#arachnophobes

Virgil and his Spider mood board for anon

So basically I was scrolling through Instagram and then in( idk how to explain it) the light of the screen, on my chest I see an ugly ass spider,but like is was huge and I have a terrible fear of spiders and insects in general.

So I jumped and thankfully didn’t scream and start crying because I would’ve woken my parents up and I quickly got out of the room because that’s my logic

So I came back in when I calmed myself down and started looking for it because there’s no way I’d let that mf live in my room and crawl in my mouth while I sleep

I start checking all the pillows and the blanket, the covers and I get to the conclusion that I lost him/it.

Fun times

So I try going back to sleep , but after lying in bed for awhile I start getting that strange feeling y’know, when you feel like spiders are crawling on you, so I turn my flash on and turns out there’s nothing on me, just my paranoid mindset trying to give me a heart attack

So now, I’m in the living room, I don’t want to sleep in my room for the next 1537390 years.

I hate f spiders

Like I hate people that tell me “ they’re smaller than you” , “they can’t do anything to you”

Like the anxiety that I feel now, realizing that I could be sleeping one night and a spider would crawl onto me.

I don’t think I can sleep anymore tonight

GO TWO FUCKIING HELL.

ALL THE WAY DOWN.