Name: Charlotte Anne Delyle
Nickname(s): Charlie, Charles, Lottie, Baby
Gender: Female (she/her)
Age: Twenty Three
Birthday: September 21st
Sexuality: Straight (unless?)
Occupation: Administration Assistant, Gravewood High.
Face: Willa Fitzgerald
Style: TBA - Preppy?
Hair: Usually light brown - occasionally blonde. Usually medium-length.
Eyes: Hazel
Mother: Katrina Delyle
Father: Unknown
Bio:
Charlotte was a golden child growing up - the only daughter to a single mother who had a champagne taste on a beer budget. Hailing from the so called bad side of town, everyone always suspected that the illustrious lady of the night, Katrina Delyle would never amount to anything. Of course, that was before they all realised that somehow, someway Katrina had produced a beautiful baby, with a heart shaped face and a beautiful complexion.
Charlotte never knew her father, nor did most of the town people. They had suspicions, of course this is a small town in middle America. But nobody dared say a thing. Of course, from the time she was a baby Charlotte was entered into every pageant that would take her - America’s prettiest babies, Toddlers and Tiara’s. Katrina had big ambitious for her precocious cherub, and a new pretty young face to live vicariously through.
Life proceeded as it could, though the money never seemed to stay for long. Charlotte was adored in school, ever much the antithesis to the grating personality of her mother (but was it practised? none could say.). Eventually, a large win of Miss Teen Gravewood, when Charlotte was fifteen was enough to bring their family out of poverty, and over to the right side of town. Life moved up for Charlotte here, having her first boyfriend, a wonderful life and enjoying what every teen girl could want.
But was it enough?
As she moved beyond the high school walls, eighteen years of lacking a father seemed to catch up with poor Charlotte. Soon, her sweet but naive boyfriend couldn’t quite scratch that… itch she’d been harbouring. He was nice, and proper but… he wasn’t what she wanted.
Thus led Charlotte down a dark path, into seedy bars and back alleys with men who were far too old to be seen with such a fresh-faced eighteen year old. Deep down Charlotte knew why they wanted her, but god did they make her feel wanted.. safe. This of course, continued when Charlotte went to College, falling madly for her much older professor.
How was she supposed to know he was married? He’d promised he would leave his wife for her, to make her, his. Pity it was against the school charter to have that sort of relationship, and as payback the man’s wife threw the now twenty one year old Charlotte to the wolves, and she returned back to Gravewood, degree-less, but no less messed up than ever.
Settling down now, she accepted a job at Gravewood High, as an administration assistant. It pays well enough, and lets just say that there are far too many eligible, older bachelors in Gravewood. Charlotte now feels she’s exactly where she’s meant to be.
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- Bella only went missing three weeks ago. Its still very fresh, and Mack is still very off the rails about it. She’s kind of put her entire life on standby since, and it doesn’t look like returning to normal business is going to happen anytime soon.
- louder and prouder protester. shes still very performative with it, and what she cares about, but she tends to go large. Her last protest was covering herself in fake blood and lying on the steps to the sheriffs office- imitating what her sister must look like.
FULL NAME: Leonora Everly Yoon
PREFERRED NICKNAME: Leo ( call her Nora at your own risk )
PREFERRED PRONOUNS: currently she/hers, but she’s reevaluating
DATE OF BIRTH: April 1st, 2000 ( aries sun, pisces moon, aquarius rising )
[ Leonora was born two months premature; her dad thought it was a joke but lo and behold, Odessa’s water had really gone and broken on April Fools ]
ZODIAC SIGNS: aries sun, pisces moon, aquarius rising ( une )
AGE: Twenty-Two but she feels ancient
HOMETOWN: born and raised in Gravewood, WV
FAMILY: George Yoon ( father, sheriff ), Odessa-Marie Yoon ( mother, waitress ), Feodore Avery Yoon ( older brother & Yoon golden boy )
OCCUPATION: Ice Skating Attendant & Teacher at the Windsor Ice Rink
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: she’s not for the streets, but it’s the whole spectrum
ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: re: last line
[ —the rest can be found in the DOSSIER: additional background information, physicalities and personality stuff among other things! ]
WHAT’S IN MY BAG: The Shape of Water by Daniel Kraus, A Visit from the Goon Squad by Jennifer Egan, a sketchbook she’s been filling up with still-lifes and stuff, and an empty planner her dad gave her
SENIOR SUPERLATIVE(s): class clown, life of the party, best smile
CURRENT QUOTE(s): “the feminine urge to enter a hell of my own making” “who the fuck decided to call it emotional baggage and not griefcase?”
TV PARALLELS: Gina ( Brooklyn 99 ), Winston ( New Girl ), Montana ( Do Revenge ), Orla McCool ( Derry Girls ), Sokka ( ATLA ), Ruthie ( Shrill ), Willie Jack ( Reservation Dogs ), Guillermo ( What We do in the Shadows ), Sperncer Shay ( iCarly )
TROPES: Allergic to Routine, Annoying Laugh, The Chew Toy, Cloudcuckoolander, Cool Loser, Crouching Moron Hidden Badass, Deadpan Snarker, Endearingly Dorky, Erudite Stoner, I Just Wanna Be Special, Jack of All Stats, Kaleidoscope Hair, Once Done Never Forgotten, Sad Clown
SECONDLY, A LIGHT OUTLINE
✧ No one would really admit it, but Leonora was that baby that married couples have when they’re on the brink of divorce— she was meant to fix George and Odessa’s failing relationship but the novelty of a new baby faded soon enough as her parents returned to their old routine, the new baby falling to the wayside.
✧ Even so, they’d never gotten around to the divorce. Babies are like monkey’s paws in that way and neither one of them wanted to go through with a divorce when they’d gone and had another baby to care for. Through the mess of their marriage, they loved each other still, and those legals proceedings would only be inconvenient.
✧ After his paternity leave had come and gone, George went back to working his long hours in the Sheriff’s office and Odessa was left home with a toddler and a newborn. She’d spend all day feeling alone at home, tending to the home and her kids; trying and failing to rekindle the love they’d cultivated in their adolescence.
✧ While Leonora and her older brother were babbling little ones then, kids can still sense these things. Leo was a fussy girl herself, and she’d always demanded more attention than her mother was willing to give. Once she’d started crawling, her mother set her down in a little corral and left her to her own devices.
✧ Most of her infancy was spent that way, her mother holding her at arms length as she reached out to her. George was a little better, though his own love came in bursts and then fizzled out entirely— he’d never had much energy when he came home, and most of the time he’d set her on his chest and doze off.
✧ Toddlerhood was a little easier on Leo, if only because she’d had access to other forms of distraction ( unfortunately for her mother, these were messy ). She’d started painting around this time, though it’s something all kids do, right? Must be the same with the colorful handprints all over the walls which pissed her mom off to no end.
✧ Life teaches Leo to be loud and messy— those are the most surefire ways to get her mother’s attention: throwing food at her brother, running a crayon along the surface of the fridge. Anything to get her parents’ attention, though hindsight would say these acts only pushed her mother further away than before.
✧ By the time Leo and her brother are in elementary school, Odessa’s thinking of joining the workforce. Desperate for anything that will get her out of the house, she applies for a waitressing job at Marie’s. The pay is minimal but the work fills whatever hole in her heart George has left. She needed this.
✧ It’s obvious then why she turned out the way she did: needy, nosy, annoying and whatever else the other kids would call her during her childhood. Leo hadn’t learned how to separate the good press from the bad; so long as someone was looking at her she’d felt like a sunflower facing the sun, and that would be her undoing in the end.
✧ Puberty hits a girl like a ton of bricks then and it only gets worse. At home she’d had no audience save her brother and he’s gone and tired of her shit. He was hanging out with his own group of friends and she’d grown ungrateful of the ones that had allowed her in their own circle; she’d go and ruin them soon enough.
✧ One risky dare starts it all and then she’s flying higher and higher towards the sun in one massive Icarian feat before the wax on her wings start melting. Icarus’ own father warned him about his recklessness, and her own had gone and put her in handcuffs. When she’s high as a kite, she thinks about how tragically poetic that is.
✧ Fuck up first, apologize later is all fun and games until you’ve gone and burned all your bridges. Leonora now exists in a limbo of her own creation, not knowing how to move forward though everything she’s done keeps her from turning back. ‘I’m sorry’ seems meaningless at the end of the line, but what else is new.
✦ keeping myself from adding more so we can fill in the gaps together? ✦
THIRDLY, SOME HCS
Leo wasn’t diagnosed with ADHD until the latter years of Middle School; while she knows this is due in part to the socialization of girls and all of that, it digs the ‘your parents really went and overlooked you’ knife a little deeper.
The first time she ever put ink on her skin, it was because of a dare ( go figure ). Leonora could choose whatever design she wanted so long as the ink went on her lower back; the pain of getting her tramp stamped nearly killed her.
If memory serves her well, Leo first bleached her hair the day before the first of high school. She’d thought to make it subtle to keep her mom from freaking out, but once it was said and done she didn’t even try to hide it.
Foster Home for Imaginary Friends was one of those things that stuck with her in her childhood, so when her grandfather gifted her a red doberman, Leonora was quick to name the little guy Blooregard Q. Kazoo ( Bloo for short ).
She feels ridiculously lonely all the time, and her therapist tells her that it’s directly correlated to the reckless behavior of her youth. Leonora doesn’t necessarily think correlation equals causation, but the man might be right.
One such bit of reckless behavior had her piercing one nipple on a dare, another had her biting into some shellfish she was allergic to ( leading to a fun ER night ), and a third had her eating a steak even though she’s vegetarian.
As far as more lasting consequences ( the piercing has since closed, so that doesn’t count ), one small piece of the cartilage on her right ear is missing and she has one scar running down her calf from these dangerous liaisons.
Watched a single clip of Euphoria, a zoom-in of some lady’s eye makeup and it's kinda become a whole thing. Leo isn’t going all out with it or anything, but she can’t stop herself from sticking those little diamonds underneath her eyes.
As far as cliche artsy things go, she’s lugging around a sage green kanken decked in patches and pins, filled with hb pencils, an overfilled sketchbook, an empty one, and two toiletry bags because you can never be too prepared.
Has a replica of Sam’s iCarly remote, which is basically her soundboard. She’s got it programmed with her favorite bites but switches some of the other ones out depending on the season ( and she’s got terrible comedic timing ).
Follow-up for the iCarly remote, she’s got two specific sounds on lock: a slow clap ( because obviously ) and the sound of the world’s smallest violin from that one episode of Spongebob. The other stuff on rotation is mostly from TikTok.
She’s got a membership to the fabric store in town and they know the girl by name; Leo loves all those fashion things but she’s not gonna burn money she doesn’t have so enter a hand-me-down, some fabric and a sewing machine
Also did some tasks for character development! ONE. TWO. THREE. FOUR.
Not to be all Draco Malfoy, but like... Isa knows her family has clout. She knows that some of the stuff her family gets into is on the shadier side, but that there are relationships that have been put into place that protect them.
The Morgan family came from nothing. Sofia Valle (her mother) was a waitress at Marie’s when she met Sebastian Morgan (her father), the new guy in town from an extended family “in construction”. They were both high school juniors. Both ambitious individuals who wanted better lives than what seemed to be on offer in town, it wasn’t long before they were dreaming up futures together that centered around mansions, private jets, and the ability to go one a date and not panic about the price of dinner.
They took their knowledge of the construction industry and their thirst for knowledge (and success) and immediately upon graduation started building a real estate development company. They also started investing.
Isa wasn’t born until her family had already been in business for twenty years. They had already moved to the nice part of town, had decided they needed a child to continue the legacy, and knew that they only wanted the one. Sofia and Sebastian had Isa when they were 38 years old and notably successful. And through their hard work, things have just kept improving since then.
But since they know what it’s like to struggle, they instilled in Isa the values they were raised with. At any moment business can disappear. An Act of God can mean the end for a project. What do you do if the money dries up? How do you bounce back? Isa was raised to be frugal just in case.
Theatre Kid. Debate club president. Isa has always had a flair for the dramatic, and she was the star of both the theatre scene and any argument right up until the day of her graduation. Now she uses her talents for other purposes... but they’re definitely still there.
As a child she was the biggest Earth Day stan - truly Earth Day was every day. Before she realized that the stuff her family is doing negatively impacts the environment and she changed her tune, she was constantly trying to organize community cleanups and sustainability campaigns. Call her out on that shift.
Isa has a knack for planning events. Her family has held a private Gala or two (or one every year) and Isa in more recent years has taken over the planning for it. She even spent one summer doing some basic event help with the local government to really solidify the connection between the Windsor family and her own. It was also there that she discovered she has a few issues with control. Apparently there IS a wrong way to fold napkins.
Isa doesn’t really do romance or relationships. She isn’t sure what it is about them that she’s been avoiding, but it may have something to do with the fact that she cares a lot about her business and doesn’t want anything to distract her from that. She goes on dates, though. Because the other person has to pay and they can be great for networking.
You lowkey have to be making a certain amount of money per year for her to even consider you for a networking “date” though.
She really is convinced that she and her family are doing things for the betterment of the town. She needs to believe that, because otherwise why did she never leave? Because college is expensive and her parents are clingy? No!
FULL NAME: martina isabel serrano
NICKNAME(S): marty, just marty.
NAME MEANING: martina - warlike , soldier , tiny sea ; isabel - pledged to god
AGE: 22
DATE OF BIRTH: february 7 , 2000
PLACE OF BIRTH: gravewood
CURRENT LOCATION: hell gravewood
ETHNICITY: mexican
GENDER: cis woman
PRONOUNS: she/her
SEXUAL ORIENTATION: bisexual
ROMANTIC ORIENTATION: bisexual
RELIGION: catholic SBNR ( spiritual but not religious )
OCCUPATION: attendant @ horny’s truck stop ; minor drug dealer ? is giving handjobs for money/drugs a job?
EDUCATION LEVEL: did not finish high school
LIVING ARRANGEMENTS: couches of friends when she gets evicted from her apartment ( she’s usually allowed back in when she has the money paid up for rent )
FINANCIAL STATUS: poverty level
SPOKEN LANGUAGES: polite spanish
PHYSICAL APPEARANCE, ETC.
FACECLAIM: lizeth selene
HAIR COLOR AND STYLE: dark , long ; typically in some sort of braid or straight down her back
EYE COLOR: brown
HEIGHT: 5′7
BODY AND BUILD: thin , lanky
TATTOOS: numerous spread all over her body
PIERCINGS: 2 in each lobe , both cartilages pierced , septum , nose
CLOTHING STYLE: grunge aesthetic , dark colors , whatever she can thrift for cheap
SIGNATURE SCENT: the smell of gas and cigarettes , sometimes marijuana
HEALTH.
MENTAL DISORDER(S): depression
SLEEPING HABITS: does not sleep for long or often , tends to sleep curled all together underneath her blankets
EATING HABITS: snack food mostly , but in small amounts
SOCIABILITY: does not like talking to people , but is not afraid to speak if necessary
BODY TEMPERATURE: runs cold , constantly wearing long sleeves when totally unnecessary
ADDICTIONS: where to start...
DRUG USE: yes
ALCOHOL USE: yes
PERSONALITY.
LABEL(S): THE OUTCAST
POSITIVE TRAITS: individualistic , creative , thoughtful , generous , independent , witty , intuitive
NEGATIVE TRAITS: rebellious , mercurial , pessimistic , impatient , absent-minded , detached , stubborn
LIKES: pineapple on pizza , truck stop hot dogs ,
DISLIKES: people from rural west virginia , cold showers , swimming , organized religion , snobs
FEARS: dying without ever leaving gravewood , spiders , snakes
HABITS: picks at her hang nails and bites her nails far too short
GOALS AND AMBITIONS: realistic : get her ged , find a better job ; unrealistic : go to art school , travel
ASTROLOGY: aquarius
PERSONALITY TYPE: ISTP
WEATHER: first snowfall when everything is soft and quiet , tree tops lined with white and the branches begin to get heavy , everything layered in a clean puff
COLOR: #915F6D ; the color of bruises when they’re healing
MUSIC: hyperpop , emo rap , song that force her to stop thinking
MOVIE: ironically : donnie darko ; unironically : the princess bride
BOOK: midnight for charlie bone
SPORT: fuck sports
BEVERAGE: malibu island melon
FOOD: big mac
ANIMAL: giraffes
SEASON: winter
FAMILY, RELATIONSHIPS, ETC.
MOTHER: carmen serrano
FATHER: unknown
SIGNIFICANT OTHER: n/a
FRIEND(s): the burnout , the daredevil
EXES:
SIBLING(S): the faithful ; probably too many to count.
CHILDREN: n/a
EXTENDED FAMILY: aunts , uncles , no grandparents
PET(S): n/a
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sexuality: bisexual, though it’s more of an open-secret, just don’t let allen greene know he was right way
aesthetics:
age: twenty-two
date of birth: february 10, 2000
zodiac sign: aquarius sun, aries moon
residence: a duplex in black bear estate
occupation: concierge @ the black bear resort
appearance:
faceclaim: evan mock
height: 5′9″
eyes: dark brown
physique: slender, bordering on scrawny. benji had always been lanky, but in high school, swimming kept some degree of muscle on him. now, without a stream of home-cooked meals or morning exercise, he’s just thin.
hair: shaved, in various shades of pink depending on dye cycle. originally, he let a girl from tinder dye it on a whim (and effort to get laid), but he’s kept it ever since on account of how much it made steam rise from his father’s ears
body mods: lobes and some in the cartilage pierced, scar on the nostril from a piercing he would remove when he went home and eventually grew over. no tattoos, due mostly to the time-spent-to-reward-ratio and commitment issues.
personality:
tra: loyal, kind-hearted, helpful (when he wants to be) / obstinate, easily bored, pessimistic, petty
likes: the ritual of mixed drinks, taking polaroids of his friends, card games, cigarettes after beer ONLY, spicy food
dislikes: waiting, the quiet, being alone, overhead lighting, heights, pitying looks
skills: bass, for alec’s band, a bit rusty after the, ahem, forced long term hiatus. skateboarding, from falling in with the “wrong crowd” early on. bargain shopping & thrifting name-brand.
family:
mother: maria greene, filipina immigrant who married young, to a man they thought would be a respectable husband and father and give her and her babies a better life, only to be utterly alone in a town worlds apart from everything she’d known. she tried to do right, give benji homecooked meals to take to school (while he pleaded for the processed stuff the rest of the white kids got) and babysit for other families to fill the void of loneliness, but it was a chasm impossible to rectify.
father: allen greene, former us navyman who got terribly injured (and disabled) on the job with a toddler at home. short-lived political career, long-term anger issues, and a loyalty to the patriarchy and gender roles deeper than before thought possible. the kind of guy to still ask if he can use his veteran’s discount, despite everyone knowing their family came into a hefty inheritance.
siblings: none
backstory!
benji always strove to be the kid he was supposed to. his mother’s only child, his father’s only son; he wanted to be everything they had dreamed of having. it was always a little out of reach, though. he could’ve bulked up, gotten his way into football, like the other generations of greene men. he could’ve learned tagalog, his mother’s recipes, been more of a link to home for her or made her married life easier. no matter the regional meets, ap classes, tutorings, or praise from candystripers, approval was a constantly moving goal-post, slipping further out of his grasp every time he looked up.
he would never bring back the life and honor his father was supposed to have. he would never be satisfying or around enough to make up for the fact that he was his mother’s entire (else-wise controlled and restricted) world.
in ninth-grade, just before he was old enough for the doctors to squint, he managed to lie his way into an adderall prescription. he’d thought he’d been getting better at lying, and this proved it’s usefulness as a skill. if his responsibilities were an ever-growing mountain, this helped keep his feet moving forward. because it wasn’t about him, it was never about him, it still wasn’t enough. allen hounded him about colleges, about enlisting, about how he needed to enlist before college and look good and get stronger for enlistment and quit with the pussy shit — benji was out of the house more, keeping up with the demands, partying on weekends to blow off steam, and letting allen believe he was just participating in some good boys will be boys-hood. meanwhile maria slipped into longer depressive states with him gone, thinking of him being that way not just for the day, or the weekend, but for months or years at a time.
he couldn’t win. it was never enough. it was a tug of war that won him screaming or crying no matter which side, and come graduation, he stopping lying. he announced his post-school plans: nothing. he would be doing nothing, staying in gravewood, getting a shitty, emasculating job, and simply calling it fucking quits. he was tired. his nervous system was frazzled. he just wanted to fucking sleep in for once. so he did just that.
he quit the meds, but he’s kept the stash, just in case his brain gets too quiet, just in case they prove good for trading. he moved out, obviously, using his grandparents’ trust fund to pay for the security deposit and his first furnishings, and managed his new independence...poorly. he got a gig at the resort, where he could be charming, late, and wear his own clothes, to supplement rent — and because he wasn’t good at being in an empty house all the time anyway.
wanted connections!
good god, my brain is fried after all that, coming soon?? maybe i’ll just put established connections here one day?? but for NOW...
Full Name: Austin James
Gender/Pronouns: He/him
Sexuality: Straight
Date of Birth: 3/3
Age: 24
Occupation: History teacher
Hometown: Seattle, WA
BIO
Austin James was born to a single mom, on a strangely cold March day. His dad had never been in the picture- some big shot business man that visited Seattle a lot. A married businessman, as Austin’s mom found out.
Austin never grew up with a lot of family- most of his mom’s family cut them off when they found out his father was married. However, he had a happy childhood, never feeling like they missed out on much. Sure, he didn’t have name brand cereal until he was 18, but fruity flakes were almost the same as fruit loops.
Austin was 9 when he was first exposed to the Dollmaker. He knew that his Mom had a tendency to follow a lot of the news from Gravewood- it wasn’t surprising, but the news of a serial killer in such a small town was. They stayed up all night that night- eating fruity flakes and consuming every detail about the crimes.
This lead to his obsession with true crime. Austin consumed every book he could find about it- naturally spending long hours in the library when his Mom was running late (Which was pretty much all the time).
It was pretty obvious as he worked to graduation, that Austin was going to study something related to true crime. He’d always been entranced trying to figure out why they did it- why did the Dollmaker kill seven women? Why did he dress them like that?
One of his favorite teachers suggested he study psychology, and off Austin went. The university of Louisville called his name, and with a specialization in forensics, he flew through a degree. He couldn’t let go of his obsession, though, and when he spotted flyers around campus describing the new Black Bear Ski Lodge.
It peaked his interest enough that with his Mom’s blessing, he quit his post grad, took the first job he could find in Gravewood, teaching history, and now hes been here for about 6 weeks, practically foaming at the mouth to discover all this town has to offer.
He always goes by Teddy, never Theo. His dad called him Theo, and after everything that happened he doesn’t like to be called that anymore. He just doesn’t need the reminder.
When he moved back to Gravewood, he knew there was no way he could get away with using the name he’d changed it to when he left, so he started going by his given name again.
Teddy suffers from insomnia, and it’s gotten increasingly worse since returning to the family farm.
He doesn’t drink or do drugs. He worries that his mind is messed up enough without the help of substances.
He wants to try and reconnect with the few friends that he had when he was a kid, but he’s not sure how to approach them after so many years. But, he’s desperate to try and make being back in Gravewood work, at least for his grandmother’s sake.
In the hopes of maybe mending some bridges burned by what his father did, Teddy has been thinking of supplying the town with produce from the farm again. Plus, making a little money to help keep things running wouldn’t hurt either.
Teddy can be a little jumpy and sometimes a little nervous. But, he’s gotten good at quickly putting on a smile and be as friendly as he can.
INTERVIEW QUESTIONS
“What have you been up to in the past four years?”
“I’ve been in college, actually.” Teddy looked almost proud to say. For a while when he was younger, he wasn’t sure he’d ever make it. But, he’d worked hard, kept his head down, and really focused so that he could get into a decent school. He’d chosen to study Psychology in the hopes of trying to figure out why his father had done what he’d done all those years ago. Well, that was what he’d told his grandmother when he’d made the choice. What he really wanted to do was learn if such things could possibly happen to him in the future, if one day he’d have some sort of mental break and continue on with what was now his family legacy. It was a fear that nagged in the back of his mind, even though his grandmother had assured him time and time again that he was good, that he wasn’t like his father, and that he was his own man. “My Grammy moved back to Gravewood while I was there, and she’s old and not doing great with her health, so I came back here to help her out and look after the farm. It’s not really what I thought I’d be doing now, but I just can’t say no to her.” Knowing that there was someone trying to buy the family farm also helped lead him back to the town he’d left behind. Sure, Teddy wanted to see the farm gone, but the people sniffing around had plans for it that just didn’t sit well with him. So, in order to protect the land, and to make sure it didn’t fall into the wrong hands, he made the move back even though it was really the last place he ever wanted to be.
“You have 24 hours left to live, what are you going to do in your final hours?”
A million possibilities ran through his mind. How could he pick what to do if he found himself in his final hours. “I’d do everything I could. As much as I could fit into that 24 hours. I’d blow all my money on fancy food, I’d run some red lights, go faster than the speed limit. I’d go and egg someones house, or their car. I’d go steal that candy bar I never stole when I was 7. I’d eat so much cake that I puke. I know it all sounds kinda dumb...” Teddy trailed off. Everything he listed didn’t seem like very important things, in fact quite the opposite. But, Teddy had kept to himself for so many years, he’d kept his head down and his nose clean, doing everything he could to avoid getting attention. So, the thought of using his last day to do everything he never got to do, to leave his mark, seemed absolutely perfect to him. To go out with a bang, so to speak. He’d been quiet for so long, if he was watching his final hours tick down, he’d want to finally take the chance to be loud. “If I had 24 hours to live, I’d wanna do just that -- live.”
“What do you dream of?”
Teddy took some time to think. What did he dream of? “I guess I just dream of peace. Not like world peace, although I guess that would be nice.” It would be selfish if he didn’t want that too, right? “I mean inner peace. I’ve seen a lot of shit in my life, and I’ve tried really hard to leave it all in the past, but it always seems to have a way of sneaking up on you, y’know?” Since arriving back in Gravewood, not a day had gone by where he hadn’t been haunted by the past. Being back on the family farm hadn’t been the nostalgic trip down memory lane that it would’ve been for anyone else. Instead, he walked around the property looking over his shoulder, constantly on alert, plagued by endless reminders of the things that he’d seen in his childhood. As hard as he tried to just see what was right in front of him, Teddy couldn’t shake the images that flashed through his mind, the twitch of things he’d tried to keep buried for so long threatened to send him to the dark place he’d been trying to keep at arms length since he got back. Some of the images he recognized as memories, as if his mind had kept perfect photographs of the horrors. Others, he wasn’t so sure about. They felt new, and when he tried to look into them, he found no proof to back them up, no articles or reports to verify what he thought he knew. The longer he spent trying to figure it out, the more unhinged he began to feel. All he wanted was for it all to stop, to be able to put it behind him and finally move on. “But, I guess that’s something that you’ve gotta get to on your own.”
“What’s your relationship like with your parents/guardian?”
“I feel like it’s kinda sad to say, but my Grammy is my best friend. She’s been all I’ve had for so long.” Having lost his mother so young, and with his father locked up, Teddy had relied on his grandmother for as long as he could remember. She’d been his rock throughout everything, and he spent everyday doing everything he could to try and make her proud, to try and pay her back for all that she’d done for him since becoming his sole guardian. “My mom passed away when I was a kid, so I don’t remember her that well, but I do miss her a lot, and I wonder what things would be like if she was still here sometimes.” It wasn’t a thought that he let himself have often, but there were times where he couldn’t stop his mind from running through the possibilities of what his life would be like, where he would be, if his mother had lived. Would his father have done the things he did? Would he have grown up with two loving parents in a happy home? Teddy never got too far into the imaginary scenarios before he shut them down. “I haven’t seen my father in years.” He finished off, not going into further detail. It was a sore spot for him, and something he had spent years trying to put behind him. Even after all the years that had passed, Teddy still found himself trying to figure out how the man who had been his childhood hero could’ve done such awful things. It just didn’t make sense to him, and he carried the guilt of his naivety with him every day.
“Where do you see yourself going from here?”
“I guess I should say that I’d put my college education to good use, but honestly, I don’t think I will.” As hard as Teddy had studied, he’d never really planned to make a career out of the things he’d learned. At the end of the day, he was still just a farm kid from a small town, just trying to get by day to day. All he wanted was to live a life that didn’t include him living in the shadow of what his father had done. Teddy wanted to be seen as his own person, to live a quiet life, one where he was free to just be himself. “I want to make sure my Grammy gets the most out of her last years, because as much as I’d like her to, she’s not gonna live forever. I’d like to find the right person to sell the farm to, someone who’ll keep it at least a little like it is now, maybe open it back up to the town to get quality produce. But, I guess there’s no guarantees that that’ll happen.” Despite everything, Teddy still tried to be hopeful even though it proved difficult at times. “I wouldn’t mind getting myself a little piece of land, maybe. Build a house, settle down, start a family.” He was a simple man, and he wanted simple things. Teddy had never been interested in having the world, he was just happy to have what he needed.