aprilis thinking she isn't good enough for her s/o
pairing: aprilis x gn!reader
tags: angst, mention of yufa & krysha (& aprilis thinking they deserve you more), insecure & unloved!aprilis
sometimes aprilis thinks she isn't good enough for you
when she sees you talking to yufa or krysha, she wonders if you would be better off dating them
those two are kind and gentle. they have no trouble expressing their emotions
she wonders if you would be happier with someone who isn't afraid to tell you that they love you
someone who buys you flowers. someone who's sensitive. someone who smiles more. someone who isn't such a cursed being. someone who isn't her...
aprilis always acts so cold, keeping a distance between her and the other monstrums
but deep down, she longs to be near you, yet fears that what she has to offer isn't good enough for you
aprilis wants you to be happy!
but if she can't make you happy, maybe you would be better off without herβ¦
