whore" archetype, hyperfemininity, hypersexuality, glamour, expensive thangs & looks, ostentatious luxury type shit, glamorous ass sexy ass looks, absolutely serving cunt, 'spoil me, i'm worth it' moment, reclaiming my sexuality & power from those who stole it from me, sex work, praying to the angels of porn & lady aphrodite for protection, & becoming the prettiest, hottest, sexiest, baddest bitch on the block. if i can't be the wife, i'll play the whore. tag title comes from lana del rey's 'carmen'.

the witching hour. — witchy aesthetic tag.

something is missing. — liminal spaces tag.

the monsters you’ve created. — monsters tag.

i am haunted by the ghosts of my lovely sins. — ghosts tag.

the light of hidden flowers. — flowers & flower language tag.

armor is my silent servant. — armor, knighthood & queer chivalry tag.

𝐃𝐎𝐒𝐒𝐈𝐄𝐑.

Arcana / Angel / Ansale'wit / ᐋᓐᔐᓃ • Adult ( 25 ; July 13th 2000 ) • Mixed White • Native ( Mi'kmaq, Wolastoqiyik, Abenaki, Métis & Huron-Wendat ) / Indigenous + West Asian ( Ashkenazi Jewish ) • QTIPOC • Indigenous Canadian • Intersex • Altersex • Aldernic • Aspec • Mspec • Ambiamorous • Transgender • Nonbinary • Cistrans • Transmascfem • Genderfluid • Two Spirit • Queer • Bi • Omni • Bi/Omni Lesbian/Vincian/Enbian • Disabled • Neurodivergent • Level 2 Medium-Low Support Needs Autistic • ADHD/Amistic • not 100% ablebodied • Low Vision/VSS • HoH/APD • Chronically Ill & Mentally Ill • Psychotic • Madcripple • Future Ambulatory Wheelchair User • Future Multipurpose Psychiatric Service Dog Handler • Verbalflux • Spoonie • Chronosian • CSA/COCSA/Incest/Cult/MMEIP/RAMCOA & ( Questioning ) CSEM/Trafficking Survivor • Polyfragmented Plural HC-DID Chimera Multigenic System Host • Otherkin • Alterhuman • Nonhuman • Regressor • Omnist • Secular Jew • Eclectic Witch • Pagan • Artist/Content Creator/Creative/Gamer/Movie Buff/Podcaster/Streamer/Writer • Appalachian Maritime Gothic • Anarchocommunist / Anarchomutualist / EcoAnarchist / Anarchafeminist / Anarchoqueer / Anarchopacifist / Anarchotranshumanist / Indigenous Anarchist / Jewish Anarchist • Responsible Altruistic Hedonist • Currently In Therapy • Stims Often • Foodie • Nerd • Night Owl • Splits Easily • Carrd / Doc WIP.

𝖕𝖊𝖗𝖘𝖔𝖓𝖆 𝖙𝖗𝖆𝖎𝖙𝖘: himedere, house martell, girlboss enbyfailboss, infp, life path 4, sanguine, enneagram type four ( the individualist ), & neutral-chaotic good.

𝖈𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖛𝖊 𝖎𝖓𝖙𝖊𝖗𝖊𝖘𝖙𝖘: art, art history, cats, dogs, bunnies, animals in general, cuddling & playing with animals, jellyfish, kirby, pokemon, hamtaro, technology, animal crossing, care bears, pusheen, plushies, stuffed animals, agere, making characters, writing stories, daydreaming, loveletters, chocolate, animal bones, biology in general, totoro, studio ghibli, movies, stickers & pins, cute things / kawaii things, terrariums, aquariums, swimming, makeup, cosmetics, skincare, finding lost things, fashion, modeling, acting, memes, meditating, pilates, ethnography, anthropology, greenery, animanga, western animation, graphic novels, queer positivity, two spirit positivity, native positivity, two spirit history, cinema, movies, animation, documentaries, videogames, fantasy [genre], science fiction [genre], historical [genre], horror [genre], DIY-biology, transhumanism, quantum mechanics, artificial intelligence, apotheosis, biology, zoology, paleontology, ontology, sociology, philosophy, theology, mythology, magick & witchcraft, occultism, spirituality, subliminals & manifestations, astrology, astronomy, glamping, film history, film analysis, cinematography, ARGs, the arts, cryptids & cryptozoology, dinosaurs, dragons, fate, folklore, ghosts, godhood, hope, humanity, monstrosity, metafiction, narrative awareness, storytelling, surrealism, timeloops, identity, lights, lovecore, interactive media, mukbang, ASMR, liminal spaces, urban exploration, haunted houses, horror games, horror movies, analog horror, creepypastas, morute, coquette, dollette, dark romance, makeup, tattoos & piercings, music — both playing & listening (always down to exchange recommendations, we& listen to a lot of genres), musical theory, music subcultures, photography, poetry, the fae, merfolk, yōkai, androids, conspiracy theories, lost media, UFOs, aliens, the paranormal, true crime, partying on occasion, freedom, romance, gold, flirting, getting high/420, kink, teasing others, baking, cooking, eating, eating sweets & desserts, fruity scents, making people laugh, painting landscapes, traveling, social justice & activism, 2LGBTQIA+/MOGAI/LIOM, luxury, medieval, nobility, adventures, swimming, napping, old movies, stories & legends, intrigued in parasailing, intrigued by martial arts & self defense, pop culture, emo subculture/emocore, goth subculture/goth, flowers, webcore, victorian era flower language, victorian era fan language, abandoned places, farmer's markets, bestiaries, gender, 80's aesthetics, neopets, intrigued in roller skating, stars, space, anything celestial, achillean history & sapphic history, alterhumanity, plurality, furry shit, halloween, christmas, hannukah, grimoires, tarot, divination, religion, polytheism, paganism, anything heart shaped, criminology, neurology, psychology, history, ancient civilizations, worldbuilding, roleplaying, creative writing, academia, vampires & vampyrism, werewolves & lycanthropy, angelology, demonology, chivalry & knighthood, hedonism, education, jewry, indigeneity, worldwide indigenous histories, indigenous languages, jewish history, gender studies, queer studies, queer history, queer theory, & virtual reality.

𝖈𝖔𝖑𝖑𝖊𝖈𝖙𝖎𝖛𝖊 𝖉𝖎𝖘𝖑𝖎𝖐𝖊𝖘: mean people & general cunts, cops, corporations, governments, mosquitoes/flies (not necessarily the animals themselves bc they're important to the planet just if they're around & trying to bite), cheaters, overthinking, the smell of cigarettes (headaches), art/writing block, confrontation, people yelling, fireworks, bigotry, antinative racism, racism as a whole, antisemitism, fakeclaimers, most sports, loud noises / sudden noises / unnecessary noises, repeating myself&/ourselves&, belittlement, being rushed, & our& weak ass attention span.

𝖘𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖈𝖊𝖑𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖘: tba.

𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖆𝖗𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖙𝖘: ethel cain, nicole dollanganger, lana del rey, megan thee stallion, lil mariko, ginger bronson, flo milli, jazmin bean, melanie martinez, aaliyah, halsey, hozier, mitski, fka twigs, lady gaga, britney spears, beyoncé, nicki minaj, cardi b, kendrick lamar, j cole, xxxtentacion, billie eilish, avril lavigne, elita, red, p!nk, paramore, selena gomez & the scene, demi lovato, rico nasty, corpse, lil wayne, kun, ashnikko, labrinth, marina & the diamonds, blackpink, rebzyyx, florence + the machine, lingua ignota, abbey glover, phoebe bridgers, keaton henson, eastern eagle, the halluci nation, wardruna, nemahsis, cigarettes after sex, radiohead, fall out boy, deftones, the pretty reckless, evanescence, H.I.M, three days grace, my chemical romance, fall out boy, korn, the national, nirvana, sleeping at last, amy winehouse, marilyn monroe, elvis presley, johnny cash, steve earle, the bryan ferry orchestra, ac/dc, creedence clearwater revival, the beatles, the rolling stones.

𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖋𝖔𝖔𝖉: pizza slut, apples, purple grapes, fried chicken, chicken nuggies, chicken tornadoes, fruit salad, ramen, pasta, challah, bannock bread, burritos, mozzarella sticks, mochi, chocolate cake, neopolitan icecream & chocolate chip cookies.

𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖉𝖗𝖎𝖓𝖐: apple juice, timmy's iced caps, strawberry juice, peach juice, grape juice, strawberry kiwi juice, fruit punch, sakura cola, orange crush, strawberry fanta, hot chocolate, chocolate milk, & strawberry milk.

𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖆𝖓𝖎𝖒𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖆: GANGSTA., black lagoon, naruto, death note, michiko to hatchin, ergo proxy, no.6, & deadman wonderland.

𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖇𝖔𝖔𝖐𝖘: asoiaf, grimm's fairy tales by brothers grimm, the hunger games by stephanie collins, warriors cats, & lord of the rings / tolkienverse.

𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖌𝖆𝖒𝖊𝖘: pokemon, grand theft auto, telltale's the walking dead, legend of zelda: twilight princess, super mario 64, assassin's creed, animal crossing & vrchat.

𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖒𝖔𝖛𝖎𝖊𝖘: sleeping beauty, titanic, midsommar, hereditary, nosferatu, the vvitch, lake mungo, bones & all, the love witch, the black swan, van hellsing, twin peaks: firewalk with me, the land before time series, & the vast majority of disney movies.

𝖋𝖆𝖛𝖔𝖗𝖎𝖙𝖊 𝖈𝖍𝖆𝖓𝖓𝖊𝖑𝖘: christian delgrosso, nick crowley, nexpo, casual geographic, cinema therapy, mostamazingtop10, are u super cereal, xevi, reignbot, scaretheater, stephanie soo / rottenmango.

𝖑𝖔𝖛𝖊 𝖑𝖆𝖓𝖌𝖚𝖆𝖌𝖊𝖘: physical touch (ambivalent), quality time, words of affirmation, & gift giving.

POINTS OF INTEREST:

PINTEREST | SPOTIFY | YOUTUBE | P*YP*L | RETROSPRING | ERICA'S SIDEBLOG | AGERE/PETRE/SYSTEM LITTLE/SYSTEM MIDDLE SIDEBLOG | PRONOUNS | SOCIAL MEDIA | OUR& PODCAST ( INDEFINITE HIATUS ) | THRONE WISHLIST | HELP US& GET A MULTIPURPOSE PSYCHIATRIC SERVICE DOG | COMMISSIONS | BOOK A READING | STUDYBLR PROFILE | WRITERBLR PROFILE | WITCHBLR PROFILE | OUR& WATCHLIST & READLIST & GAMELIST | OUR& FLAGS. | OUR& TERMS. | OUR& PLAYLISTS. | WHO'S FRONTING?

𝐑𝐔𝐋𝐄𝐒 𝐀𝐍𝐃 𝐓𝐀𝐆 𝐒𝐘𝐒𝐓𝐄𝐌.

• ברוך אתה יי אלוהנו מלך העולם שעשני עם הגאון ושכל בשביל לא להיכנס ויכוחים כאלה באינטרנט. / Baruch ata Adonai, eloheinu melech ha-olam, sheasani im higaon v'shechel bishvil lo lehikanes vikukhim kaele b’internet / Blessed are you, Adonai our G-d, sovereign of the universe, who made me with reason and sense not to get into arguments like these on the Internet.

• Absolutely no discourse, bigotry or fakeclaiming is tolerated here; this is our& space & we're& not here to debate, fight with anyone or intentionally piss anybody off, nothing I& do is intentionally misguided or meant to hurt anybody, we're& not here to spend our& time arguing & debating with randos on the internet, it can potentially seriously trigger our& paranoid and/or persecutory delusions & makes us& feel physically nauseous; this is our& only safe space in the world right now, & we& will not tolerate any hate / harm to ourselves& or others & we& ask you respect that. We& will block you instantly if you send us& negative/insulting/mean messages. I& like to keep this blog as discourse free as possible, so, if I& see discourse or opinion-baiting in my& inbox, it will be deleted. We& treat this blog like a house so mind your behavior, please & thank you. For the love of g-d do not involve us& in any discourse of any kind, at all, ever.

• Tonetags are not only preferred but highly encouraged, if not required most times!

• Don't call us& by our& irl name unless we're close. /srs

• Minors under 17 please do not interact, other than that, just understand that we& are bodily an adult, & we& do talk about some very serious themes & heavily traumatizing, emotionally charged experiences of mine& on this blog like our& trauma & that I'm& not your parent & I'm& not babysitting or raising you or anybody else's kids, I'm& not responsible for your internet experience or what you do online, so trigger warning for basically everything you can think of known to man & by continuing to interact with this blog, you acknowledge this & accept that it's entirely your responsibility & that you'll please behave. You can follow & engage with us&, but please do not DM us& & listen to tags when necessary. Please keep yourselves safe.

• This is a multipurpose blog, a mixture of a personal blog, aesthetic, vent, inspo, rpc, spiritual, alterhumanity, plurality, queerness, political advocacy & studyblr blog.

𝐁𝐘𝐅 . . .

• I& (& we&) have the right to refuse any questions, if I& do, please do not be offended or push further.

• We& do not partake in discourse or drama, please do not bring it to me& or any of us&, don't ask me& or any of us& our& stance on things, as I& will ignore you. We'll& block you if you're a fucking weirdo or you just want to argue, we& don't do that here.

• If you wanna ask a question or want a specific answer from one of us&, you're gonna have to specify who it is you're asking for albeit there's no 100% guarantee they'll& be the ones to answer considering we're& a system & all lmao. Y'all feel me&?

• We& have a bad memory due to our& DID, so please gently remind me&/us&.

• We& are a professionally diagnosed & medically recognized system. If you believe we are faking having DID despite being medically recognized or our plurality as a whole & our& experiences around it, if you do not enjoy any of our& presences while you may do with another or mine&, if you refuse to see us& as separate individuals, if you ignore my& system members just to only speak to me& or you are not comfortable with us& often making posts / mentions relating to our& DID, plurality & each other, block us& & move on. Keep in mind this is our& reality. Our& traumas & copings for them are just as real as we& are, & everyone in this system deserves to & should have the equal amount of respect, love, dignity, honor, care & undivided attention like anybody else. We& will not tolerate any bullshit from anyone, so if that's something that intimidates you i& suggest you either check your internalized ableism & pluralphobia & learn to do better or leave! We& may be multigenic and are a (HC-)DID system, but we're& ultimately syscourse unaligned and my blog is open to any system or plural, as long as you aren't being hateful to other systems, fakeclaiming anyone or spreading (HC-)DID/OSDD/UDD or otherwise CDD misinformation!

• EN/FR. Our& mother tongue is English mais j'ai& comprend et parlé French/Français Québécois aussi même si j'ai& un intermédiaire, mes& pronoms personnels sont il/elle/iel/ael/ellui, merci !! We're& also learning our& indigenous languages like Mi'kmawi'simk, Michif, Anishinaabemowin/ᐊᓂᐦᔑᓈᐯᒧᐐᓐ, Inuktitut/ᐃᓄᒃᑎᑐ & Plains Indigenous Sign Language/PISL as well as Spanish/Español, Mandarin/官话, Japanese/日本語, Hebrew/עִבְרִית‎, Yiddish/ײִדיש, Hindi/हिन्दी, (Palestinian) Arabic/اَلْعَرَبِيَّةُ, Korean/한국어, Russian/русский язык, Persian/فارسی, German/Deutsch, Greek/ελληνικά, Latin/Latinum, Italian/Italiano & American Sign Language/ASL with a few other languages on the backburner ! We& use any pronouns but indigenous pronouns & plural pronouns (notably with an & next to a name or pronoun, it's not an absolute requirement but it's appreciated) are mostly preferred!

• I& can't believe I& need to say this & disclaimers truly kill me& on the inside but I& don't vet every single person's blog so don't bring any discourse around content creators to me&, I'm& just out here doing my& own thing & rb things bc I& agree w/ that post, not bc I& agree with everything that person has ever said and/or did ever & just because I& rb smth from sb or talk to sb doesn't automatically mean I& 100% agree with and/or support and/or endorse everything they say or do or their beliefs or reflect my& (or our&) own views on every single opinion be fucking for real.

• Do NOT whitesplain to me& about the ongoing cultural genocide enacted by the "Canadian" & "American" governments as if I've& somehow missed that part of history & as if I'm& not a descendant of intergenerational trauma, specifically IHT / Indigenous Historical Trauma. I'm& not here to educate white people or anyone really. I& don't owe you that simply because I'm& Native.

• White Christians, witches & neopagans are on thin fucking ice. Don't proselytize us& if you're Christian, especially not if you're white, we're& cult survivors ( we're& likely never going to namedrop our& cult for our& safety unless if it's with very close friends or another survivor contacts us& privately so don't ask us& about it, we& will not answer ) & it's very upsetting & considering the history of evangelization of both Native & Jewish communities, it makes us& extremely uncomfortable & upset.

• Do NOT give me& your entire life story & ask if you're Native enough, don't ask me& questions about "what your place in the Native community is/whether you're Native or not/etc". I& literally don't know you. I'm not an authority figure or an elder. I& realize I'm& vocal on indigenous topics but that's not an invitation to come into my& inbox & seek validation. We& don't speak for the entire Turtle Island Indigenous community because that's asking me& to speak for hundreds of Nations, individuals and experiences which isn't humanly possible & not to mention there are plenty of fully connected natives who may know more about a topic than we& do, so if I am the only person you follow who speaks on these issues, please take the time to learn from indigenous peoples of all walks of life, & broaden your exposure to include natives & indigenous peoples from other regions & especially afroindigenous people, we may not be able to speak on every issue or experience, we& can only speak from our& experience & knowledge as a multitribal white seeming/presenting semiconnected urban/rural Native living on the unceded land of Kespekewaq, Mi'kmak'i, traditional territory of the Mi'kmaq on Mikjikj-Mnikuk, Kanata & a MMEIP survivor (no, I& won't elaborate, that's deeply personal & traumatizing & that's none of your fucking business), I'm always open to learning more but I refuse to apologize for knowing and identifying with my indigeneity; I& am indigenous & no one on this fucking planet can take that away from me& & I don't have to prove my indigeneity to you or to anyone else, especially if you're nonnative, period. Respect Indigenous autonomy & integrity over white/nonnative curiosity, we& don't owe you information about our& languages & cultures & there are things we& are quite literally forbidden to tell nonnatives, especially white settlers. Don't interrogate me& about being mixed. Don't demand me& to explain myself&, my& family history, status or blood quantum (reminder that blood quantum is actively used as genocide for our communities), I'm& not a dog or a horse, that shit is dehumanizing as fuck & literally no other race has to prove their ethnicity on a literal fucking card, we're treated like animals so don't fucking treat us& like one, it's fucking annoying, your sense of entitlement to the personal lives of strangers on the internet is disturbing, I& don't owe you an explanation & quite frankly it's none of your fucking business. We& are not your litmus test, your DIY 23&me, your emotional dumping ground, your guilt pit, or your personal wikipedia page. Don’t ask me if you’re Native or not, Jewish or not, Disabled or not, Autistic or not, etc. I& literally don’t fucking know you! I'm not here to make you feel better for wearing a headdress 10 years ago, or saying an antinative slur in the first grade. Please don’t dump that on me&.

• I'm& a reconnecting Native Jew & on the Jewish side of things, I'm& still reconnecting as I& was a part of a Christian evangelical group growing up that I& later realized was a cult & I& only discovered I& was Jewish later in life so, like, please don't ask questions about Judaism bc I'm& still learning myself&. With that said, don't call us "Jews" if you're goyim, it makes us& uncomfortable. Don't ask us& for our& takes on I/P just because we're& Jewish; we& aren't Zionists & are antizionist/nonzionist Jewish anarchist so by definition we& cannot be Zionists bc tbh while we& recognize Eretz Yisrael (the physical land of Israel) as a sacred holy land & we& think it's important for historical, cultural & religious reasons, we& don't really have any ties to Medinat Yisrael (the modern state of Israel), we& have all of Turtle Island. While I'm& a leftist & a Jewish antizionist/nonzionist, I& am also highly critical of leftist spaces & the western antizionist movement & I& will also be kvetching about leftist antisemitism & do not tolerate antisemitism from goyim who share my& beliefs. I& can't believe this even needs to be said but we'd never support anything to do with people supporting torture, murder, s/a, forced relocation of civilians & genocide both in the past & present, regardless of who the victims are, who the perpetrators are, or the cause it's done in the name of. We& do not support Hamas, Hezbollah, the Houthis, the IRI & their supporters nor the fascist Israeli government or the IDF as they continue to break both international law & Jewish law & ethics on warfare regarding the preventable violence & mass murder of Palestinian civilians in Gaza & the West Bank & Iranian, Lebanese & Syrian civilians nor the slaughter of Israeli & Palestinian civilians & the apartheid, occupation & ethnic cleansing must end & a ceasefire must happen & all hostages & political prisoners must be released because every life holds immense value & one life lost is one too many & children don't deserve to pay for the crimes of their governments & we& stand with both the Jewish & Palestinian people & diasporas & we condemn all those who support any of the previous aforementioned warcrimes; we& believe in a free, liberated Palestine that has the right to resist oppression, including armed resistance, under international law just as literally any other oppressed group do & the human right to return for displaced Palestinians while acknowledging both Jewish and Palestinian indigeneity are interconnected & not at odds & that governments do not equal its people & that both Jewish people & Palestinians have a right to coexist & thrive in peace, safety, security, freedom, solace & self determination on their ancestral homelands or anywhere else in the world that they choose to live; if you can't tell the difference between a Jewish and/or Israeli civilian or a Palestinian civilian from their corrupt governments or think attacks on Jewish/Israeli or Palestinian civilians or events like the Nakba & Naksa or October 7th or what the IDF & Settlers is doing to Palestinians in Gaza and the West Bank is in any way justified then get the fuck away from me forever, we& don't want anyone like that near us&, I& will not have my& blog be a space where I& feel unsafe; If I& visit your blog, especially if you're following / interacting with me regularly, & I& see clearly antisemitic things on it, or I& see you speaking over / for Jews when you yourself are not Jewish, I& may/likely will autoblock and/or softblock you; be normal about Jews & don't demand our& stance about the conflict, Zionism/AntiZionism or Judaism, especially not if you're goyim, we've& made ourselves& clear about our& stance multiple times & will only discuss these topics with Jews & Palestinians bc folx get way too comfortable talking about it when they have no skin in the game & haven't deconstructed their antisemitism & islamophobia; antisemitism & islamophobia are both terrible & hatecrimes are on the rise; indigenous solidarity + jewish-arab/muslim solidarity forever.

• Just a firm reminder that this blog accepts Jewish indigeneity (Jewish peoples of the Jewish diaspora & the Levant forcibly exiled due to Roman colonization & multiple other empires colonizing & enslaving Jews as well as the millions of Jews who's homes, property & lands were stolen & never returned by goyim when they were murdered in the Holocaust/Shoah & multiple expulsions & Jewish people are an indigenous people primarily in diaspora), Palestinian indigeneity (Palestinian people of the Palestinian diaspora & the Levant forcibly exiled & ethnically cleansed during the Nakba), Romani indigeneity (Romani peoples of the Romani diaspora & also, the ethnic groups related to the Romani which are the Dom & Lom peoples of the Maghreb/Levant/Arabia & the Caucuses respectively as well as indigenous Traveller communities of Europe) & afroindigeneity / Black indigeneity (African peoples, Black Americans, Black Canadians, Khoe-sān peoples of southern Africa, the forest peoples of the Congo/Central Africa, the Amazigh of the Maghreb & northern Africa, Afrodiasporic descendants of enslaved peoples, afroindigenous creole peoples of the Americas & the Caribbean, Afrolatine peoples of Latin America, AfroEuropean descendants of enslaved peoples, Black Natives, Afrocreoles & refugees & immigrants from the continent, descendants & cultural keepers of the victims of the Trans-Atlantic & Trans-Saharan slave trades, Haratin peoples of the Maghreb & Mauritania, Chouachin peoples of Tunisia & Libya, AfroArabic peoples of North Africa, the horn of Africa & West Asia, AfroIranians, the Siddi peoples of India & Pakistan, indigenous Australians, mainland Australian Aboriginals, Torres Strait islanders, Aboriginal Tasmanians, Papuans of New Guinea, Melanesians of Melanesia, South Sea Islanders & Melanesian diasporic descendants of enslaved peoples, descendants & cultural keepers of the victims of the Trans-Oceanic & Trans-Pacific blackbirding trades of the 1800's, indigenous Austronesian Black peoples of the East Indies like the Andamanese, the Semang & Batek of peninsular Malaysia & the Maniq of southern Thailand & the Aeta & Ati & the other ethnic groups of the Philippines & the Beta Israel, Bal Ej & other Black Jewish, Romani & AfroPalestinian peoples), even if they're not the "traditional" forms of indigeneity or traditionally seen as indigenous! we& reject the outdated notion of indigeneity & choose to adopt a new & evolving form of the word as it perpetuates the noble sa*v*ge myth that dehumanizes indigenous peoples as "one with nature" & inherently outside of social norms, it emphasizes the physical place & land despite different indigenous peoples' relationships to their lands being diverse & unique & many indigenous cultures were & are still nomadic & other indigenous groups are what this blog terms "diasporic" & this is particularly important as far as diasporic indigenous peoples are concerned, with diasporic in this sense meaning that these groups of people are or have been primarily in diaspora & almost completely disconnected from their ancestral homelands, with many diasporic groups primarily being outside of their traditional homelands due to enslavement, genocide, forced exile, ethnic cleansing, land theft & the consequences of environmental racism! this blog accepts the many indigenous european peoples often overlooked by many mainstream "traditional" indigenous spaces! throughout history & even now indigenous peoples around the world have been subjected to brutal regimes of colonialism & dispossession, many cultures have been destroyed & reduced by forces of colonial greed for power, land & control of resources & unfortunately these invasions have resulted in the erasure of countless individual lives & cultural identities, but through community, strength of culture & sheer perseverance many still survive to this day & i do my best to honor the stories of these peoples past, present & future. this blog hates antisemitism, antipalestinian racism, antiromanyism & antiblack racism & all forms of antiindigenous racism!

• We& stand with the people of Palestine, Ukraine, Iran, Iraq, Haiti, Sudan, Congo, Somalia, Ethiopia, Libya, Nigeria, Afghanistan, Kurdistan, Syria, Yemen, Lebanon, Kashmir, Puerto Rico, Venezuela, Greenland, Sápmi, Ireland, Scotland, Mexico, the Philippines, Myanmar, Armenia, Hawaii, Samoa, Australia, Aotearoa / New Zealand, Taiwan, Tibet, China, Hong Kong, Papua New Guinea, the Black community, the Jewish community, the Romani community, our fellow indigenous communities in Canada, i.e the First Nations, Métis, & Inuit & the resilience of Afroindigenous communities as well as our indigenous siblings in urban, rural, remote & northern communities & all suffering & oppressed communities under siege & occupation worldwide. As a Native Jewish bodied H.C-DID system who believes in global solidarity between all indigenous peoples & oppressed communities worldwide now & forever, I& stand with humanity & our& communities & I& stand with the fight for collective true liberation from all forms of oppression, including but not limited to speciesism, racism, antiblack racism, antinative racism, sexism, heterosexism, cissexism, binarism, intersexism, dyadism, whorephobia, aporophobia, homophobia, biphobia, transphobia, aphobia, twospiritphobia, queerphobia, cisheteronormativity, ableism, sanism, audism, vidism, psyism, pluralphobia, healthism, educationalism, classism, casteism, ageism, adultism, weightism, fatphobia, lookism, sizeism, texturism, colorism, xenophobia, antisemitism, islamophobia, religious discrimination, nativism, ultranationalism, white supremacy & all forms of racial supremacy, human supremacy, cisheteropatriarchy, kyriarchy, anthropocentrism, terrorism, colonialism, imperialism & fascism & theocracy no matter who does it, ethnocentrism, ecocide, biological classism, homo/transantagonism, transmisogyny, misogyny, cultural appropriation, rape culture, climate chaos, authoritarianism, & the prison system. No one is free until all of us are free, as Jewish activist Emma Lazarus (who was a Jewish woman who supported Jewish freedom everywhere & many social issues ahead of her time & later Black activists like Dr. Martin Luther King Jr. & Fannie Lou Hamer have additionally expressed) once said. Pro-Jewish & Pro-Palestine. We& hope for coexistence between Jews / Israelis and Palestinians / Arabs, particularly a one homeland & a land for all solution, considering that even though I'm& an anarchist & although I'd& ideally prefer a binational one state Palestine, it seems the most bloodless & safest option for everyone involved in the region for now & we're& not about to put our& own politics above the real lived experiences of living, breathing Jews & Palestinians as well as minorities like Druze and Bedouin who're actually living there in the region. Our liberation is interconnected. You cannot accept any form of bigotry or oppression & dream of equality, love, freedom & liberation for all.

• We& believe in ceasefire, de-escalation, deradicalization, humanitarianism that prevents more civilian casualties, accountability, justice, reconciliation, reparations, restorative justice & the hope of saving as many lives as possible & we reject all forms of dehumanization, racism, antisemitism, islamophobia, xenophobia, harassment of innocents, generalizing, scapegoating & collective punishment. We& hold human rights to be universal & nonnegotiable, a value we& hold above every movement, ideology or cause just as we& have been taught by our& elders, we& want liberation, safety, dignity & self-determination for everyone & we& haven't made an exception for this topic.

• Do NOT use, steal & repost our& terms, flags, art & works without our& consent & without credit.

𝐃𝐍𝐈 𝐈𝐅 . . .

General DNI criteria, racists, -phobes, intersexists, queerphobes, antisemites, ableists, sanists, anti well researched self dx, exclusionists, anti mspec vincians/lesbians, TERFS/SWERFS/radfems, ped*s/z**s/pro contact paraphiles & any variants (why tf are you here, we're& survivors & we& have middles & especially littles aka literal teenagers & children who we& will protect if necessary, fuck the laws of the land ill& slaughter you), pro ed/sh, if you're going to drag us& into shipcourse (on either side of militant shipcoursers, we're& unaligned & outsiders to this admittedly & we& literally don't care at all as long as nobody irl gets hurt, most people on both sides are insufferable & need to go outside, its triggering for us&, it triggers our& moral ocd & it will cause a huge mental break; from what we've& seen most of the discourse is pointless, reductive, lacks nuance, & is chronically online & a lot of it feels performative, dehumanizing, insensitive & insulting when actual real abuse is downplayed & most people seem to care more about fictional characters than actual real people, its a toxic environment to be in, & we& want no part in it & tbh there's more important things for us& to worry about when it honestly isnt even that big of a deal irl. be normal about survivors good g-d. just to be clear tho, while i& understand that some people do ship to cope, i'm& greatly uncomfortable w/ romanticized glorified normalized depictions of p*do* & inc*st ships bc i'm& a survivor & victim of both myself& & am still recovering from that trauma & it isn't fun so. we're& neither p.roship or a.ntiship, if anything, we're& best described as peacefic, we& live on planet earth & have media literacy), fandom discourse (i& am an adult capable of media literacy, critical thinking & able to criticize things while wholeheartedly enjoying them ty), queer discourse or syscourse or any kind of discourse bc we're& neutral / apathetic to the vast majority of discourse, so please assume i& have no opinion unless stated otherwise & we& don't touch that w/ a 10 foot pole & it causes us& pointless stress that isn't helpful for our& healing so if you drag us& into anything we'll& just block you for our& own mental health, if you support cancel(unless used as a last resort to warn about a genuine threat)/cringe culture, likudniks, jvp supporters, political zionists (ik there's technically variations of what this can mean but atp i dont give a shit & in this case for my& sanity im& referring specifically to militant zionists that are anti palestine being independent & supporting the israeli government despite its literal warcrimes & genocide & being racist towards palestinians), christian zionists, kahanists (basically if you're a zionist who thinks that arabs living in the area are enemies of jews & believe in a theocratic jewish state where non-jews have no rights), anyone who supports any kind of genocide or ethnic cleansing, anyone who celebrates the death of jews, campists/tankies, h.amasniks/h.ezbollah/h.outhi/i.rgc supporters, anti landback, anti mmiwg2s/mmeip, anti black lives matter, anti stop aapi hate, anti free palestine, antiscience, antiimmigrant, if you don't support indigenous sovereignty & black liberation, if you deny afroindigeneity, abuse apologists, blank/ageless blogs, if you know us& irl (except for jojo ily bestie), radqueer/transx identities (transage, trace, transabled, etc. bc 99.9% of y'all are hella racist & ableist & act like colonizers, but adoptees who use the original meaning of transracial, system members with varying identities from the body, chronosians & transspecies are okay tho!), pro harassment for any reason, conservative/prolife/MAGA/antivax/fascists/right wing/centrists/n*zis, gore, DDLG/CGL shit, anti sfw agere, anti sw/antikink, rpf/dsmp/jkr/snk/hp stans (introjects are okay tho!), if you silence R.AMCOA survivors/accuse H.C-D.ID systems of "oppression olympics", blood quantum/enrollment enforcers (yes, even if you're Native, i& don't give a fuck), more TBA (likely extended).

this blog is protected by גלקסיה / galaxias, our& system golem who protects us& from antisemites & other types of bigots by acting as an online guardian !! idk much else about 'em except גלקסיה goes by any & all pronouns & it's also magickal, blessed with a mixture of jewitchery / jewish witchcraft & magick & tech magick. make sure to kiss the mezuzah on the way in too while you're at it !!

𝐓𝐀𝐆 𝐃𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘.

dreaming your life away. — posts surrounding the dreamscape.

the nightmares were frightening and beautiful. — posts surrounding nightmares, specifically ones that affect me.

riding through all these western nights. — western aesthetic tag. horseback riding, riding & dying with the one you love, hanging around in trees, shoot your enemies dead with no remorse, playing guitar by the fire. tag title comes from ethel cain's 'western nights'.

the curse of the narration. — writing tag.

you poor thing; sweet mourning lamb. — my cult & the sacrificial lamb archetype tag. tag title comes from ethel cain's 'ptolemaea'. block this tag if you're triggered by cults & r.amcoa themes.

there's nothing you can do; it's already been done. — doomed to the narrative tag. the feeling that you've been doomed from the start & that your time is running out that you can't escape from. tag title comes from ethel cain's 'ptolemaea'.

god loves you but not enough to save you. — feeling abandoned by g-d. tag title comes from ethel cain's 'sun bleached flies'.

𝐓𝐀𝐆 𝐃𝐈𝐑𝐄𝐂𝐓𝐎𝐑𝐘.

all my relations. — "all my relations" is a turtle island indigenous concept that is present in many tribes, my own included, that refers to a person's kinship & responsibilities & place with their family, community, & more broadly, the rest of the world, animals, nature, humanity & the universe, but for the purposes of this blog, it's a tag dedicated to kinship & solidarity with other indigenous people around the world.

us& and who? — posts surrounding what we'd& want with any of our& partner(s), whether that be depictions of love, romance, sex, and/or intimacy, although it doesn't necessarily have to be romantic and/or sexual in nature.

celtic.txt — anything related to me being a celt and my experiences with being celtic, notably irish and scottish, and ireland and scotland, respectively.

asian.txt - anything related to asia and my experiences with being west asian with being jewish specifically and reclaiming it even if i feel funny sometimes whenever i use it, it's mostly used as solidarity with other asians because it's a massive continent.

the angels will return again; one day the sadness will end. — general positivity tag.

we are healing despite your efforts. — plural positivity for us&.

for us&. — posts tagged for us&; please feel free to tag us& in anything that reminds you of me& or any of us&!

moots. — for mutuals.

moon child. — dedicated to the moon who always held me in my darkest hours as a close companion; i was always a moon child.

water child. — anything that reminds me of myself and my sacred relationship to the water; i was always a water child.

touch me and you’ll burn. — dedicated to fire. tag title comes from margaret atwood's 'helen of troy'.

what the water gave me. — dedicated to water. tag title comes from frida kahlo and florence + the machine of work of the same name.

the landscape after cruelty which is of course a garden. — gardens & greenhouses tag. tag title comes from richard silken's 'snow and dirty rain'.

forgive me distant wars for bringing home flowers. — relics of times long gone. tag title comes from wislawa szymborska's 'under one small star'.

nature knows no kings. — dedicated to nature and to mother earth. tag title comes from mark samsonovich.

in our idle town. — the horror of living in a small town. tag title comes from conan grey's 'idle town'.

take me there. — places where i'd love to travel to one day.

places that could heal me. — places that would heal me spiritually.

places to die in. — places i would want to die in.

almost heaven. — places that remind me of paradise.

somewhere beyond the sea. — dedicated to the ocean, the beginning of everything. tag title comes from the song at the end of finding nemo.

hate is a bottomless cup; i will pour and pour.— posts regarding hatred, particularly violent hatred towards those who hurt me, considering all my life i've been told to forgive those who've used and abused me for their own gain; this is my way of coping with it; block this tag if you're triggered by homicidal fantasies, murderous thoughts and violent hatred towards one's abusers. tag title comes from euripides' 'medea'.

beat me and tell me that no one will love me better than you do. — the art of dominance, submission, trust and eroticism; bdsm aesthetic tag. tag title comes from lana del rey's 'smarty'.

rancid and delicate. — dedicated to the morbid and adorable; morute tag. tag title comes from nicole dollanganger's 'alligator blood'.

we are all sleeping dead. — southern gothic / maritime gothic / local gothic tag. tag title comes from emily jane west's 'sleeping dead'.

the girl in the missing poster. — the fear that's been haunting me ever since i was fourteen, of one day vanishing, that dreadful dream. this is my way of coping with the feeling that seems to plague so many indigenous girls, indigenous women and two spirits that if g-d forbid i ever did vanish, i would be searched for. laura palmer, alice palmer and ethel cain type shit.

that kind of girl. — the crazy bitch i always was and always will be.

to being human ; to all that being human means. — dedicated to humanity and restoring my faith in it.

hold me just like the morning paper. — being held, handholding, embraces; the feeling i've yearned for as long as i can remember. tag title comes from pavement's 'harness your hopes'.