#aprilsixth

I love how does it starts 

This city & I have the same birthday! #Orange #Libraries #Librarians #OCREFORMA #Aprilsixth #REFORMA (at Orange Public Library And History Center)

Sitting, thinking whether or not you should make your end. Wishing you had someone to talk to, like your best friend. But not even he could understand the thoughts in your head. Maybe he'll finally listen when he finds you dead. I tell the doctors I'm fine, but I just can't seem to shake this feeling off my mind. I'm running out of time. Which bridge should I climb? All of a sudden I've become so blind. Blind to the future I won't have & the life I won't see. Blind to the fact that I will no longer be. I won't be alive, I won't exist. & that's okay? What the fuck is this? & even then, he would never get it. That's why talking won't help, so forget it. I won't say a word, because it won't matter much. But if I save myself, boy, that would be clutch. -Gen.