Ohhh dear world I know you’ve seen so many, I’m not the first definitely not the last, sometimes when you know you know, you know? My toes are tap dancing my minds analyzing complex laid out long term plans with the blink of an wya and all in between I can’t even think. Last time I was this deep I knew it was prison, and prison it was I’ve never been more afraid shackled with my head down and had another man sentence me with nothing in the world anyone could do about it and with no choice at all head on I was pushed in, a little over a year later the aftermath I boarded the same boat but this one is no judge no sentence this one is my life and if I don’t change the boat will set in motion to the destination like so many it doesn’t feel right but I’m so fucking angry, what about the girl? Another sacrifice is possible if it helps or will I keep taking it out on them all as I’ve been, heh ask the motherfucker I laid down belly down on the hot Florida pavement with my blade to his face for disrespecting me but then again I forgave him thanks to his wallet poor bastard seen my Arab face and demons behind me, but the girl! You promised charli! The caskets!!! You promised Charli!! I fucking hate you all I hate everything and I hate that I chose this gods damned vessel!!!!! Pause phone call GOD DAMNIT! My Mammal another let down wtf else would she expect I heard it in her voice my face is twitching my psycho has fallen out next to my uncontainable fuck me I hate my face and my soul! My ears brain mouth eyes dick I suck i fucking suck! Fuck the long terms move motherfucker a bunch of small things. = something big but my toes won’t stop breath deep Bitch and open your black, exterior incinerates interior cucumber, the shackle is still on my neck but I know how to prolong temporary for the verdict













