#apple's shitposts

Chat uh this is kinda really sensitive of me to reveal but I figured I'm a system. Like from my childhood I always felt people talking through me but obviously they sound like me because it's my voice . But the words and phrases that's not me saying it. It's somebody else.

I can't get a diagnosis because our family won't let us and we are in a difficult family situation. But i do have counselling and the first thing they told me just purely because of a few events I mentioned. She said I definitely have trauma.

So i hope you all don't think differently of me <:(

U know I love staying up for my platonic partner just so I can talk to them. Knowing the next morning I amma wake up feeling like absolute shit.